05/08/2024
If anyone is here because you're wondering who I am. I'm just a regular person who's had a lifetime of trauma and chaos but still I've always been able to find joy somehow lol. But I've also had a lifetime of deep thinking and trying to figure out who I am so I've learned a lot about a lot of different types of people. I have ADHD so when I get interested in something I do deep dives and I research and I read. I have painfully heavy empathy. And I try to see the good in people and I try to be helpful. Sometimes I'm mean because I get frustrated.... But most of the time if I'm being mean it's just because I'm trying to help and I feel like I can't get through. I don't like when I feel misunderstood because when I was a child in my adoptive family... They just didn't get me... And that made me feel invisible.
I try to do better. I try to apologize when I know I'm wrong. But I am human just like everyone else.
I started a YouTube channel a while back because I wanted to tell my adoption reunion story. But it's turned into something completely different. I just use it as a way to communicate with people and I use it as a way to have a voice. I'm not really anyone special... Well I'm special to my kids and my grandkids and my cats... So That's not entirely true lol.
My core values are kindness honesty and mindfulness.
I made this YouTube series because I think it's useful and I wanted to help people understand What they might be going through... And I wanted people to know that there's nothing wrong with them and that they're not alone and that everything that they are experiencing is completely valid and completely understandable and I wanted to give it a voice in a kind thoughtful way and I wanted to reflect some of the behavior that I was seeing so that it would strike a chord with people and maybe make them open their eyes a little bit and see what was going on.
I don't expect everyone to relate to me but even if I can help one person it would make me feel good and I don't even have to know if I did or not. But I hope I do.
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