16/04/2024
© LECTURER JOHN'S TABLE
EPISODE 1
We had s*x on several occasions.
I felt guilty.
But he kept emphasizing it as a weakness.
He insisted we pray,
I knew things were not right.
The courage to see my pastor became Mountain before me.
I made up my mind not to go to his place again.
We had s*x almost thrice a month.
The last one got me pregnant and I aborted it.
I'm the sister's cord,
What will the fellowship say of me?
My reputation, all I've built for years.
My dad would have killed me if I allowed the pregnancy.
He kept pleading and and assuring to the fact God knows our heart and how sincere we are.
We were both sitting in the empty class room that day as I poured out what I felt about our actions.
It was already getting dark,
I needed to go back to the hostel,
But he insisted we pray about it and ask God for forgiveness this time.
It wasn't a bad idea,
We held hands,
The surrounding looked quite and still.
He placed hands on my shoulder, telling me he is sorry for all that had been happening,
I could see the genuiness and humility in his eyes.
He hugged me,
And just before I could gain control, we both had s*x again.
Sir, can God forgive me?
Wow....The lecturer exclaimed.
'stable.HighlightTim Writes
