Zick ThingS

08/01/2024

You and me, we're partners in crime 💌 yup, that's the surreal me, no filters, no AI, just someone who loves the dog that is not mine but it's like he was.

A dog that was waiting for me in my new home, a home i live alone, but in peace to cry, break down, laugh and think about dying and making my ideas to happen constantly. All a rollercoaster of misery covered in ma*****na, music, video games and dark comedy to feel alive and related to...

Mental illnesses are not easy to deal with when the motivation is gone, only Richie the white boxer(and Bruno the brown pitbull) are the answer to my "prayers", to the thousand pacts i've made and the countless entities i sold my "soul" to...

Or simply put, to that moment when you have a soliloquium and say to yourself in third person a lot of s**t to try and sound deep or meaningful when you know that anyway you are a miserable, useless, annoying dude that is mentally handicaped, that not even his family truly will help without desiring some "change" in you as a person, when all the changes you show are made by their reactions towards your long written or spoken sincerity when "s**t hits the fan"...

Well the thing is that i don't give a single f**k anymore about what anybody thinks of my opinions, they are meaningless anyway, 3 years and a day after a ***de attempt... two huge verbal fights that changed me since... that led to my full transformation into a careless monster...

Well thanks for nothing in these 7 years since this s**tty page that used to be for doctor who figures became the diary of someone that wants to die.

Feel free to unfollow as this page is algorithm poison, and don't do the s**tty "help" thing, an anonymous notification of hipocrisy will do nothing but amplify the reasons why a man that wants to die and gives no f**ks anymore about trying anything.

People in social media is so quick to judge when you're blunt, unapologetic and "anti pc slur" filled to make a point, well social media is not for me, not for "massive" appeal, when all i do every day is wishing i was back in 2018, and to stay there... with her... forever, locked in time... before richie was born, but also when i was truly happy before a dog that will die someday soon became the excuse to feel that there is a point of living when i'm openly a misanthropist...

I hate humans as a whole, what we are, how "pride" will kill us all slowly, well YOUR descendants, as i'm glad to never reproduce and continue a flawed subspecies that is my family nucleus.

F**k, just imagine another woman dealing with my addams family material of relatives, will she leave me for another millionare re**rd from united states? Or finally shoot me in the mouth and blow my brains out as i've always wanted?

Nah, there is no other she... i know i'll remain alone until i die, just like i deserve for all the things i've done, i'm gray, GRAY I SAID... my moral compass is simple, no pandering, no bulls**t, i'm the nicest piece of s**t or the worst tin foil pot smoker stereotype, but you'll never see me faking interest towards anyone i don't, just like you won't care to truly read my s**t if it doesn't have big t**s or politics.

Well, f**k you, have a nice rest of your lives, anyone reading will be as dead as i am in less than 80 years, think about that, you won't make it to the next century... NONE OF US.

Ps: Happy 116th birthday to the first ever doctor who, William Hartnell.

08/01/2024

I love you Richie, 3 years after a su***de attempt and 41 days in arkham asylum have meaning only because of you

Edit: Meet Samael Heinz Beckmann a coward anime edgelord that mocks a loser that tried to kill himself and spent 41 days locked in a mental institution that costed a lot for my family.

The word fa**ot should not be an insult to gay people, the community that has saved my life even tho being an heterosexual.

Oh no, it should be the new meaning of re**rded coward with generic anime crap in his profile that hides behind a reaction button in his f**king cellphone 😂 F**k off fag, you're feeding my s**tty useless page with your careless reacts, it's not like the dog or i will get cancer or die because of it... F.A.G. ^^

01/01/2024

Goodbye 2023, loneliness ain't so bad when i'm not around predictible people, all i need is my babies bruno and richie together, taking care of them when fireworks pop. A boxer named Richie and a pitbull named Bruno are all i need.

Thanks to reality, schizophrenia, bipolar depression and borderline personality disorser are a double eged sword, to see the gradual change of people around me is beautifully miserable, being me is horrible, and here goes the stereotypical whatever...

The thing is that in south america mental health care is not as in the first world, my family has been difficult to deal with in the last 3 years since beginning 2021.

It's too almost 3 years of my diagnose and 41 days reclussion in a paid hospital where they sucked my blood (literally and figuratively) dry for as long as they could to charge a lot to my family and... 3 years later here we are, all i see is things getting worse.

And people does not really care enough...

Bye everyone, see ya... sometime in a future incarnation, or in a casket.

I am made of... Zick ThingS.

27/10/2023

Richie last night playing "bite" with my hand. I love this little rascal so much 🫶

27/09/2023

It's been a long time since i use a tag but i think this one is worth the unfollowing if if bothers someone that is not watching any of this page at all anyway...

It's been weeks without posting, which meant a change of plans, So here i present the cover artwork for the first ever virtual magazine... COMPOSED OF AI Caramba Magazine.

TIME TO P**S OFF "REAL ARTISTS"

Plus here are 8 of the 77 images that I'll release in the first days of October (It will be a bi-weekly Q1 to Q2 meaning each issue is worth 2 quarters of the month, if the thing goes better for any given reason i could turn it into a weekly thing).

Issue 1 will feature 77 variants based on a picture of my best and only friend Skyler Lixx in Halloween costume some years ago. The character is named Voodoo Lixx.

Other parts based on the 77 originals will be released too as i did some experiments with extra editing programs.

Also, you can support ACM and Stoner Eyes Joe becoming a Vessel Of Chaos, just a buck or a 100 can help a schizophrenic Colombian to improve his life.

This is more than a simple attempt at ai images, this is the diary of a bipolar depressive, the ups and downs, and you can be part of the ups with something that for you may not mean much, but to me can truly change my future for better.

Thanks if anyone is really interested in this project, hope is difficult to find when you're broke, living from the pity of your family and about to turn 31 next Friday.

15/09/2023

Doctor Who: Lost in Time finally released the 7th doctor card to collect from events and i'm close to get it as with past week event with 4th and the special weapons dalek :) i'm guessing young ace and the classic era supreme dalek from the image will be part of the next batch of updates too and i just wanna collect them all!

I'm truly loving this dumb game that not many are playing, cause the storylines (specially the events stories) are the best fan service rewards i've been treated to in my almost 9 or 10 years of passionate whovianism :p

🔍 Unveil the Mysteries of Waypoints! 🚀 Have you ever pondered over the enigmatic concept of "Waypoints" in Doctor Who: Lost in Time? 🌌 These are iconic locations from the Doctor Who saga that you'll journey to within the game. But here's the key 🔑 to progressing: upgrading your Waypoints! Elevate your game by enhancing these locations and unlock new dimensions of adventure. 🌟 Prepare to encounter companions and stand face-to-face against legendary adversaries like the Daleks and the Cybermen. Are you ready to embrace the TARDIS 🌠 and embark on an exploration across the galaxy? Get ready to level up those Waypoints and unleash the adventure! 💫🚀

10/09/2023

Pzycho-Delic Zombies Collection 2 - Created On 2023 - 08 - 26.

With this second round of prompts for the PZDZ I and AI went with a cinematic style.

The storyline goes like this: the original zombies from C1 transformed a different amount of farmers whom now are reborn in eternal multiversal and interdimensional existence as Pzycho-Delic Zombies.

This prime host spawned 3 mutations and there are other 3 hosts and a mutation that joined the vessels of chaos and whom assisted in the awakening of Stoner Eyes Joe near the house by the cemetery.

(0) PZDZ Collection 2, Prime Host - 2023 - 08 - 26 At 10 - 04 - 30 PM.

(1) PZDZ Collection 2, 1st Mutation - 2023 - 08 - 26 At 10 - 36 - 48 PM.

(2) PZDZ Collection 2, 2nd Mutation - 2023 - 08 - 26 At 10 - 38 - 14 PM.

(3) PZDZ Collection 2, 3rd Mutation - 2023 - 08 - 26 At 10 - 40 - 01 PM.

Hi Supernal Studios eliz.ai.beth PromptAdventures Grimm AI Artwork One More Mosh Pit Productions and the guy that will create a revolution on erotic ai magazines, Goblinmart ###.

This is how the story goes, some zombies were born out of the soil, co**ses, w**d and spells in the mind of a human Joe, some got the afterlives by gore.

REMEMBER THESE ZOMBIES WERE MADE OF... Zick ThingS (And AI Caramba Designs)

09/09/2023

Finally my has stopped procrastinating this one so now I'm joyful to present to you the first ever batch of prompted in August 24 of this year 2023.

This is the first collection of the "Pzycho-Delic Zombies" concept, I guess you get the vibe, these are zombies that are not only part of Stoner Eyes Joe's Vessels Of Chaos, they are the most ones.

These 3 zombies are really special as they were the first ones to appear into the mind of the human version of SEJ and they were the ones to slowly pave the way for the awakening and return of the interdimensional powers of Joe and his shapeshifting abilities that now are slowly appearing in the minds of other humans fused with machines whom are now generating "splinters" of Joe, The Vessels Of Chaos and the Pzycho-Delic Zombies.

Yeah these dumb images and characters have a backstory and an in universe canon reason for the variations in the prompt :P any other character other than SEJ whom has many incarnations and shapeshifting abilities will be identified as "Prime Host" "1st Mutation" "2nd Mutation" and so on.

I don't have official names for none yet as i'd hope that someone would like to do that, you know, to feel that this is not just some AI images posted just cause and that maybe someone would feel "i'd like to name this specific host or mutation"

So here we are, less than a month later, upscaling, sharpening and upscaling images again to pacify the OCD voices in my head. ( is the best free app for that, watch up to 9 videos for 9 credits cause otherwise you'll be back to 5, pick an image you want to fix, pick option 1, option 3 and option 1 again and you'll have a sharp and big image for products and printing) // AND THAT'S HOW YOU DO FREE PUBLICITY DAMN IT! 🙈

Also big thanks to PromptAdventures, Grimm AI Artwork , eliz.ai.beth, Supernal Studios who gave me the idea for a store. And a big shout to Goblinmart ### who has created sexy human shaped flesh and bones interdimensional splinters of some PZDZ, VOC, and SEJ creating female splinters of Joe named Stoner Eyes Jolyne. (EDIT: my du***ss self from about 45 minutes ago forgot the badass One More Mosh Pit Productions)

(0) PZDZ Collection 1, Prime Host - 2023 - 08 - 24 At 19 - 31 - 18 PM.

(1) PZDZ Collection 1, 1st Mutation - 2023 - 08 - 24 At 19 - 31 - 22 PM.

(2) PZDZ Collection 1, 2nd Mutation - 2023 - 08 - 24 At 19 - 31 - 26 PM.

From the PZDZ Collection 1 By AI Caramba Designs and Zick ThingS. If you got names bring em.

Good day 😎👍

08/09/2023

The myth, the prompter, PromptAdventures did part 1 of a request with Jonathan Joestar and Dio Brando from JoJo's Bizarre Adventure part 1 Phantom Blood, the last two images are amazing. 🥹

06/09/2023

Meanwhile in Colombia kids are picking trash and living in the streets, i love being alive.

23/08/2023

My favorite figures/designs that i have collected since 2017.

Character Toys

23/08/2023

Another classic, , never played the GBA sequel The Lost Age nor Dark Dawn in which finally i'll get to do. I always loved the puzzles in the first game being resolved with the psynergy and Ivan's mind reading ability.

This is quite a psychedelic and surreal game, and i'm not into turn based rpg's that much, so that is a testament on how this game attracts even those that don't consume the subgenre of gameplay as much as others and specially, this game still holds very good after 22 years (Golden Sun was released on August 1, 2001).

23/08/2023

So many years since i played Castlevania on . Started (tried) with Harmony Of Dissonance, got to beat the bat boss... then i died without saving, Juste really it's like "Alucard Belmont" as you can see the influence of Symphony Of The Night all over this game starting with the dash and Juste's look, many areas indicate that this castle is basically the re-shifted version of the 97' one.

Now I'm into Circle Of The Moon, and have advanced much more :P I'll do some more recording, it seems i'll beat circle, harmony then Aria Of Sorrow so then i can play Dawn Of Sorrow in the emulator as i never got to play that one.

20/08/2023

Diary of a mentally ill human.

April 18, 2020... My mind was slowly going in decay, realizing I was living a lie with the person i was living with, domestic violence, physical and verbal from both sides was slowly building up into a spiral of chaos and dysphoria, discomfort for my life and future, even with a monthly income to live good as a middle/low class lazy carribean Colombian, and with that in my past self mind i tried to gain any pleasure from a fantasy...

I hurt others, but at least the truth set me free, free from sharing any more days with someone that made me feel dead inside, just being a minuscule tool working for a deranged cryptocurrencies rich cult leader that was just behind my ex to marry her and not to end up alone near his 40's... pathetic... Loneliness doesn't feel so bad when you're not around predictable human beings.

That's why in the last few months is when i have embraced myself and finally got to like my own company a bit more than before, i already experienced the pleasures of demisexuality and equally it didn't change the outcome.

Flash forward April 18, 2023, After 3 years of changes a family problem started to break once more that small figment of comfort i was having with my parents around my life after years of barely seeing them or talking to them for months...

July 29, 2023, the boiling point reached it's critical heat indicator, i preferred to distance myself again from my parents with my uncle/Godfather who lives just a few minutes away from me to be the bridge between these rough times that are almost reaching a month "in the making"

Needless to say these are rough times for change once more when i'm about to hit 31 years of age, but of course there is an episode in the middle of these 3 years of dates:

January 7, 2021, after harming myself with a knife and a broken Batman and Harley Quinn mug i ended up 41 days in a mental health hospital, 3 of them tied to a bed and sedated to sleep for hours that seemed like days in the same souless space, being experimented with by the dettached human beings in charge, using a diaper and pi***ng myself like a little infant without the ability to move anything but my head.

Another 38 days of being surrounded by strange people ensued, yeah, I'm talking once more about the doctors and nurses in charge, I lived Nicholson/De Vito's Cuckoo's Nest, needless to say again i preferred to spend time with the people that worked cleaning and cooking for us the inmates of Arkham Asylum...

Flash forward today, Sunday August 20, 2023. As you see this page has changed names 4 times, but finally I can say this is the idea this "brand" was made for, showing what i love with a sarcastic dry humor and trying to make a living out of it specially to collect Doctor Who figures, Daleks if possibly, that is the only thing i consider myself a materialistic person for and I need your help if you're reading this, just believe in me and be part of the diary of a mad human going crazier by the hour, but with faith, faith that i'll prevail somehow from these very dark times.

So what is my diagnose anyway? I'm a person with schizoprhenia (voices but nothing heavy, i know it's my inner monologue trying to put me down, never experienced anything paranormal, well once but that is a story for another day about someone i am not anymore).

Also bipolar, affective and personality disorders, mood swings and trying to connect with everything to dispose of what doesn't serve me for my inner peace, yeah, strange as it sounds i have serenity moments specially wearing my headphones in the street and watching all unfolding, cars, people, the wind, the sun, clouds, leaves in the trees and birds among them.

And maybe because my constant use of headphones i think i might be in the autistic spectre relating to the schizoid portion (that last one i can't confirm but you know when you feel that neurologically you're slower for social interactions and the reception of others feelings towards you so you need a soundtrack for confidence and all those trivial and boring things in everyday moments)

So what is this page about? Zick ThingS is a "brand" of audiovisual caffeine packaged in an existential-libertarian dysphoria bag, whose rotten stench of humor certifies the brand as the darkest Colombian coffee served at funerals... By the co**se.

Remember that from now on, this page is made of... Zick ThingS.

Thank you if you have read this and have a nice life without hurting others, it's what i learned with hysterical tears and watching my reality to break apart completely since almost 3 years ago, but at last i think it is time to have something to show that nobody will take away from me.

Joe García.

Diary of a mentally ill human.

April 18, 2020... My mind was slowly going in decay, realizing I was living a lie with the person i was living with, domestic violence, physical and verbal from both sides was slowly building up into a spiral of chaos and dysphoria, discomfort for my life and future, even with a monthly income to live good as a middle/low class lazy carribean Colombian, and with that in my past self mind i tried to gain any pleasure from a fantasy...

I hurt others, but at least the truth set me free, free from sharing any more days with someone that made me feel dead inside, just being a minuscule tool working for a deranged cryptocurrencies rich cult leader that was just behind my ex to marry her and not to end up alone near his 40's... pathetic... Loneliness doesn't feel so bad when you're not around predictable human beings.

That's why in the last few months is when i have embraced myself and finally got to like my own company a bit more than before, i already experienced the pleasures of demisexuality and equally it didn't change the outcome.

Flash forward April 18, 2023, After 3 years of changes a family problem started to break once more that small figment of comfort i was having with my parents around my life after years of barely seeing them or talking to them for months...

July 29, 2023, the boiling point reached it's critical heat indicator, i preferred to distance myself again from my parents with my uncle/Godfather who lives just a few minutes away from me to be the bridge between these rough times that are almost reaching a month "in the making"

Needless to say these are rough times for change once more when i'm about to hit 31 years of age, but of course there is an episode in the middle of these 3 years of dates:

January 7, 2021, after harming myself with a knife and a broken Batman and Harley Quinn mug i ended up 41 days in a mental health hospital, 3 of them tied to a bed and sedated to sleep for hours that seemed like days in the same souless space, being experimented with by the dettached human beings in charge, using a diaper and pi***ng myself like a little infant without the ability to move anything but my head.

Another 38 days of being surrounded by strange people ensued, yeah, I'm talking once more about the doctors and nurses in charge, I lived Nicholson/De Vito's Cuckoo's Nest, needless to say again i preferred to spend time with the people that worked cleaning and cooking for us the inmates of Arkham Asylum...

Flash forward today, Sunday August 20, 2023. As you see this page has changed names 4 times, but finally I can say this is the idea this "brand" was made for, showing what i love with a sarcastic dry humor and trying to make a living out of it specially to collect Doctor Who figures, Daleks if possibly, that is the only thing i consider myself a materialistic person for and I need your help if you're reading this, just believe in me and be part of the diary of a mad human going crazier by the hour, but with faith, faith that i'll prevail somehow from these very dark times.

So what is my diagnose anyway? I'm a person with schizoprhenia (voices but nothing heavy, i know it's my inner monologue trying to put me down, never experienced anything paranormal, well once but that is a story for another day about someone i am not anymore).

Also bipolar, affective and personality disorders, mood swings and trying to connect with everything to dispose of what doesn't serve me for my inner peace, yeah, strange as it sounds i have serenity moments specially wearing my headphones in the street and watching all unfolding, cars, people, the wind, the sun, clouds, leaves in the trees and birds among them.

And maybe because my constant use of headphones i think i might be in the autistic spectre relating to the schizoid portion (that last one i can't confirm but you know when you feel that neurologically you're slower for social interactions and the reception of others feelings towards you so you need a soundtrack for confidence and all those trivial and boring things in everyday moments)

So what is this page about? Zick ThingS is a "brand" of audiovisual caffeine packaged in an existential-libertarian dysphoria bag, whose rotten stench of humor certifies the brand as the darkest Colombian coffee served at funerals... By the co**se.

Remember that from now on, this page is made of... Zick ThingS.

Thank you if you have read this and have a nice life without hurting others, it's what i learned with hysterical tears and watching my reality to break apart completely since almost 3 years ago, but at last i think it is time to have something to show that nobody will take away from me.

Joe García.

20/08/2023

Diary of a mentally ill human.

April 18, 2020... My mind was slowly going in decay, realizing I was living a lie with the person i was living with, domestic violence, physical and verbal from both sides was slowly building up into a spiral of chaos and dysphoria, discomfort for my life and future, even with a monthly income to live good as a middle/low class lazy carribean Colombian, and with that in my past self mind i tried to gain any pleasure from a fantasy...

I hurt others, but at least the truth set me free, free from sharing any more days with someone that made me feel dead inside, just being a minuscule tool working for a deranged cryptocurrencies rich cult leader that was just behind my ex to marry her and not to end up alone near his 40's... pathetic... Loneliness doesn't feel so bad when you're not around predictable human beings.

That's why in the last few months is when i have embraced myself and finally got to like my own company a bit more than before, i already experienced the pleasures of demisexuality and equally it didn't change the outcome.

Flash forward April 18, 2023, After 3 years of changes a family problem started to break once more that small figment of comfort i was having with my parents around my life after years of barely seeing them or talking to them for months...

July 29, 2023, the boiling point reached it's critical heat indicator, i preferred to distance myself again from my parents with my uncle/Godfather who lives just a few minutes away from me to be the bridge between these rough times that are almost reaching a month "in the making"

Needless to say these are rough times for change once more when i'm about to hit 31 years of age, but of course there is an episode in the middle of these 3 years of dates:

January 7, 2021, after harming myself with a knife and a broken Batman and Harley Quinn mug i ended up 41 days in a mental health hospital, 3 of them tied to a bed and sedated to sleep for hours that seemed like days in the same souless space, being experimented with by the dettached human beings in charge, using a diaper and pi***ng myself like a little infant without the ability to move anything but my head.

Another 38 days of being surrounded by strange people ensued, yeah, I'm talking once more about the doctors and nurses in charge, I lived Nicholson/De Vito's Cuckoo's Nest, needless to say again i preferred to spend time with the people that worked cleaning and cooking for us the inmates of Arkham Asylum...

Flash forward today, Sunday August 20, 2023. As you see this page has changed names 4 times, but finally I can say this is the idea this "brand" was made for, showing what i love with a sarcastic dry humor and trying to make a living out of it specially to collect Doctor Who figures, Daleks if possibly, that is the only thing i consider myself a materialistic person for and I need your help if you're reading this, just believe in me and be part of the diary of a mad human going crazier by the hour, but with faith, faith that i'll prevail somehow from these very dark times.

So what is my diagnose anyway? I'm a person with schizoprhenia (voices but nothing heavy, i know it's my inner monologue trying to put me down, never experienced anything paranormal, well once but that is a story for another day about someone i am not anymore).

Also bipolar, affective and personality disorders, mood swings and trying to connect with everything to dispose of what doesn't serve me for my inner peace, yeah, strange as it sounds i have serenity moments specially wearing my headphones in the street and watching all unfolding, cars, people, the wind, the sun, clouds, leaves in the trees and birds among them.

And maybe because my constant use of headphones i think i might be in the autistic spectre relating to the schizoid portion (that last one i can't confirm but you know when you feel that neurologically you're slower for social interactions and the reception of others feelings towards you so you need a soundtrack for confidence and all those trivial and boring things in everyday moments)

So what is this page about? Zick ThingS is a "brand" of audiovisual caffeine packaged in an existential-libertarian dysphoria bag, whose rotten stench of humor certifies the brand as the darkest Colombian coffee served at funerals... By the co**se.

Remember that from now on, this page is made of... Zick ThingS.

Thank you if you have read this and have a nice life without hurting others, it's what i learned with hysterical tears and watching my reality to break apart completely since almost 3 years ago, but at last i think it is time to have something to show that nobody will take away from me.

Joe García.