05/05/2025
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ | Are you lost in the city too?
These words escape from me as I stand in the middle of a fast-paced city, where life seems so busy and never ends, quite nervous and dizzy. My heart pounds louder and louder, battling with the loudness of the vendors in the streets, and my cold sweat started to cover me up, even though the sun was up and blazing hot. Then the streets become like an unending maze, the horn of traffic further disrupts your thoughts, and the crowds seem like water flowing in a river, keeping me pulled towards an unknown destination. The tall building keeps me surrounded, towering like skyscrapers that shout nothing but silent judgment.
And then I walk endlessly and aimlessly, my feet shuffling on the unfamiliar pavements, trying my luck to find a path, a sign, a familiar person, anything that could tell me where I am. Until every corner of the street became like each others, I started to question myself whether to move forward or to circle endlessly. The city, with all its magnificence, seems to swallow me whole, leaving me like a ghost that is wandering in the unknown and its glow. Yet, amidst those blurry faces and the rush of footsteps, I realize something that could become a life-changing lesson to me: this feeling of being lost, this disorientation, is teaching me something. It forces me to pause amidst the busyness of my surroundings, to breathe when everything seems so heavy, and to let go of the need to control everything. For in that chaos, I find the need that sometimes I just need to go with the flow, let things unveil themselves as I sail, and appreciate the beauty of the unknown and uncertainty. Being lost is not just a place and a frightening situation โ it is a moment to learn, to explore, and to trust the journey ahead of me, since I believe that it will lead me to somewhere that can make me feel like whole, even I canโt see where that somewhere is yet.
Written by Paula Rose Alejen, English Writer of The Executive, the CBA publication.
Illustration by Kaira Arceรฑo, Senior Graphics Editor of the The Executive, the CBA publication.