19/07/2022
Meet Rachael Startup, a beautiful young woman, and a returned missionary, having served honourably in the Canada-Winnipeg Mission of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints.
It is rare to see her without a smile spread across her face, a twinkle in her eye, and an obvious love and appreciation for friends and family. Life, she realizes, is wonderful.
Yet, there are moments...
Do we not all have our "moments"? For some they may come more frequently than for others, but there they are just the same. Sister Startup shares a little of her story:
"There is opposition in all things which I think includes emotions too.
"The past few weeks have been awesome! I been able to spend so much time with those I love, which is something that means a whole lot to me. ❤️ But the thoughts of feeling lonely and worthless still seem to sneak in.
"Last week those feelings popped up once again, so I prayed that I would have a friend “find” me that day. To my surprise it actually happened. I was in line with my brother to get a snow cone when, in front of me, someone turned around and said 'Is that Rachael?'
"I couldn’t believe it!
"It was one of my very good friends from high school who actually no longer lives anywhere near here, but here she was visiting for the week. What are the odds?!
"Yesterday I had a super great day, with many people I love having crossed my path, but by the time I woke up this morning I had those feelings of loneliness and worthlessness back with me.
"Satan has a way of attacking our happiness.
"So while in Church partaking of the sacrament I prayed that once again I could be 'found'. Literally, right when I walked out of the chapel I was approached by someone who, to my surprise, told me that I was awesome. I was shocked.
"But then it didn’t end there.
"Right after second hour ended someone came up to me telling me that they were thankful for my sharing my story on social media and to please not stop. Like what?!
"So to you wonderful people who made an effort to say those sweet words to me THANK YOU! I have no doubt God trusts and loves you. Thank you for following those promptings. 💕
"Prayers like that don’t always get answered so promptly and so clearly, and I honestly don’t know how it all works but I do know that each and everyone of us is loved by many, especially God. 💕
Though I do sometimes experience depression and have those feelings on occasion, I know I am loved by God, my friends, family, and 'second' families. 😉
"So please know I love you too! 💕"