SummerTwins

Enjoying the toddler era 🥹🩷 How is she not a preemie baby anymore?!? 😭🩷🫶🏼

2 years ago

Just wanted to get a peaceful coffee after church… 😅😅 #summertwins #twinmom #girlmom #girlmomlife #daughter

When all this was happening I was extremely upset at God, I wanted nothing to do with him! "How could you allow this to happen ?!!" My whole foundation as a person was broken. I felt hopeless and broken ! But as time goes by l am realizing I am on a journey to see her again. Theres is still hope. We have another chance. God has given us one more chance to see our loved ones in heaven! I am going to see her again and I cant wait to tell her how much I did in honor of her beautiful life! 💔❤️‍🩹

The moment Vs The Photo 🩷 #girlmom #twinmom #girlmom #photo #photography #photographer #photoshoot

Realistic day in the life of a mom of 5 in Blueys house 😂💙 #summertwins #twinmom #girlmom

Honoring or late Twin baby 💔❤️‍🩹

April 27, 2024. I didnt record much this day because it was a the anniversary of death of my sweet baby Alana. We decided to honor her by starting to heal. We forever miss you and love you Alana! #summertwins #twinmom #girlmom #girldad #twindad

I was thinking of different ways to honor my daughter since it has been a year since she passed away. When I realized both her first and middle name are 5 letters, I immediately thought to get her name on my nails ! It made me the happiest to do this! When they were writing her name in my nails, tears were rolling down my cheeks ! | love my nails #summertwins #twinmom#girlmom

It was a little 🤏 crazy but loved it! Lol 👩‍🍳🍽️🩷😅😂 #summertwins #twinmom #girlmom

Is it really a toxic trait if I made it on time ? lol 😅😅 #summertwins #twinmom #girlmom

We got so lucky to find what we needed! 🩷🤠I really thought we werent going for to be able to find no cowboy stuff #summertwins #twinmom #girlmom #cowgirl #cowboy #school

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Love these projects with her 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷 #girlmom #twinmom #summertwins

How many times did I say I was excited? lol #girlmom #twinmom #summertwins

So excited!! #summertwins #girlmom #twinmom

I truly appreciate the time and effort in these beautiful gifts ! 😭🩷 Thank you so much ! Definitely made my day ! #summertwins #twinmom #girlmom

It was so close to being a failed attempt again! But with a prayer, it was all flipped! God is amazing 🩷 #summertwins #twinmom #girlmom

Bedtime Routine with all my girls ! 6 year old, 2 year old twins and 1 year old twins 🩷

Love this wand !

Just wanted to Share what I have felt the Lord has been speaking to me recently. When I had just gotten back from Mexico, my therapist asked: "how was your trip?" I didnt even realize, until she pointed out, that i was talking negative about it. "It was a lot of work!" "The girls didnt sleep at all one night" "I am so tired!". ... then I realized, Its not just now that I talk like this. I say these things alot! All the time, actually! And because of that, there has been many days when I dread waking up and getting up because of how much responsibility is in my hands! And for the record, IT IS very hard! So then, my therapist brought me to Matthew 6:22-23. Basically, my' responsibility is not going anywhere, but the way I SEE it could either make me enjoy it or dread it. So im challenging and training my eyes to see this very difficult phase in my life as a beautiful positive era. Before I know it, it will be gone. Am I going to be able to look back at it and say "I really did enjoy my daughters. It was great watching them grow up!" ? Or "Awww I should have spent more time with them, I was just always upset 😭 “? Life is too short to not enjoy the era l am in. Right now I am a mother of 5 young girls and I am going to make the best out of it! No matter how hard it can be 🩷 #summertwins #twinmom #girlmom