06/09/2024
My mornings before work have looked a little different lately π€ππ₯
I was excited and nervous to get back to work. I didn't know how I was going to get both of us ready on time for daycare and work. Was I going to be able to even put on any light makeup for work? Was I gonna have enough time to do my hair? ... I wasn't sure I was going to be able to get ready at all, actually π¬.
I had so much anxiety about it!! π©
I'm glad my peanut started daycare a week earlier, though, to make the adjustment a bit easier. It definitely helped me figure out the logistics of it all. Making sure I woke up early enough to get myself ready without waking him up. Giving him enough time to wake up, making sure he was happy, enough time to get him changed, fed, and burped.
This week was the real test with getting both of us ready. Making sure our "lunch bags" were packed, extra outfits for the peanut, getting everything in the car, etc... and me, trying to breathe through it all π. And, I did lose my sh$t on a few daycare drop-offs π... I guess it was harder than I thought.
I know that all of this will get easier with time and that I will adjust to my new normal, but as with everything else, change is hard! π«
I will be starting back at the gym next week π. I think it will help to get back at it, even though I'm also a bit anxious about starting over, but I have to remind myself that it's ok.
Slowly but surely is the name of the game. This is a new adventure. β€οΈ
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