08/02/2024
New Moon In Aquarius, February 9~ Life can come at you quickly. One day, you're walking down a familiar sidewalk, whistling in the sunshine like you've got it all figured out. And the next, your whole world can be turned around, leaving you in an upside down and backwards land where nothing is what it seems. Scrambling for something to pull out of your sleeve, but none of your old tricks work anymore. And your heart is too overwhelmed to do anything about anything.
It is in these moments that life is trying to send you a message: The time has come to change directions.
How you respond will dictate whether this moment ultimately becomes a catalyst for growth, or a disruption, or an impassable road block.
Uncertainty breeds tension. It can make us feel like we have to make ourselves smaller, out of fear that we aren't capable, we aren't worthy.
This built-up tension coursing through us must find release one way or another. And find it, it will. If we aren't in control of the valves, it will cause us to act out in ways that seem erratic and unpredictable to others. In ways that are unhealthy and unproductive.
The only solution is to find a solution to your problems and to seize back control of your energies and emotions.
Wallowing in your troubles will only leave you drowning.
It is in the search for solutions that creative innovation can spark revolutionary new ideas.
The most world changing inventions only exist because someone refused to give up on a problem. Refused to just accept it. Because someone believed in what can be, not just what was.
Break free from the status quo, from all the people telling you to only exist with what is. F**k that. You can create your life to be whatever you want it to be. Don't listen to anyone who tells you otherwise. Don't listen to the voices of insecurity in your head, don't fall for your own self imposed limitations.
Embrace the unknown, embrace a new direction, expect the unexpected.
Because what if the thing you are looking for can't be seen? What if it's just beyond the horizon, waiting for you to call it in? What if it doesn't even exist yet, and it's up to you to create it?
If your life isn't what you want it to be right now, then you better be planting seeds. You better be doing the shadow work. You better be learning all you can about yourself, so that you can accept who you are, and truly love yourself. You better be keeping your mind and your heart open.
So that when opportunity comes knocking on your door, you are ready for it. Ready to greet it with open arms, to invite it in, to share a cup of tea.
You don't want opportunity to show up at your door, take one look around, and decide that maybe it came to the wrong house.
So confront your fears, all of your self doubts. Banish them from your home. Don't make yourself smaller just to accommodate. Don't make yourself smaller in exchange for comfort and security.
This is how you give your power away.
We are here because the light wanted to experience itself. Don't keep your eyes shut in darkness, open up the windows to your soul, experience the light! It's the whole point of being alive.
Don't waste your time comparing yourself to others. Embrace your unique way of moving through the world. Erase all desires to be anyone but yourself.
Stop making excuses.
Do the work, and your creative visions will call in all that you need.
Believe in yourself. You are the magic.
You hold within you the power to turn on the light.
So turn it on.
And let it guide you.
-Jen Fountain