17/12/2023
I think everybody is going goddamn crazy and I don’t use stigmatized judgmental statements like that so I am crazy but I’m kind of thinking I wanna get crazy and these people they just didn’t have no mamas or something or they got dropped on their head. Her daddy left her bag of ci******es. Think I’m home I don’t know, but it’s more than a mental health that’s more than racial s**t is more than, religion is the fact that people just don’t give a damn if you can not do something or you don’t have something that will benefit them in one way or another more times than not you are nothing to them. Literally the empathy level and humanity is literally draining by the generation I think it’s him, about time that we give his planet back to creatures that will come next, and they will do as the dinosaurs and all the other creatures did which was flourish and enjoy and follow nature which human beings have never been able to do free will my ass we create s**t to follow because we don’t have strong enough mines to be our own p*e person we make our kids are uniforms cause he can’t show their individuality because we teach them to hate and bully. Whatever your childhood trauma . Is it stop putting it on everybody else maybe try getting some help I realized my trauma at 15 that I went through was the door wait, but it was the six months afterwards that we literally paved the way for the life that I live now the person I am the decisions I’ve made, and the consequences of rendered for it it went untreated, but it wasn’t by my mother fault of any if she tried it was the r**e crisis center that started telling her not to call the police for undisclosed reasons I won’t say and that’s where it all started down to my dad being a disappointment to me I was 15 he was sorry he’s 200 pounds heavier than me and my dad first off with his mistress that he lost his job so when I see posts like this, I don’t know what to think how can a father sister and tell her 15-year-old daughter because they were r**ed by a man way smarter wiser, and just has a lot more stress marks on them and she did and I didn’t want them to hurt my friend so I took everything sorry crisis center said I would be arrested for prostitution since I did drugs so I didn’t report it but when I did I got her for 3 to 5 years for destruction of justice, and misleading, if he ever just wasn’t under age person again he would face those charges plus wine and doing the investigation. He got caught in a dream because he was a very, very prominent record producer in Orlando Florida and I got them put in jail for years by accident really but it was the detective I reported to detective drink water, yes that’s his name. He is the one that pushed it but I never dealt with a Trauma so I don’t know what you can do is that I can’t even admit strictly I have just pure black out rage, no drugs no nothing even tried in my family on Facebook, maybe we should stop this and maybe we should start trying to communicate and go back to where people actually saw each other face-to-face the more social media gets in the way and takes over the world the less we will feel for each other and the more we will hurt each other and Kelly tell her for what we want and what we need until it’s all over and we have literally devoured the whole earth unless mother nature and father earth decide to continue to beat the hell out of the land showing us no mercy do you think this is climate control? This is the gods of all gods everywhere telling us our time is limited, and is our fault so as a shell of a person still trying to figure out my way through sobriety in life I see more and more what was not there since I’ve been clean when I first started going to parties and stuff it wasn’t music. It was life in the base you get lost in it I still do if it weren’t for music and my good Bility to isolate myself, I would go crazy so maybe we should start taking me to people and trying to figure out what the f**k is wrong with that how do you take the life of another person for any reason but you’ll never change everybody Pakistan thinks it’s OK to f**k a 10 year old or a 12 year old girl like that’s of age we are such a f**ked up race of beings  and I do believe very much that we have taken advantage of a very short time compared to the lifespan of us in our universe is in our brains, have more electrical impulse connections than all the stars, and all the universe is combined which is a f**king lot, but we are this stupid that we do nothing but search discover and destroy. We think we are the top of the food chain when we are not we have to build weapons just to get them

Think about who you are really are are you good person? What would you do? I take the Cherokee Indian and all Native American how looks when we really see that we have done nothing to watch so I have in there this man is that man rage doors and we’re all guilty and it’s just time to start vanishing all the human race I’m sorry we’ve been given me and we just get worse. We’re so selfish, narcissistic and self-absorbed to notice that on the planet today you watch that there are walruses falling 30 400 foot cliffs to their death where they shouldn’t even be anyway by loads, killing themselves trying to find a place to live that’s not clever control that was what started as a hole in the ozone layer. We just every shooters rename it but still destroy it politicians don’t care other countries. Damn sure don’t care and you think that this 19 year old cat what was he t That’saugh he was taught to do exactly what he did and he was probably justify for it, I raised my son in the projects like in government housing the bricks that four-way was so white he didn’t even know Eminem was white he was the only way I can touch a little thing that he grew up to be a big 6 foot, 200 pound tough but loving diet that taught me one thing, but there is still compassion and love, especially in a male species which I was raised to believe that Male for all dogs but my son has got the biggest heart and he just wants to fight somebody that will give him the same thing that’s the only hope for 19 year olds like this and like you as my son is 19 now and I haven’t even read the full description of this but I don’t need to pretty much driven by same thing the same power behind it if you don’t believe that then you’re part of the problem has a solution if you have a lot of hatred and you don’t raise a child because you’ll do nothing but f**king pass it on I thought a lot happened between me and my son and the government and all of that s**t was resilient. I have amazing people around me for support and I myself made it through a relapse after 10 years sober and I have three now
Kevin Lee Whitley, of Quinton, is charged with capital murder in the shooting death of 17-year-old Frederick Lamar Harvey, who was an innocent bystander.
