21/02/2022
To whom it may concern
This is one of those messages where you think I'm being petty, but rest assured this is the last time i actually bother you 🙂
You know i never really understood what those silly tik tok videos meant when they said to keep the spark in the relationship you gotta be in but out, give time but ignore at times, ge interested but not really... See i thought why do I gotta be fake to be loved?? If I'm not obsessed with him then why am i dating him?? And so not knowing i have it my all... The time, interest love everything. They say one red flag is enough and i ignored like 5 of them.. And now looking back i get what those videos actually meant... I was too available for you... You k new how to speak your mind out about your likes and dislikes.. I changed myself for you in the name of love... Dd everything just to accommodate you coz relationships are about compromises ain't tgey???i feel like you took advantage of my kindness and i made a huge mistake by letting you know you were the only thing making sense in my life coz you used that against me.. You made ultimatums coz you knew I'd decide on your favor even when we fought and you the one that was wrong you never reached out till i dd and you'd always find a way of justifying you ignoring me...you were never one with apologizing i guess my mistake was staying even after you made it clear that you'll never change... That wasn't actually the matter coz a boy always changes for the one he loves rather the matter was you ddnt love me enough to change for me
And remember when we stopped talking and you were the one to text first... I jst came to know that you ddnt do that coz you wanted to or you missed me you dd that coz you knew you could and that I'll obviously respond and fall for your words.. I have you too much control and authority over mt emotions and today I'm taking it all back
