03/11/2024
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Micah was murdered. The police ruled it a su***de without any investigation.For months he was being stalked and threatened.The police refuse to investigate
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The air gets heavy, i feel its weight on my chest, my vision starts to darken, will my mind pass the test? Memories play like movies, constantly running through my mind, with each painful moment, I fear what I will find. It can happen with a smell, or the sound of a song. It happens without warning, there is something wrong. The anxiety cripples, I feel dread and fears. My eyes start to burn, I hold back my tears. It becomes hard to breath, the waking nightmare is so near. As reality starts to fade, I find myself standing in that hall. I try to gain control, but it is not my call. One door opens to another, I try to stop I try to hide. I know my baby brother, is waiting for me inside. At times he only lays there, frozen in a pose. Sometimes the door opens, and he is mocked by faceless foes. They work to hide the truth, I watch as they wash his clothes. Now I am alone with him, he starts to decompose. I try to pull him close to me, to hold him in my arms. I tell him I'm so sorry, I couldn't keep him from this harm. His eyes slowly open, he reaches back to me. He motions with urgency, he says I need to see. When I turn to look, I hear him start to scream. I try to turn back to him, but again it all goes black. I can't reset time, there is no going back. My life is a waking nightmare, from which I can't awake. I am full of consuming terror, how much can I take?
I wrote this poem 3 months after my brothers death, today is almost a year to the day since he was murdered in cold blood. I have not and will never give up hope that one day I will find answers to why he was killed and who is at fault. I still have heavy anxiety and at times it is really difficult for me to do something as simple as leave my bedroom. The nightmares are less frequent but terribly vivid and haunting. I am very thankful for the support and the love that Micah has, for everyone that knew him enough to know from the start that this was not something that Micah had done, but something that was done to him and staged. I love you guys, you all know who u are