Khanyisani and Jub Jub's diary

02/08/2020

😭💞 I was once a writer

22/03/2019

It is not New to me to be fooled by a Guy
I once met a Guy named mpendulo he's charming got the looks but he has a heart signed Devil
I met him at the Party he was sitting on the table by the entrance I was coming from the toilet to fix my make up
As I smiled like any day I entered in soon just after I've passed few of my oldest friends he was following me
I took a turn just to pass One Table from where we were sitting on he grab my hand and gentle spoke in a solemnly manner
Him: Hey Dear my name is Mpendulo Bhulu I live in King William's town and works at a local municipality office
Am the heard of the Company in short CEO
And you are???
I stood there Gaised at him and for a moment my mind was blown Away took my time to reply as you know as women we like attention
Finally
Me: am Khanyisani Nyangiwe from Eastern cape in a Small-town called Dutywa
Am a first Year student in education at Wsu university
He asked me if we get ourselves a Table
I replied sure why don't we
He called the Barman to attend us and ordered himself a Whisky and I ordered myself a Glass of the Amazonian Champagne
We drank until we were dead and he insisted to Drive me home and I totally agreed
We arrived at my house we went off the Car as him to make sure I was safe and sound we entered the house I told him to sleep over because it was too late to drive and he was way too Drunk
We slept on the same bed shared same blankets and in that moonlight we happened to have S*x
Day 2💔💔
As of the morning of Sunday and the sun rising so beautifully I waked up to make us some Breakfast we ate and he drove to his house
We chatted in all platforms of media
He sent me love messages and send me flowers and it was nice to be treated like a queen
He promised to visit again and now we were like Dating
Until he messed up
I found out that his married and have two cute adorable little Girls.
After the News had aroused by I couldn't trust any Guy
He fooled me such to an Extent that I i

07/10/2018

As of my customary Sunday I was waiting for Steve to come and pick me as he promised. Fine Steve arrived and I was still in bed he knocked and I told him to enter
Him: you still asleep while we have to be somewhere
Me: I don't feel myself okay, am dizzy and nauseous I juss want to sleep
Him: No better off let me take you to the Doctor
Me: Fine ,he took me and placed me to the car
As we drove to the Doctor I was running out of power, breath and saliva. He sought something was happening to me in a strange way that's where he decided to drive faster while in that missmirise moment the car spinned over and hit the big Truck. My mind went blare didn't know where I was didn't think of Steve but some people managed to get us out of Accident
We were drove to Hospital and in that dull moment I lost my founder heart stealler && lover Steven Dinga .It was a said story to tell but I went on about my recovery. 😥😥

22/07/2018

When I remember it tears well up into my eyes

So my mother was still in school (high institution) when he met my father she described him as tall dark handsome man
They dated each other to a point that they needed to involve themselves in s*xual in*******se. My mother went to the guy's house and fine that was it so they kissed and kissed until the guy wanted original s*x my mother refused to give him that because she was still finishing her degree so she didn't want any disturbance
The guy forced her but she refused again now the guy managed to force himself on her and he r***d her
So ofcourse she cried loudly the bastard managed to get way
Now my mommy faced a lot
Trauma stress and anxiety attack
😥😥😥😥😥😥7weeks later she was pregnant mind you that this pregnancy of hers it's off the Ra**st archo finally she gave birth to a beautiful little sweet boy named Khanyisani 😥😥😥😜
And that's how I came To this world

21/07/2018

Xenophobia 😥Poem
I have a fraan who's from other countrie he's speechless like no other contender watching his father being burnt alive no family was linking aside they cut him like no peaces around you might think of thinking Mis deeds but not around
We were friends like nobody else
Kind and quiet like no other sense
Let me tell you about him and I we were fraands like naughty cows
Xenophobia you took a father for me but I did not get down without a climber for me
Success is a cure to access no life for me
Xenophobia what have I done to deserve this I will always miss you my man
Soon you'll grow my chap
I'll look for you like a dog weeping and when I find you we will always be fraans
Xenophobia Xenophobia what have I done to deserve this 😥😦
Written by [Khanyisani nyangiwe ]

15/07/2018

14/07/2018

I first met jub jub when we were in high school, A kind innocent good looking man with an enthusiastic mind, for that I was forward he charmed shivt out of me ♥my teacher used to call me to write him some notes on the board and that's where Jub got charmed also
He asked for my number after class and I refused to give it to him, he begged and begged but I didn't give him ♥ the school got out and he walked me home and as for that I didn't tell him about my s*xuality. We talked and talked. Laughed together enjoying each other's campany ♥ when I realized that this guy is inlove with me I decided to drop the bomb man I have to tell you something "am Gay" then he sigh for a second and replied " I know " lucky enough for me that other Men for them to be endured on this life is difficulty 😘 so we carried on walking and playing ♥ in that playful part we happened to kiss each other mind you that I haven't said yes for him to date me, while on each other's lips a car speedily ran around us and in that moonlight moment it was my father, I told him that my father hates the fact that am gay and for that he'll punish me so my father got out of the car and said 'Khanyisani get inside the car now I ran into the car like a little girl who's Christmas dress is beautiful
So I left the guy there on the car we didn't talk to each other so I decided to play some music and my father turned that off
♥♥♥♥
We arrived at home and he beated me like hell and told me to pack my stuff and leave his house I did not hesitate I went on and packed my bags
So I happen to drop some last words to him.
"father you may hate me and hate the fact that am gay but after all it's your s***m man".

So my father really hated me that much that he paved the way out of me
It was a said story to tell but I went on with my journey . I didn't go to school the following day and that's where babe phoned me asking about my whereabouts I told the guy I'll cut the story short
Man'because of my father saw us kissing he told me to pack my bags and go that's '. The guy was worried sick and decided to call me to come stay with him, it was not an easy task but who am I to choose Rubies besides am not into some fantasy. So I stayed to the guy's place and to tell he was very genuine and kind of me living with him
So comes finally part of the thing he offered to cook for me because I was his guest and that night we eated dinner under the shine amore
Much of my heart was onto cloud nine and other side thinking of what a stupid dom ass man is my dad
We finished dinner then we went onto the bed room
We kissed and kissed telling him that he must make forget about my deep situation and for that the guy sought it that I did go very deep on the Red wine he didn't want to take advantage of me for that he was a very Good person but in the end we happened to make the sheets more onting and for that he's very good in turning the sheets all the way up
So it was my first time
First s*x I was no longer INDONI.
Scene2:Act 1
Now it has all came to my attention and that I needed to forget about my father and that I must bury my past life
I decided to cut the Man out of my life and because I needed a turn around strategy about my life my guy was here for me, for better or worse till death do us part
I quickly gain access to the life of my own choices and no one is telling me you should not do this, don't do this. It came to horrible part of the thing like I had to cut even his fam but in the end I did. My family has been much supporting on this journey and as for that I thank god for keeping them, so now the guy has seen that am doing good and putting our relationship forward he decided to propose 💍I couldn't say no because I really loved and admired the N***a now we planning our wedding and it's going to lit, legitimate and extravagant
Scene 3Act:1
Married life is much more welcoming because it's a certain study of living that you have sacrificed for
We now happly married ever after
Mrs Siduna and Mr siduna🔐♥💍♡♥
So we carried on with our marriage life until we realized that we need some little one's to run around the house so of that I didn't have uterus and no eggs we decided to go for adoption of which it was the best thing to do. We signed papers and done all the processing procedures and now that finally we were given our two beautiful girls first born which is 5 Khayone second born which is 3 Zimbonge so now we just a full house family
Parenting ♥🔐
My husband and I we juss good at raising kids because there's no absent time where we don't take care of our baby girls we juss doing everything into our power to give the girls best life
Now that I am a house wife my husband is working At CIA as a CEO but in that I don't mind his doings so it happen one night while he was watching TV his phone rang as he placed it on table I didn't want to interrupt him watching his best Team playing so I went for a try a very strange voice "hello can I speak to mr siduna and I replied with a sudden change of voice "anything you want to say to my husband you can tell me am his wife the Bitchvh dropped me. I went to him asked bout his office friends he said he didn't have any and after that I saved that number on my phone. I told him babe am coming I'll be back before you notice so I went to the shop bought out a new sim card and in that dull moment I watssaaped him like "hey am that girl from the office you promised to take me out ".the ni**ah replied ' I will sweetheart it's just that I have to do some little lying to my wife " that's where I caught the N***a that he's cheating and because I grew up in a Gangster squad location I decided to cut off his ear because he was unfaithful 😥
[Drama around the situation ]
So I didn't talk to him after I did my thing (cutting his 👂)
There was tension around poorly of our little Girls not understanding what is happening between us they keep on asking "Mommy why dad has bandage off his ear "mommy's response
Baby you'll soon grow to become a big girl you'll understand why I did what I had to do ,so now don't worry sweetheart Daddy will be okay
He didn't talk to me for two days tension and ego increased 😭 on the bed room we didn't talk to each other so I decided to go and sleep on the couch and juss let the man of moment enjoys his bed
Next morning he tried by all means to catch my attention and I was way out of him but I came to an understanding of that what ever happened he remains my husband
So with the heart I have I managed to forgive the ni**ah ♥