Ally Lilith

26/08/2023

And when it doesn’t, change.

23/08/2023

Him: “Your shirt is so wrinkled.”
Me: “No, it’s fashion.”

Truth be told, I already have so much going on in my head, I can’t be bothered. I don’t need to look perfect, nobody does.

31/07/2023

To live and let live. To not have to over explain yourself to avoid being misunderstood. To not have to dim down to make others more comfortable. To be able to be confident without being perceived as arrogant.

04/07/2023

I’m in my “mixing it up a bit” era.

28/05/2023

Stayed in this weekend because I was meeting someone at night. The view from the room is amazing.

Here’s my weekend photo dump • 6th picture: meal at 2 am. 7th: my favourite colour scheme, haven’t tried eating there though but will do so one of these days.

✨Watch my video of the Premier King Infinity room on Tiktok. https://vt.tiktok.com/ZSLLeaPf7/?t=1

12/05/2023

Thank you everyone for joining.

Amidst the joyous occasion of our company's rebranding, we hosted an Iftar event on April 15th to show our unwavering support for women-owned businesses and ...

06/05/2023

“You shat.” Oh don’t we all.
I’m going to have to tell my friend to pay attention to the background next time. 💩 Our weekend staycation is starting strong.

(Lipstick : Scylla + Lilith Egostix , Lenses: Eyestruck Classic Brown )

05/05/2023

I used to be scared of aging most of which were because of the fear of looking old. It was all about appearance back then but after realizing how much I’ve changed mentally and emotionally over the years, I don’t want to go back to when I was 18.

There’s more to life than superficial beauty — I know what I want, what I don’t and I’m not shy about them. I set standards and boundaries because I know what I deserve. I protect my peace, always. I’m kinder and more gentle with myself and others. My self-confidence is unshakeable and I am fully aware of my capabilities.

Healing takes time and being self-aware takes practice. Feeling good about myself is everything, I wouldn’t trade that for anything.

28/04/2023

Second photo captioned as “And what the f**k do I do with my hands?”

22/04/2023

Happy Eid, everyone. The only year I’m not wearing black because we’re spicing things up.

21/02/2023

It was our 2nd wedding anniversary on 11th Feb and we decided to stay at Astera Villa Seminyak

A lovely villa with lush greenery, a private pool and hot tub— the perfect escape. The staff were kind, helpful and welcoming.

Would I recommend? 100%.

✨Watch a full walkthrough video on Youtube:

https://youtu.be/I2UnPnp2nPc

18/02/2023

Of clouds in Bali.

18/02/2023

Thicker and longer hair in 2023 ✅. Been testing my potentially new hair care products (still contemplating on whether or not I should sell them) for more than 2 months now and I quite like how my hair feels and looks.

24/01/2023

This year I’ve decided to have an early birthday celebration which I’ve hosted for myself • Rented a villa for my family to celebrate the fact that I’ll be 29 in a few days. It allows me to spend more time with them together in one space which is a luxury now that we all have our own separate lives and families.

It marks what I have achieved over the years — I’m living the life I used to dream of having and I’m sharing it with those who matter.

Thanks to my husband for not allowing me to order my own cake, and he ended up ordering a custom cake of Gudetama that never failed to make me smile and I thank myself for ordering the huge ass balloon which I’ve always thought was rather trivial but nice to have .

I plan to give everything I’ve ever wanted as a kid to myself now.

You know what they say, if you don’t want to be disappointed, do it yourself.

Here’s to normalizing throwing your own damn birthday party. 🥂

12/01/2023

What makes or breaks you is your mindset. If you’ve been working hard all these while now is a good time to start working smart. If you haven’t been taking care of your health, starting now is better than later.

31/12/2022

Let 2023 be the year of controlling what you can and letting go of what you can’t. Learn to disengage and don’t let the fear of the unknown allow you to compromise yourself.

15/12/2022

Sometimes I go out🚶‍♀️🏙️

14/12/2022

Reminder for midnight wanderers.

10/12/2022

Appreciate what’s in front of you. Your real life matters.

09/12/2022

We’d be content.

26/11/2022

But we smile and laugh and isolate so no one knows.

When it hits — the past, the present, the future are now in the mix, you’re trying to find an answer but can’t seem to.

Your interests are no longer your interests, you don’t even know who you are, what you like or how you really feel, if you feel at all. A prick on your finger feels like a stab in the palm of your hand. In times like this, every bit of kindness helps for you to navigate through the storm in hope to find the sun again.

21/11/2022

Live slowly, unhurriedly and as kindly as you can.

28/10/2022

What’s scarier than feeling like you don’t recognize yourself? Here’s a good start to Halloween.

24/10/2022

Taking it one day at a time. Here’s the first picture taken in my soon to be office / photo studio. Been busy doing some minor renovation of my recently bought apartment and I have no other excuse of not being online, I’m just no longer interested in many things. You can be alive and thriving without showing everything online.

07/10/2022

04/10/2022

It’s been a hot minute, Instagram. But hello again.

Mundane update: Recovered from covid, renovating my apartment and taking my mother-in-law around Malaysia.

27/08/2022

Insert a deep caption here, it’s the weekend and I don’t care enough.

(Eyestruck lenses , Abel Crybaby Blusher and Imp by )

20/08/2022

Thing is, I can’t be idle for too long. I always have to do something that will be beneficial to me otherwise I feel like I’m wasting time — it’s exhausting really. I’m extremely responsible, persistent, curious and a tad bit unconventional. Those who don’t know me personally will not know that I go through waves of depression just because I’m a high-functioning individual that’s quite excellent at masking.

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06/08/2022

I need a f**king break.

( Classic Brown lenses , Lilith , Abel from rawlulu.com )

https://www.instagram.com/p/Cg6glcMLGbC/?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=

14/02/2021

Мой муж • Not at all someone who’s traditional but I had to give and take. I ended up marrying a Russian who I’ve known for 2 years now. (11 Feb | 11 am)