23/12/2023
The Day we said goodbye
Kay total holiday man subong inde ko mag sugot ako lang ang bugnaw ang Christmas eve char🤣.
A month ago we fought we threw harsh words back and forth. We were blinded by rage, we forgot each other's worth. I wish I could take back the horrible things I said. It kept me awake while lying in my bed. I kept pondering what I should have said instead. But it's too late I should've kept those words in my head. I know I've hurt you and yes have hurt me too. Our relationship is like a bumpy ride but we ourselves fight like animals in the zoo. I wish I could've been more gentle and more honest. For I know having a woman like you is a sign that I've been blessed. Today is the day we spoke at last. We were silent from November until today Wow,time for sure flies so fast. We patched things up and we made up. But I know in my self I am an active volcano that can blow up. I want to hold you forever but I don't wanna burn you. I said goodbye today not because I found someone new and know that there's no one that could replace you. I am letting you go for I realized that I am someone you could call a red flag. My life is already a mess where I don't want you to be dragged. I hope the pain I caused you would teach you a lesson that would strengthen you. I wish I will have the strength to stay away until you find someone new. I wish and pray you would find your peace. I wish you would choose someone that is not like me, that's my last wish I beg of you please. December 23 a day before Christmas Eve. I know it's not a perfect time for me to leave. But I am sorry Sweetie I have to set you free. Goodbye Sweetie I will always love you.
Love Ell
