04/04/2024
REGRET FOR EVERYTHING
✍️Putang ina
(Typos and grammatical errors ahead)
"I wanna ask you something Massey" I look at zain with a smile.
"why do you choose to love me? I'm a j*rk,I'm useless and I'm not an ideal guy that you want"
I shake my head and smile and wrap my arms around his neck and cuddle him close."I didn't choose you my heart did...Every human aren't perfect even me,and I understand you for that.I don't care about your past and I didn't care if your an addict I still wanna be with you even your like that" I caresses your hair and smile softly.
"I didn't deserve you,what if I didn't capable in our relationship.Will you still wanna be with me? Even my worst day?"
I nod and smile and kiss his cheeks softly."Even that hummy" I smile and cuddle you close.
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"Hummy, where's the money?" I look at drake who's been drunk now.
"Sorry I got carried away in this-" he chuckles and laugh softly.
"Would you stop drinking? Pagod nako drake,I'm really tired working and understanding you?! Simpleng paglinis at panghugas ng pinggan wala kang nagawa! All you can is just be drunk and smoke...Pero kahit ganyan ka,I still choose to be with you Kasi nangako ako eh.Nangako ako even in your worst day di Kita iiwan,Kasi Mahal Kita eh" I cry and sob heavily.
He didn't look and gaze at me and all he did is got drunk.I cry heavily and feel my heart broke into pieces.
"Minahal moba talaga ako?" He look at me with a bored expression and shake his head.
Mas lalong gumuho ang mundo ko and just cried.
"I told you before magiging miserable ang buhay mo pagnandito ako,but still you choose to stay!"
"My life didn't miserable when I meet you your my happiness and my life and I'm willing to stay with you even in my last breath.Kasi ako lang yung taong maiintindihan ka" A tears escape from my eyes and wrap my arms around your neck and cuddle you close and sob heavily.
"I don't need you,hindi Kita kailangan" the words is so painful that I can't even breathe anymore
