28/07/2017
I am sorry that you are in pain. It sounds like an assumption on your part that your family would be better off without you. You are wrong. I would suggest talking with a school counselor. Also, share how you feel with your parents. They may not realize the picture of the world that is created in your mind. Perhaps you don’t expect something else from life, but life expects something else from you. You have a purpose here — determine what it is. Continue your life. Take care — be kind to yourself. You are a valuable person to this world. 😇
What if you end up being the one that finds the cure for cancer? Or the one that discovers life on Mars? Or the one that ends up with the most amazing spouse and family? How will you ever know your true potential if you’re not there to experience it. All the people you will never meet, all the lives you won’t touch, all the souls you won’t inspire. The future is a mystery; don’t you want to discover its secrets?
Imagine never seeing bright yellow rays light up the dark sky again. Never feeling the warmth of the sun, never feeling the beauty of way the sky illuminates as it grows brighter and brighter until the whole heavenly expanse is enlightened.
You’re an amazing person. You’ve lived this long. That gives me hope. Remember, every second is precious. Make the most of it.
It will get better, I promise.
Remember, even the darkest hour only has 60 minutes. Stop focusing on the negatives, instead, look for the positive things in life. Do you have amazing friends? Are you good at an instrument? Remember, you’re here because a lady cared enough to bring you into this world. So embrace that, with both hands.
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