28/08/2023
Once in a while love gives me a fairytale wth unforgettable trauma,past years all was saying in my heart is to revenge, But I got this one person who makes me feel alive I care a lot of him but my trauma wins, everytime im in talking stage there's always entertaining others to make me happy it's like I'm gonna be a man hater,i wll play their feelings.Even the boy that i supposed to be my man i hurt him so much that i do,his feelings,his mentality,and i regret everything because it's better if karma truly arrived there souls.Day by day all was changing into normal no revenging,no cheating,no talking stage im no longer interested in entertaining im off,im done.And to the person's that involved I'm sorry fr making y'all hearts break,im sorry cuz i make you involved in my revenge,i hate love, love is making me in pain and i will never the same as me before.After this everything will go back to the way it use to be im off on my revenging era, Forgiveness and pray was the answer of all my traumas not revenge.Now i realized that all was an accident i was afraid to trust and open my heart again,i was afraid that will betrayed again.At this era first an foremost the promise i made to all of you that i wll be in relationship whn i get 18.Thnkyou to all of you even it makes my heart more heavy all will be well time wll arrived❤️❤️
