07/11/2023
"Sorry, I still love U"
Many years have passed,
But I'm still stock on you.
Many leaves were fallen and aged,
But I'm still thinking of you.
I'm sorry I still love you,
Though I knew I'm now nothing to you.
I don't know how to escape this sorrow,
And put courage to face a new Tomorrow.
Everyday there are memories of you that I always recall,
I don't know why I didn't forget them at all.
Sweet Memories that makes me smile,
As I daydream for a while.
Taking back the time when we're still together,
During our highschool days,
I wish those times last forever,
So, I could be at your side always.
It all started for a first glance of a new transferred student,
A new comer with a fresh cute face.
A lady with a mesmerizing scent,
A type of girl that all the other boys always chase.
At first I'm not interested,
Since I know I don't stand a chance.
Even if I try it'll all be wasted,
But in fate I still wanted to dance.
I didn't expect that we'll be classmates in the middle of the year,
'Cause we've chosen same strand
I'm lucky to have you near,
Still, unlucky watching you holding your lover's hand.
Time passed and we got friends,
Learn to socialize and started conversations.
From a small talk it all started,
A small talk that I wish won't end.
As the time I spent with you gets longer,
My connection with you gets deeper.
Even a glimpse of time of us talking to each other,
A little moment in a day, makes me happier.
Everytime I go to school I feel so excited,
Though sometimes I came late.
I don't know why in my studies I'm so dedicated,
Maybe I just want to impress my new classmate.
Maybe I just want to impress you.......😁
Until one terrible day came unexpectedly,
The day which I am really hopeless and in need.
But you offer your aid willingly,
Smiling, while extending your helping hand.
Suddenly, my heart starts beating faster,
And it's not like a normal one.
My heart and mind seems syncing together,
Dictating me that You're the one.
That day seems like the beginning and the end,
The beginning of one of the most precious events for me happened.
And my search for love was ended,
In that time, I knew where my heart will be headed.
Long story short, unfortunately things did not go as I want them to be,
The girl I loved, was maybe not meant for me.
She chose the other man over me,
Maybe things were supposed to happen this way.
So I let you go,
Even if my heart don't want to.
Since I don't have the right to stop you while holding your hands,
Because I know that there is nothing an us!
For Four years, Here I am still waiting,
For you to return, I'm still praying.
That one day, faith will lead us again to each other,
And in that time I'll make sure to start writing the story of our forever.
One thing for sure that I know,
That it will never become true.
But, let me say this one thing to you,
I'm sorry, until now, I still love you.
I hope that you always find the happiness that you deserve..😁
~DumbPoet.~£¢