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Hineni: Jewish Fatherhood in the 21st Century Hineni is a blog on Jewish fatherhood in the 21st century: stories, experiences, joys, and challenge
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Hineni is a blog on Jewish fatherhood in the 21st century: stories, experiences, joys, and challenges navigating the how and what of being a (Jewish) Dad.

16/06/2019

Love this. Happy Father’s Day to all the dads out there!!

15/07/2018
Insatiable: Season 4, Episode 4: How to be a Healthy Mom When There’s No Time with Graeme Seabrook

Really good and important conversation this episode from Ali Shapiro about the importance of separating motherhood from the all-or-nothing mindset that loving your children means you sacrifice everything else you are as a person. This is required listening for all dads, partners, family members, friends of mothers, and probably everyone who has a mother.

So many of my clients overeat and overdrink because of the stress and demands of motherhood. Clarifying motherhood is separate from loving our kids starts to open up new possibilities for healing and eating well.

13/07/2018

Norman Jellybean meets his first dinosaur. Mlerms ensue.
🐺 🦖

09/07/2018

Red Panda Cub’s Cousin P taking BIG STEPS with Papa J.
🐝

05/07/2018
Dear Alyne

Here's something to chew on:
Not only are women paid less, products marketed to women cost more ... how's that going to affect long-term financial health and independence? (spoiler alert: not well)

I asked my instagram followers what videos they’d like to see, and I got an overwhelming response: The Pink Tax! The thing is...i had never actually heard of it! But once I researched it, I realized I knew aaaaaaall about it. 😳

Nobody likes taxes, especially hidden ones. Allow me to introduce you to...The Pink Tax! 💕

Join Girls Gone Global (by Dear Alyne) - an all women group to discuss "The Pink Tax" and many other female based topics!

Not a girl? Let's be friends on instagram

22/06/2018

Red Panda Cub starting to learn how to explore books on her own!

22/06/2018

Featuring oatmeal balls!

18/06/2018

Great Fathers Day thoughts and words from Rabbi Jason Fenster on what Jewish Fatherhood means to him! Thanks Rabbi Jason for letting us share :-)

Who else feels compelled to build community around fatherhood and masculinity in the Jewish world and beyond?

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The baby is asleep. The bottles are washed. And I had some time to write some thoughts after my first Father’s Day. Warning! Long, preachy post to follow:

First, I recognize that Father’s Day is not without complications. Some want to be fathers but are unable. Some are not fathers and have no interest in being one to begin with. Some struggle with having lost a father. Some have difficult relationships with a father. Some might not feel connected to the gendered language of parenting. I see you. I hear you. And I’m here for you.

Second, as a father, a Jew, and an American citizen concerned with the moral character of our nation, I cannot ignore the news of migrant detention and the despicable policy of separating parents and children at the border, nor can we ignore the misinformation and disgraceful theology being peddled by this administration. I hope to share more thoughts on this in the coming days.

Third, four weeks post-paternity leave, I finally have some mental/emotional space to process the amazing, confusing, soul-filling, tank-emptying, sacred life cycle transition into parenthood.

While on paternity leave, I took Benjamin to CostCo to get the two most important staples in our house: formula and hummus. While strolling over to get a sample of a cracker, or pasta, or some new fiber bar, the person handing out what would be my CostCo lunch said: “Oh, how nice to see a dad babysitting!” My skin crawled. I wanted to shout, “I’m not babysitting. I’m parenting! I am taking care of my child. I am not engaged in some revolutionary, boundary breaking deed by being a person in a male body walking through CostCo with a baby.” Instead, I mumbled something unintelligible through the paper cup of my snack.

It seems that there is an expectation that dads are at best, aloof and uninformed, or, at worst, actively chauvinist, unhelpful, unkind, and emotionally unavailable. And, for those of us who are not (and I believe it is most of us), my impression is that there are not many places for dads to go for emotional support or space to process or learn about fatherhood.

On the one hand, at this moment in American life, men need to do a lot of tzimtzum (take up less space) and listen to the stories of women. And also, I feel like we are lacking in important conversations about fatherhood and masculinity. How do we build space where we can do both?

While on paternity leave, I found myself needing community and cohort in a similar life stage. Recognizing that my presence as a cis-gendered male might disrupt the nature of the space, whether it was to breastfeed during the class or to discuss the intimate challenges of post-pregnancy life, I was nervous to even walk in the door. Surely, I needed community and space to adjust to parenthood, but I did not want to make anyone else uncomfortable by my presence. In the groups I found, I was almost always the only man in the room and the women I met welcomed me in and were incredibly gracious. And I also felt like I was invading mommy space. Quite fairly, these women needed a space to talk about what was happening to their bodies and the new, psycho-emotional realities of parenthood.

This is NOT to say, “woe is the state of men in America.” We’ve heard enough of that noise. On the contrary. Thank goodness spaces exist for women. But the reality I found is that opportunities for dads who are present, emotionally available, and striving to be equal parents are lacking. Regardless of our sexual orientation or marital status, people with male bodies are also subjected to unfair expectations by a regressive, patriarchal system.

I also believe that men have a responsibility to utilize our privilege for the public good. If men are open and forthright about the blessings and difficulties of being parents and about their needs that we might be more effective in destigmatizing pregnancy, parenthood, and family leave in the workplace.

If I feel like I need dad-community and space to talk about fatherhood and masculinity in a world with a, thankfully, raised consciousness about feminism, other people might as well. And I find myself curious. Is this a needed conversation? Is this a conversation that should exist in male-space? Where have other people found space to think about being a father and about being people with male bodies who are not jerks? What do other dads (and all parents in general) feel like they need for new conversations about masculinity and parenting? What would make you want to show up and what would feel like “too much” or put up a barrier for you to walk in the door?

And. Who wants to build it with me?

17/06/2018

Happy Fathers Day to all the new and longtime papas doing the good Dad work!
🤓😃😎

13/06/2018
Nature is the Best Medicine for Kids

"While telling kids to go outside and play certainly isn’t new, the context of the request will have shifted. It’s no longer a reflex action or a convenient way for parents to get kids out from underfoot. Telling kids to go outside and play is an act of care. And a difficult one at that, as children (and their parents) have less access to nature than ever before. But it’s critical, not only for kids’ health, but for the health of the environment."

cc Mitsui Collective

A growing body of evidence points to the very real medicinal benefits of making your kids get outside.

04/06/2018

Golda please. We’ve heard this story a million times already!
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01/06/2018

Panda V Panda II: The Return
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31/05/2018

Ready for the morning walk.
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21/05/2018

TFW you’re finally ready to go on your Shavuot father-daughter-dog exploration except for just one thing ...

14/05/2018

Musical morning family singalong 🎶 🎵 🎹 🐶 🐺 👶🏻 🎤

Norman solos starting around the 30 second mark 🐺 🔊🎺

13/05/2018

Happy Mother’s Day to our incredible Mama Bear Abby () who holds down the den every day for our little fuzzy family; and to the other strong, smart, and loving mamas in our family: Grammy Pam and Grandma Holly (), Great Grandma Faffy, Aunties Shayna () and Amanda () plus a shout out to Auntie Emmy () too!!

11/05/2018

Yea we pretty cool 😎 @ Bushwick

10/05/2018

TFW you’re away a few days and come back and suddenly the red panda cub is doing this 😮💪🏼🤓🏃🏻‍♀️

01/05/2018

One of Red Panda Cub’s most enjoyable traits is her enjoyment at things like weather ... a little rain in the face, a little wind in the hair. She has no need (nor yet the capability) to understand the potential future consequence of getting cold and unhappy because of the weather (that’s my duty to assess), so she’s free to simply enjoy the sensation, to live fully in the moment.

These are things that we adults have trouble with. We focus so much on negative future consequences that we seem scared to death of getting the slightest bit of rain on our skin or clothes lest we spend the day wet and cold, or look bad for an important meeting.

But as I like to say when it’s raining on my way home from work and I forget my umbrella or rain jacket - it’s ok. I’ll live. Skin is waterproof, after all.

How often though do we let the fear of possible future consequence overwhelm our ability to enjoy the sensation of the present? Something as simple as rain and a cool wind - a little cold to be sure, but many tens of degrees away from the danger of frostbite.

Instead we live our lives in fear. Fear of the cold. Fear of the wet. Fear of the unknown. Fear of the stranger.

During this time in the Jewish calendar we count the Omer, representing our time wandering in the wilderness, in the great natural unknown. A time when we had no choice but to feel the hot sun and desert wind. But we were free.

When will we be free again?

30/04/2018

Making sure this little panda 🐼 knows that pumpernickel is the best bagel flavor.

22/04/2018

Happy from the !! |||

17/04/2018

These two ... 😍😍 👶🏻 🐶 not only are dogs helpful for cleaning up all that food baby drops on the floor, studies suggest that growing up around pets reduces colds, infections, allergies, and asthma! Plus - a built in fuzzy best friend.

10/04/2018

Someone got not one but TWO brand new teeth just in time for Passover and the start of the Omer last week! •|•

04/01/2018

Who says babies are the only ones who get to be fuzzy bears?

Photo credit: Shayna Silverstein ||

31/12/2017

Captive audience ||

29/12/2017

Uncle Bo!

26/12/2017
On Leave (plus some extended Hanukkah gratitude)

This week on the blog: we catch up on our Hanukkah gratitude series plus discuss why it's so important for dads to take parental leave (when possible!!)

So I made it through three days of Hanukkah gratitude posts before Shabbat hit and then days so packed with unpacking and trips to home goods stores to get our new apartment feeling like home that …

26/12/2017

Grandpa Steve!

25/12/2017

First flight!

24/12/2017

Storytime with Grandpa Doug!

22/12/2017

Sometimes fatherhood = which toy does my kid most want to stick in her mouth and make dinosaur sounds with? |

20/12/2017

Happy last night of Hanukkah! Enjoy staring at all those flames 🔥 |

19/12/2017

Vintage footage of a baby dinosaur attacking an adult human male

15/12/2017
A Hanukkah Gratitude Practice – Day Three

On the third day of Hanukkah, I'm grateful for science! Specifically, the science that brought us fleecy bear onesies ...

Red Panda Cub had her 4-month pediatrician check-up today, and I’m happy to report that all is healthy and well! The foofooberry is growing like a champ and doing all the things a four month …

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