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BLOOD TIES, "The Unbreakable Bond" Hey Everybody, Check out the most recent episode,"BLOOD -TIES, The Unbreakable Bond" ...
27/10/2024

BLOOD TIES, "The Unbreakable Bond" Hey Everybody, Check out the most recent episode,"BLOOD -TIES, The Unbreakable Bond" Enjoy, and remember to like, share, and subscribe. Have a great week and weekend. Best,
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"The seamless grace of emotional intelligence."It was a busy Thursday afternoon and everyone was quickening their steps ...
23/10/2024

"The seamless grace of emotional intelligence."

It was a busy Thursday afternoon and everyone was quickening their steps to get home. I had just finished teaching my last English class for the day when I noticed quite a severely disabled young man on the tram lying in a wheel chair as I got on. I glanced back quickly, lowered my eyes in the hope he didn't see me, and changed direction to peer through the window. And then I heard in a loud voice " hello" I turned around thinking it might be another teacher or student I had taught. But it wasn't. I looked up and met a pair of dark penetrating eyes that bore through me. "Hello" he said again. It was the man in the wheelchair beckoning for my attention.
So, I said "hello". I was shocked and embarrassed. For one thing, I had no Idea he could speak English and two he made it very clear in a word. I maybe disabled and most vulnerable in a paralysed body " but I am human, and just maybe as a black sheep yourself, you'd know what it's like! He spoke another language, beside Catalan and possibly castellano too. So, god knows what genius may have been trapped inside of him aching to be released. And, all he wanted was to have human contact with someone who knew what it was like to be at the bottom of the totem poll in society. It is a moment I've never forgotten. It was like he was saying, you cannot ignore me, "I'm not Mr Cellophane, you can't slied past me and look through me. And, never know I'm there!!!
Without saying anything, he was calling on my better Angels for me to recognise how very much a like we both were and are.
I have struggled all my life feeling uncomfortable in a skin that has been stereotyped, stigmatized and viewed as some object you'd look at in a zoo or a museum.
So, I know that saddening feeling that creeps in when people look at you longer than expected. Our past experience chases us back to the worst thoughts , and never for a moment, do we think, that someone might just be visually taking us in as a human experience as opposed to expressing negative mental connotations that's been woven into societies' framework. The colour, size, disability, religion, sexuality, biracial child , age and status doesn't matter. It only matters how the most influential fractions of society and communities deem you as weird as opposed to different. And different is perceived as not normal.
Yes, I'm here and I'm not made of cellophane you can't walk pass me and look through me and never know I'm there. I'm here and so are YOU!
The vulnerability part plays out in two ways. First is where society stares, with confusion fear and looks down on certain fractions of people satisfied with the comfort of " I'm so glad I'm not in that person's shoes, at least society accepts me and I'm ok". And the other side is when you don't quite fit in with the other vulnerable people because you've had to fight on several fronts of society not to lose yourself, which I almost did. I unfortunately, wasn't born to fit in.
Does this make me special? No, but it certainly makes me different which comes at a price.

This brings me to a full circle moment in my life and as an observation. Vulnerable people are usually, dependent on the state for basic resources they don't have at their fingertips. So, there's a tremendous opportunity to wield leverage amonge us, by the one's in authority. The disadvantage and the use of verbal abuse to quieten their human rights to stand up for themselves. The attitude is " you have no rights". When you're asking for help and you're economically strapped in this world where money is King! The threatening tone is used as a bullying tactic, along with the dragging of their feet ,idle communication where a person has to apply 10 times for the same thing, they filled out a year ago. All this is abuse of power in the subtlest form to downtrodden the already downtrodden is removed of any hope, while slumbering into depression.
There are people in authority that will deliberately provoke a vulnerable person into an argument just to exercise their power.
And heaven help you if you lose, your cool and spit back with cries of injustice by using fighting words. The look of " how dare you question ( more like stand up to) my authority? you're nothing but a .... And this is where the light bulb of emotional intelligence nips at their lips and renders one speechless to pause just when they were going to speak forth the ugly truth of what they really think of us. " The most Vulnerable of society."

What I found interesting about maintaining my power during these times and after this chapter of my life ends. As I was going through my spiritual breakthrough; I learned about self acceptance. Not from society and different community's standards. But from my wisdom that was navigating my inner compos of what was/ is the norm for me. I realized what society deemed as having power didn't coincide with who I am. Using abusive, bullying, bitchy , abrasive, and demeaning language or behaviours in general, just to appear strong didn't mix well with who I am at bottom. It never did, that's why I felt so weak amongst the majority walking like a duck and quacking like a duck while metaphorically standing to attention to society's model of what it means to have and demonstrate power in the world. You can see this enacted out in the wars that are on going at the moment. The more vulnerable one group of people are the more needy they are. And the less resources are available to them so, this justifies the authorities hate treatment of them. If they had money, then they'd have equal respect and power too. So, through the quiet embrace of who I am, society's abrasive behaviour doesn't affect me the way it used to. I am always calmly standing in acceptance of my power. Without the awkwardness of trying to fit into a pair of shoes that's way too small.

This is where the slippery slope of the misuse of power comes into play where nobody wants to take responsibility for fuelling the fire and clenching their fist to take a swipe at the person too afraid to fight back just in case it makes matters worse.

What persuaded me to write a piece on the vulnerable peoples' slippery slope into society's lions' den, was the condescending treatment towards being a single black woman. It all started soon after I arrived in Spain, I was about 40 at the time. And, people would look at me as though there must be something wrong with me because I had no off spring attachments of my own. "Well, there's obviously must be something wrong with her, no doubt".
But it could be I didn't want to be in a relationship where my life was dependent on forsaking my independence on a child or husband just to be deemed normal. So, I withstood the side eyed comments. And not soon after 2008 economic downfall, I would be approached by Catalan women on the street begging me for money with pain in their eyes worried to go home without something to show their hard work for fear of getting beaten by their husband twiddling his thumbs. I breathed a sigh of relief when another woman with a family in her 50s to 60s threw her self out the window in front of her family, because her beloved husband beat and belittled her so much, she had no self esteem and of course served her purpose in the eyes of society. The bravado of masculine power at its finest. As they wrapped her body in foil and gathered her into the ambulance, I reflected on why I had refrained by this old song. "Everybody's doing it , doing it, doing it" What was right by society wasn't for me. And that has worked for me just fine since I've realized how to steer myself through society's constant winds of change based on their insecurities.

In 2020 a piece of news reported on Facebook caught my attention. There was a Caucasian woman walking her rescue dog off the leash in Central park in the Bird Sanctuary. And, there was a black man bird watching with binoculars and he politely alerted the woman to a sign that says dogs aren't allowed unless you put them on the leash. Well, she was horrified and put the dog on the leash and called the police at the same time. Because she just knew the police would take her side with this tall imposing black Harvard lawyer, who would at best be persecuted for standing up for what was obviously the law. And , as a vulnerable person in society by the hew of his skin he would obviously be convicted and thrown into prison for standing up to someone privileged in society. Well, the dust settled and the police was non too impressed with Ms Scarlette O' Hara's act and sent her home. Soon after the Anmimal Shelter that surrendered the dog to her demanded her to give the dog back for abusing it and almost choking the dog to death. So, in this case here was a vulnerable person who as he stood in his own power and captured evidence of her pretentious behaviour. I'm ok because society accepts me, well, not so fast, think again! The emotional intelligence that was enacted in plain sight was masterful.
In the state of Michigan police stopped a black man and decided to check his car for drugs, but of course! There were hands and dogs roaming the vehicle in search of everything and anything there was, but there was nothing to be found. So, the other cop said I'll check the glove compartment and, bullseye there was a sack of co***ne for all the world to see. The black man was in shock and the chief of police flatly said " I checked this place over with a fine toothpick and, there wasn't any trace of drugs to be found so, this man is innocent". So, the other police man was left with egg on his face, because it's clear he was a plant used just to convict yet another vulnerable person. But the cop whose Caucasian stood firm and released the driver. Another occasion of grace being executed flawlessly.
And just this morning, I heard of a vulnerable woman who was sleeping on the street Monday night, was rescued by an acquaintance of mine and who received superficial stab wounds, seven I believe. Although he was forced into a confrontational situation in trying to protect this woman, I hope you realize how grave the situations are and that there are all types of vulnerable people out here, that deserve genuine means of protection and the ability to stand up for themselves free from fear of being persecuted in one way or another. One's status, wealth etc shouldn't decide on who receives dignity or not. We all do.

Hello Everybody,Here's the most recent episode of my podcast "THE BLOSSOMS OF TIME, KNOWLEDGE AND WISDOM."Enjoy, and rem...
10/10/2024

Hello Everybody,
Here's the most recent episode of my podcast "THE BLOSSOMS OF TIME, KNOWLEDGE AND WISDOM."
Enjoy, and remember to like, share, and subscribe.
Have a great week and weekend.
Best,
https://youtu.be/sJCA2Ub4VJk

25/09/2024

Hello Everybody,
Here's the most recent episode of my podcast" BLESSINGS FROM A SPIRIT GUIDE"
Enjoy, and remember to like, share, and subscribe.
Have a great weekend.
Best,

https://youtu.be/7gX3w7QiQZw

"Lifting the lid on 'the business of compassion' vs 'real compassion"The business of compassion versus real compassion i...
06/09/2024

"Lifting the lid on 'the business of compassion' vs 'real compassion"

The business of compassion versus real compassion is a delicate dance to execute. It requires honest, empathetic understanding without condescension albeit a sincere ability to find solutions to help people. However, I'm reminded of a popular phares; God helps those that help themselves. So, I am going to try and frame this writing with practical sensitivity.

Lights flash, cameras roll as the sad look etched across the news anchors face reports the most recent terrorist attack killing serval civilians' and wounding many children. Former president Bill Clinton coined the phrase, " I feel your pain" as he solemnly shook hands with families of deceased victims and embraced the few survivors pulled from the rubble of delipidated buildings in the Oklahoma bombing. The backdrop exposed the sky which housed a fog of dark cloud from the effects of the explosion. The air of sadness was palpable and all the first responders feed into the atmosphere to lend a shoulder for parents of the victims to cry on and save lives. And after the initial chaos had died down, contingency factors started to weigh in like; therapists, medical expenses, funeral arrangements, lawyers, social services, the church and the hospital. Notice all of these entities are labelled or affiliated to the words as "compassionate business" showing a help in hand and protecting the most vulnerable in times of need.
What does this mean to you?
Compassion means not only caring about one another but also acting accordingly. As a manager, the more you nurture those around you and demonstrate compassion and empathy to the teams you manage, the more your employees will want to accomplish for both the team and the organization. However, on the business side of compassion " Money" plays a dominant hand in how compassionate one can be. This is sad but true!
So, for example if you come from the disappearing lower middle class that has merged into economically squeezed demographics. The resources and medical needs from this sector of people has exhausted the financial infrastructure in society. Therefore, the security nest egg we thought would be there for us in a case of emergency acts like the invisible man. Patience runs thin and the language of compassion becomes brittle once that liquid solvency metaphorically dries up.
Whispers catch fire as government entities bemoan the idea of immigrants and refugees. Therefore, the money the workforce contributed to the economic infrastructure isn't available to (us) the contributors. Because these funds need to help Spain acting as the slippery host Samaritan serving the people in need from abroad through no fault of their own. And, the notion that we sit back while social services and the government says, no peudo ayuda para te is total nonsense! And the one's that can see through their hoodwinking lies makes them feel at least very uncomfortable. The embarrassment lies in a total mismanagement of employee's funds invested in for a rainy day and that the government exploitation of it, got drunk on and forgot to pick up the check! Guzzled down on Cava and helping the Royal family with squandering millions of euros. While they play nice to the EU who by the way, paid for the women's shelter, I'm staying in, not Spain. The following information alludes to this.
The Asylum, Migration and Integration Fund (AMIF) has seen a marked increase in the amount of funding available: for 2021-2027, the fund amounts to €9.9 billion, compared to €3.137 billion over the previous 2014-2020 period.
The Un-comfortability factor, is something like mismanaged government entities will have to get used to this, until they stop being caught with their hands in the cookie jar!
Compassion, and the empathetic enablers;
When I was living at the safe house that was run by nuns, they quietly stood by and allowed alcoholics to sooth their emotional wounds with what they called "their baby". And after allowing these painfully addicted souls to numb themselves where they would fall flat on their faces. They would say, "there, there my sweetie", "God loves you" while depositing them with urine smelling attire on the bed. The sisters were well intended people who seriously wanted to be of service. But the MONEY always brought a hopeful twinkle in their eyes as they knew their ineffective service for these souls with dire situations they couldn't save. Their main focus was to not have them die on the street. And, this is where I felt a tremendous conflict with the shelter in Vancouver too.
At the beginning of this year in Barcelona, I saw one of those very sick souls lying face down on the ground completely wasted and out his mind. Two Dutch friends pathetically begging for help. So, I asked a vendor on Las Ramblas to call the ambulance. With gratitude they came, but I saw the writing on the wall. If he didn't get the necessary help and detox, he was going to die which he consequently did on May 21st this year.
Of course, onlookers such as the clergy said "we tried", "but did they?" Unfortunately, I don't think they did. They just merely maintained the status quo. Which in my mind, isn't good enough. This made them look like compassionate service men and women fighting the good fight on behalf of themselves and the establishment, " The Church".
So, this made me question who or what does the business of compassion serve?
The question hit like an exhausting moan observing the last remaining bubbles hovering on the surface of the sea, before the titanic met its death by drowning in its own incapacity to survive. "Look being well intending just doesn't fit the bill anymore". Not after society has allowed necessary funds concerning the needy to languish on the vine, through waste or misdirection until it's really needed.
Vancouver really tested me; I was living in downtown East Van at a woman's shelter where women with substance abuse issues are their real focus. Come to realize, they got a lot of their funding from the state government. Granted these women were treated like special cases. Which I had no problem with however, I was sharing my room with a 70-year-old woman from South Korea who had been an immigrant for a long time and was receiving a pension. Good for her! I had no problem with that either. I was quite helpful to her when I could be, but then she started calling me her mother. Which I hated! I was nobodies' mother except to myself. Anyway, time droned on and she started to depend on me, more and more. Her body wasn't functioning properly and besides that she was extremely manipulative.
I found out she had a son who didn't want to deal with her conniving ways with her drug interests as well as poor capacity to function. Well, the s**t hit the fan when her problems with her knees deteriorated and she was unable to walk.
I asked the staff if they could help me in taking turns to help her go to the toilet. They were nice at first until it took forty-five minutes to take her to the toilet and back to her room. So, the next day when I asked for help. They frankly said " we are not obligated to help her," and that I shouldn't help her either because, I could injure myself. So, I argued that she can't just lie in the bed, evacuate and urinate while the pungent smell suffocates me and attracting rats from the woodworks. They lifted their hands and said it's not their(the establishment and staffs)responsibility to care for her! This echoed with a note of authenticity. Yet again, there were young and older workers masking their true feelings behind a compassionate glaze like icing on a cake but really didn't give a damn except for their own self-interest. So as long as, they appeared to care, the business of compassion would continue its solvency through huge donations from the government. Later, that morning the ambulance came and treated her knees then transferred her to another home. My point, is they never considered the responsibility the cohabitor of the shared room had. The substance abusers get their three hundred dollars a month for disability and the shelter gets their money and looks like the well intended provider so, nothing else matters, does it?
Another life coach verbalised what was I feeling, by saying " the staff pair the vulnerable with the real compassionate life coaches, Counceller's and people in general, because they can't be bothered to do their jobs, or they don't know how to do their jobs, more like." Therefore, it was easier to understand the dire conditions of old people's homes and how badly the elderly are treated in England for example.
A thought sparked some curiosity, after the Vancouver shelter incident which made me, realise society didn't really want to find real compassionate solutions in helping the vulnerable because it cost too much time, money and psychological, emotional investment. All these things cost money and there's a certain demographic they prefer to see languish on the vine, and maintain the preexisting condition of medication to support the pharmaceutical industry.
I'd like to finish with an anecdote I saw on tv seven years ago,
There was a political candidate running for president on the tv show "Scandal" named Sally Langston, who witnessed the unfortunate explosion in a church hoping it was her opposing candidate that had met his demise, but no such luck. So, as she comfortably escaped the building after a false alarm had been called. Her agent ripped her sleeve jacket and smeared dirt on her face and shoved her back in the church to rescue the poor souls that had been shocked in the small explosion, while at the same time making it look as though she had a trace of blood running through her veins because being HUMAN costs in positive and negative ways in politics! especially in the public eyes. A display of compassion as empty as it may have been would have pulled her ahead of her opponent as disingenuous as it was. So,as along as we look as if we care as oppose to really have compassion ,It sells!
So, where does real compassion come from? “to suffer together.” Among emotion researchers, it is defined as the feeling that arises when you are confronted with another's suffering and feel motivated to relieve that suffering. This literally means the neighbourhood community. The one-to-one interactions, instead of focussing on company policies that protect us. It would be beneficial to imagine what it's like to be in that person's shoes. Even if we receive a loss ( inconvenience) at first, we'll gain so much more as a human being. We are born human, but part of our life's experience is to know what it means become human.
Unfortunately, this has been overlooked because the harsh stain of reality is embedded in the fabric of society. You can see that, with how a majority of families huddle together to tend to their needs and isolate themselves from others to protect what they have. And say from a far ," I loved to help, but.........

Hello Everybody,Here's the most recent episode of my podcast." Controlling The Strings of Joy"Enjoy, and remember to lik...
03/09/2024

Hello Everybody,
Here's the most recent episode of my podcast." Controlling The Strings of Joy"
Enjoy, and remember to like, share, and subscribe.
Have a great weekend.
Best,
Melody.
https://youtu.be/-IfNGTMeIbY

A Worthy Rescue!When I was going through the deepest well of my struggles in Barcelona, I remembered spirit really leani...
21/08/2024

A Worthy Rescue!
When I was going through the deepest well of my struggles in Barcelona, I remembered spirit really leaning in with stealth observation to convince me, that the only person who was going to rescue me, was myself and God. And, the idea that a woman born to immigrants from Jamaica in London would expect anything more than be rescued by a small fraction of society called the government, was laughable.
As if I would politely and dutifully stand in line waiting for my golden parachute of the famous minimum Vita. "Twinkle toes is still waiting on my rations with baited breath in doubtful anticipation for that "Manner from heaven". I was longing for a glimmer of hope and reassurance that everything would be ok. Upon reflection, I wondered why? Because I am entitled to at least that I thought, since I religiously paid my taxes including autonimo. Why not?
I had swallowed societies spoon-fed rules and conditions which I obediently followed only to come up empty handed because that security we supported had been flushed down the toilet with no regard for the labour force that had contributed to the system.
The sense of victimhood and that false sense of entitlement tightened its grip as I tried to painstakingly persuade social security, I had followed the rules. The government looked at me with death in their eyes and insufficient answers as to why I was being overlooked for now. And then it dawned on me, forget about victimhood I thought, " where on earth does a middle-aged black woman fit in to this system? (The ever-popular push the paper culture present in today's administrative body). When both Caucasian and my race has made me feel left out all of my life? You are a minority, who doesn't fit in and could well be denied any real decency as a human being and revoltingly looked at, as slightly disabled , so therefore rendered unworthy.
Wake up!
So, once I decided not to dwell on the lethargic incompetency of the government, I climbed out of the darkest pit in my life and realized those words spirit whispered to me were true. Nobody is going to save you except yourself.
THERE IS NO RESCUE ! Melody, so who is your SUPER HERO?
A tiny voice rose up in my throat and eked out ....me? Spirit bit back, Yes, it's you because you don't have a choice!
The romantic hazy veil that has engulfed all women from Cinderella, bat man, and on and on was rudely snatched from me as the brilliant sunshine shattered this illusion. It reminded me of how many women have in someway fled in droves since the beginning of time to escape the trap of being rescued by a man albeit society.
The recognition that I had to muster up this super natural strength to save myself , would make anyone feel unworthy, kicked to the curb by society and overwhelmed. However, I knew that it wasn't the time to cry me a river, feeling sorry for myself with unspoken self talk. I needed to think clearly, and take appropriate action. So, I asked around the typical places where I could scrounge up information trying to sniff out solutions for my daily survival. But let's be clear, I never spent time sleeping on the street. I felt like an abandoned house, that had lost their user-friendly appeal and expected to cope after the tenants had left me in ruins.
"But who allowed this" growled my insides. I bit back with " I did everything , I could."
"Really," my soul argued back, or "did you do everything a white society expected of their structures needs irrespective of your needs". Minorities always have diverse needs, due to long-term societal neglect.
Our needs were never really considered or met. Just like when I had my many tower moments and was left for dead by the church, society
( "you are on your own") and fake friends. I know this, as I emerged from the fire like the phoenix rising from ashes. The look of disbelief on the people standing in the wings waiting for me to fall, could have shattered the glass ceiling.
"Panic screeched across their faces which said " you're back, as heads swivelled trying to hide their hypocrisy. "God has really moved in her life, there's no denying, that". "Holy Mary mother of Jesus!"
The uttered whispers ran through every room I entered. People looked confused, but not black people though. They know the general unspoken tone in society uttered like a mantra, " You are on your own and may god help you!" So, I got a nod of earned respect and moved on. Society holds People of colour and of African decent to a different standard because they haven't made the necessary provisions for low economic, homeless demographics let a lone us. There is a tendency for this demographic to slip through the proverbial cracks running along the invisible pavements in the metropolitan's infrastructure, and if you manage from slipping down in the gutter and barely stay afloat your survival rate increases by just a fraction. But enough, counting on the government entities offering you an olive branch. I may have just made it in to their system.
But one thing I know, competition should never be played out in the glare of society by determining which minority group living below the poverty line should be treated with common decency whether your homeless or not. Who make these judgement calls through badly formatted policies? Some of these policies are incredibly lopsided which feeds into the new middle class and upper-class earners. I thought I was lower middle class before I left Barcelona in August, where I thought I deserved some compensation based on how hard I worked as an ESL teacher. And, what's ironic, the day I start working for myself or working at all, SS will demand practically a third to almost half of my salary even before they've given an inch in real financial help. Especially, a minority.
And then in the same breath blow hot air in my face claiming all these unemployed folk want to do is live off social services which isn't true.
But there's an addictive loophole that the government want to trap people into so, they become dependent on them therefore, people will never get the true benefits they deserve.
However, I didn't completely abandon ship but I did strategically make plans to be my own support system which I have never had before.
I felt a new found vitality, appreciation for myself. This impart did threaten people who loved to exploit my energy for their own good. Once I took my lense off of society and their rules. I created my own road map of survival and I was going use the system when I needed it until I exited this maze of no hope from their perception.
There's a story about a donkey that's fitting for my situation. A donkey was found at the bottom of an empty well which it fell in. Some people heard the donkey's cry for help. So, they looked down the deep hole and decided there was no chance of the donkey being rescued. So, (society) got a shovel and started digging up the dirt from the ground and throw it down the well. The donkey (me) cried out loud with enormous disappointment and was distraught. The dirt got plentiful and the donkey didn't make a sound and people were curious as to what had happened to it. So, they looked in the well, and much to their surprise they saw the donkey shake the dirt off its back and used the dirt as a stepping stone. People ( society) started to pile more dirt down the pit when the donkey climbed up on the last step it had reached the top of the well, stood up at full height, took one last full shake off and made the sound of a bray which can be heard well into the distance. It was the sound of joy that it had made it. I had successfully used the meagre crumbs society had thrown at me and stepped up to the plate. The donkey (me) very calmly trotted off into the sunset leaving people aghast at how it made it.
So far, I have been effectively rescuing myself without other people and a right arm man (spirit) being within my radar, for a really long time without even recognizing it. Society had brain washed women; to always have them need to have that anchor to pull us up. For a black women not so much. I now realize, why I have had a difficult time envisioning a role model for myself. Who knew, I'd be my own super hero and role model who people want to be like , ( how odd!) Here's to thinking outside the box! And stepping up to the plate!

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