02/07/2023
it's been 5 years since i forgotten the password of my rpw account. tapos kanina lang, i tried to open it by remembering my old passwords. nakailang attempt ako bago ko tuluyang ma-open. ayun, bumungad sa'kin ang 99+ friend request na ang pinaka early request ay 1 year. 99+ notifications and 15+ messages from squad and gangs na sinalihan ko noon.
but there's one message from familiar rp'ier who caught my attention. it was my ex. the one i taught crp for almost 5 months na rs namin. he left me a message 1 year ago saying.....
"RAINE, BABY, ASAN KA NA? HINDI MO NA BA TALAGA INOOPEN 'TO? SAYANG NAMAN, HINDI MO NAKITA ANG GWAPO KO'NG PAGMUMUKHA. IT'S BEEN 4 YEARS NOW, AND STILL WAITING. PLEASE COMEBACK!" nag-scroll up ako mula sa huli naming chat bago kami nagbreak. bigla nalang ako naiyak, knowing na for 5 years abandonment of that account, someone is patiently updating and waiting for me.
so, hinanap ko ang old sim ko at binalik sa phone. hinanap ko doon ang saved number niya hoping na sana 'yun pa rin. then, ayun, may sumagot, pero babae ang boses. she asked me who am i and i told her my rp name. kapatid pala ng ex ko. tinanong ko pa siya kung saan ang kuya and her answer makes me speechless. "KUYA D*ED ONE YEAR AGO WHILE WAITING FOR SOMEONE WHO DIDN'T COMEBACK. HE'S FIGHTING AGAINST HIS ILLNESS FOR 5 YEARS HOPING, NA BABALIK KA PA. BUMALIK KA NGA, PERO WALA NA SIYA!"