10/12/2023
Lmao apparently I'm being taken into the narrative and a lot of people messaged me on how I should be held responsible for letting it go after I corrected Jim. Admitting after my confrontation and saying "my bad" isn't you owning up to the damage that has been done to the image of Loyde. Resolution would depend on your action after and communicating the issue properly to the person you affected. Intention vs. Impact. Simple grade school conduct lesson. Take me out of your narrative and stop using me as a shield as I hold no responsibility.
Another thing, we use and hold other people by neck for debt of gratitude. I personally do not owe anyone anything 🙂 If I do, these people know who they are privately. But definitely not this person we're talking about.
Lahat ng binigay, network, or whatever na binabanggit niya, I did not ask for any of it. I just accepted. Plus imagine me undergoing the early stages of my illness, not ready to disclose it to ANYBODY outside of my circles, and me trusting him during the time and value the friendship that was built - he spread the news of my condition like wildfire. A lot of people I do not know reached out to me, even wanting to donate - and that left me surprised. I know the intention was good, but I did not appreciate this at all. I felt small, I felt cornered, and I felt like my privacy was invaded with a hit on my pride. It was out there before I was even able to accept my situation and that is not fu***ng cool.
So you see? My issue is not related to Loyde's. And I would've kept quiet about this if you all just kept your noses out of people's asses. I do not owe you, Jim.
