19/02/2024
I AM A FAILURE!
Yan ung lagi kong sinsasabi sa sarili ko and no amount of praise or recognition could convince me otherwise, not even from my partner, clients, or bosses. Celebrating my accomplishments felt like a phase because I always felt like they weren't enough, that my efforts fell short, and that I wasn't good enough.
There was always something lacking, something more I should have done. Even when they said, 'It's beautiful' or 'It's okay,' it never felt like it was for me.
For a long time, this frustration consumed me. It wasn't just about my work; it was about me. I pushed myself relentlessly, working long hours, convinced that I should be doing more to the point na nagkakasakit na ako!
Then, I made a decision to embark on a journey of self-development to understand myself’ “BAKIT AKO GANITO?”.
From coaching to workshops, webinars, books, mentorships, and extensive training sessions, I invested over 500k...
And you know what? I'm not there yet, but I've made progress.
I've come a long way. Along this journey, I met amazing people who I am journeying with and I've learned that self-development and growth are not linear. It's not a one-time fix; it's a continuous journey with ups and downs. Sometimes I slip, but I'm not where I started.
I've learned that triggers, traumas, and unsettling emotions won't vanish overnight, but you can learn to manage them. You don't have to wait until you're completely healed to start enjoying life. You can do both. Life is meant to be lived, despite the pain, fears, challenges, and uncertainties.
And now, I want to share my journey with others on this platform. I've hesitated for years, stopping myself from sharing content. But I want to try again, hoping to inspire others who are on a similar journey and motivate them to embrace self-development and find joy along the way.
I'll be sharing my experiences of self-discovery, my adventures, how I've learned to enjoy life with my newfound self, and the challenges and triumphs of being a solopreneur.
I hope my journey gives you the push and motivation to work on yourself too.
Follow along if you're interested in working on yourself, finding a virtual friend to journey with, love to travel and explore new things, and embracing life to the fullest.