16/11/2020
Hi everyone. We had a terrible scare last night. I woke up around midnight, hearing my husband coughing and throwing up in the bathroom. He came in and said he was like out of breath because he was having really bad heartburn and asked if i could stay with him in the bathroom until he could get his breathing more controlled. I walked into the bathroom and stood at the doorway, looked at him, and then the next thing i knew, I was laying on the floor. My husband was frantic and asking me if I could hear and see him. I then believe I blacked out again and woke up near the toilet throwing up. I was so scared and confused. Paramedics came into the bathroom and was hooking things up and asking me questions I don't even remember. They put me on a stretcher and put me in the ambulance and drove me to the hospital.
Unfortunately with COVID, they did not allow my husband or mom come in with me and I had to sit in the waiting room all by myself, but luckily I had a window looking outside, and my husband and mom were standing at the window watching me and calling me on my phone so we could talk. I was so disappointed in the hospital, not only because they misdiagnosed my grandma when she died, but because it took them forever to come get me. No one checked on me to make sure i was okay. My mom kept calling the number to see when they could take me back and they had no idea because the hospital was backed up. I think I waited in the waiting room for 2-3 hours until they took me back. They did urine, bloodwork, an EKG, and a chest xray, and I guess everything was fine. They said that it must have been shock/anxiety related when I was worried about my husband being ill. It was so scary, not only because I blacked out and do not remember much of the night, but because i had to spend my time in the hospital, alone, without my family. And now that I've been in a hospital, I am terrified of COVID. I know worrying about all this, is not helping my anxiety.
I spent the majority of the morning and afternoon sleeping, finally getting some food in me. I am not sure when I will be streaming next, as I need to rest and get my anxiety in order.
I also hate to ask for donations, but while our star goal is still in the process of going towards Zoey's emergency vet bill, my ER copay was $150 and I'm hoping my insurance will cover the stay. If you consider donating, my paypal is: paypal.me/thepugmomstream
I will keep you guys up to date throughout the next few days to let you know how I feel and when I will be getting back on stream. I really appreciate each and everyone of you
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