01/12/2019
Chalo aaj, apni baat batata hu!
Sab theek hai! , keh keh kar aur
Khud ko jhootha dilaasa de de kar thakk sa gaya hu.
Chehre pr ab ye hasi aur nahin rukti,
Inn Ankhon se aansu baat baat pr chalak uthte hain.
Koi dekhega toh kya kahega, keh kar khud ko rok leta hu,
Aankhon se aansu poch, Apne baalon pr haath fer kr
Ek nanhi si muskaan chehre se, phir jod leta hu. "Yeh samay kharab h, aagey jo hoga acha hi hoga!" Haan yahi Keh kr toh khud ko behlata hu. "Aj khud ko sambhal le, kal har sapna poora hoga! "
Yahi soch kar, har raat khud ko sulata hu.
Kabhi khud ko lori sunata hu.
Toh kabhi apne sapno ko kahaniyon me bun kr khud ko sunata hu.
Aisa nahi h ki koi samajhne wala nahin mujhe.
Aur Sunne ke liye toh mere azeez mujhe ghere khade rehte h.
Pr 'Phir kabhi!' bolkr unse nazrein churata hu.
"Haan Sab theek hai!", keh kar unko b bewakoof banata hu.
Sunta hu sabki baatein bade dhyaan se,
Aur hal unki pareshaaniyo ke Hazaar batata hu,
Kabhi woh na samjhein toh ghanto baith kr samjhata hu,
Dusro ki madad krke khud ko behtar mehsoos karata hu.
Unke chehre par chamak laut-te dekh khud ko khush pata hu.
Par ye toh Roz ki baat ho gayi,
Chalo aaj, apni baat batata hu.
Sab puchte hai haal mera, "Sab badhiya!" keh kr
apne gham chupata hu.
Roz Puchta hu khud se,
'Chupane se sb thk ho jaega?' Nahin, agar aisa hota toh koi chehra mayoos na hota!
'Batane se doosro ke samne kamzor lagoge?' Nahin, agar aisa hota toh iss baat ka kabhi Zikr bhi na hota. 'Phir kya h jo tumhe rokta h, sb bayaa krne se?' 'Phir kyu itna samay lag gaya kuch bolne me?' Iska Jawaab hota toh shyd ye likh na raha hota,
Apna Dil halka kar,
Kisi k kandhe par rakh apna sar ro raha hota!
Khair bohot ho g*i apni baat,
Ab mai chalta hu.