02/02/2020
Chapter 1
THE STORY OF MY LIFE
I was 16 and he was 21....
I had a crush on him and he had a crush
But because of my age that complicated things 😑
At first I told my self that I must not show him how I felt about him 😪
But each day I saw him at church my heart would want me to talk but my mind would talk another....
One day without seeing him I would be emotional and Sad so one day I decided that I am going to tell him how I felt but there was something that didn't want to.
After church I went to him and told him😅 although I was scared but I managed...after I told him things began to be awkward 😒My feelings were decreasing..I felt so stupid I was Soo disappointed and feeling ashamed at the same time😶I felt like the world has ended for me although I created that by my self...
It was hard I started not going to church to avoid this🤔Until when my mother forced me to go to church I didn't want to because I knew that I have done something 😥but I didn't have a choice.I went to church that day i bought new clothes and done a nice looking hairstyle, When I entered "my God" I saw him my body started shaking I almost cried but because mom was around I didn't I even wanted to go back home but I couldn't 😢
When he saw me he pretended as if nothing happened 😟
After church he called me I was on my way to the toilet I wanted to go to him but because I was going with mom I couldn't I said to him he should wait 😩
When I was about to go to him I lied I said mom I want to chat with him about something, then I went to hinðŸ˜
When I asked what's up he said Come closer I don't want someone to hear me😟in my mind am asking my self Soo many questions not knowing he was...
When I was close to him he kissed me 😳 I didn't know how I felt that moment 😮I was confused but I told my self I am going with the flow too😉
To be continued
