29/12/2023
FB askes what's on my mind.
Welllll, it almost a year approaching I lost my brother Kevin Wayne not a day goes by I don't think about him...this whole month I have tried so hard to keep my mind together for business meetings and even when I'm on stage usually somewhat takes the hurt away for a short bit cause I'm losing myself in the music but then everytime I play, certain songs reminds me of when Kev and I played together I pull it off while I'm on stage cause you know...the show must go on.
But then I get in my truck heading home then it hits me hard, most nights I have to pull off the side of the road cause I break down and my tears gets the better of me.
I was somewhat OK tonight then I was listening through songs on my play list and a song came up i didnt expect, Kev wrote called;
Hearts Don't Unbreak and most songs brother wrote or produced he didn't sing he just wrote most of the music to it but, on this song he sang to demo it...OMG it hit me like ton of bricks hearing his true voice so raw so pretty...I almost wrecked I had to pull over and get my tears out and take a moment to write this ...its just a reminder my brother is thinking of me at that time...and dammit Kev ya almost made me wreck but thank you for sending the signals I miss and love you...thank you our dear lord and savior for taking care of my brother, love dad Jacky Waldrop and mom for having such a wonderful son that I have shared my life with I love you all.