Nude Podcast

24/01/2021

A brief update on what is happening with me and the podcast right now 💋

Just a quickie update for you mwah x Support this podcast at — https://redcircle.com/nude/donations

22/12/2020

N**e Podcast is taking a break until Next Year
Happy Holidays Everyone!
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10/12/2020

NEW EPISODE OUT NOW 😁 😁 😁

In this episode David and I get deep into what vulneriblity means to us and how we hold space for eachother to express it. David shares openly about some feelings that came up for him while attending our most recent play party and you get to hear just a little about our new love Johanna. (More on this exciting news to come in later episodes eeek)

Just another raw and honest chat between two lovers trying to find more ways to understand and love eachother better. Enjoy x

In this episode David and I get deep into what vulneriblity means to us and how we hold space for eachother to express it. David shares openly about some feelings that came up for him while attending our most recent play party and you get to hear just a little about our new love Johanna. (More on th...

29/11/2020

There is so much that goes into creating a healthy, vibrant and sustainable intimate relationship! I've found that non-attachment and the ability to embrace change within ourselves and our partners is one of the most vital. In this episode I share my thoughts and experience with this. Enjoy x

There is so much that goes into creating a healthy, vibrant and sustainable intimate relationship! I've found that non-attachent and the ability to embrace change within ourselves and our partners is one of the most vital. In this episode I share my thoughts and experience with this in my current re...

18/11/2020

Sometimes us st*****rs just need to have a good old rant about our jobs and the annoying sh*t customers say and do. Thats what this episode is. Enjoy x

Sometimes us st*****rs just need to have a good old rant about our jobs and the annoying sh*t customers say and do. Thats what this episode is. Enjoy x Support this podcast at — https://redcircle.com/nude/donations

10/11/2020

Part 2 is HERE YASSS! 🙌

In part 2 of this delicious audio food for your earholes and brain we talk about individuality and independence within relationship, a man's mission, role-play to re-polarize and more yummy things too juicy for social media 🤐

In part 2 of this delicious audio food for your earholes and brain we talk about individuality and independence within relationship, a man's mission, role-play to re-polarize, she c**s first, cm fasting, more cm talk cm cum cum! Support this podcast at — https://redcircle.com/nude/donations

10/11/2020

We share some of the conflicts and challenges that have come up in our relatioship since David asked me "How can I be a better lover to you?" Turns out we were ready for some growing pains and you get to listen in on a very vulnerable and open sharing about how that worked out for us, you lucky little beans you are!

We share some of the conflicts and challenges that have come up in our relatioship since David asked me "How can I be a better lover to you? Turns out we were ready for some growing pains and you get to listen in on a very vulnerable and open sharing about how that worked out for us, you lucky littl...

01/11/2020

New Episode OUT NOW 😁

Sometimes when we're having s*x something feels off, the energies are misaligned and one, both or all people invloved need to ask for a pause or a complete stop. This happened to me recently and it brought a whole lot of stuff to the surface that may be useful for others to think on too.

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Sometimes when we're having s*x something feels off, the energies are misaligned and one, both or all people invloved need to ask for a pause or a complete stop. This happened to me recently and it brought a whole lot of stuff to the surface that may be useful for others to think on too. Support thi...

21/10/2020

Are you well fu**ed? Let's talk about it 🙃

I've noticed that the majority of men I've spoken to about s*x over my life tend to believe they are great lovers and have it all figured out. Yet the majority of women I've spoken to complain that most men dont know how to f**k them properly. Lets be real, mastering the art of f**king women well ta...

14/10/2020

Sometimes we are presented with just the right information at the right moment to bring a beautiful clarity and sharp awareness into our being. This book did this for me, and I think its one of those books that everyone can learn something from whether you agree with everything he says or not. Go on ahead and have a listen to how this book has changed my life!

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Sometimes we are presented with just the right information at the right moment to bring a beautiful clarity and sharp awareness into our being. This book did this for me, and I think its one of those books that everyone can learn something from whether you agree with everything he says or not. Go on...

07/10/2020

Next Episode OUT NOW! 😁
Radical self responsibility is the only way forward if you ask me but what does that even look like? The one thing that makes me feel most powerful is owning my whole self, my triggers, my trauma and all the choices I make. In this episode I take you through how I process my triggers and move from a victim space to an empowered space.

Radical self responsibility is the only way forward if you ask me but what does that even look like? The one thing that makes me feel most powerful is owning my whole self, my triggers, my trauma and all the choices I make. In this episode I take you through how I process my triggers and move from a...

30/09/2020

What does it mean to be POWERFUL?

For me, owning everything that I am and all the choices I make/ed is what makes me powerful.

I'm polyamorous, kinky, an ethical slut, a stripper, a witch, a dancer, a woman, a mother, a bitch, a freak, a do******ix, a rebel, a pervert, a wierdo. Sometimes I'm narcissistic, selfish, insensitive, rude, mean, self-righteous and judgemental. I've batted away red flags, pushed through people's boundaries to get what I want, refused great advice, demanded attention and handed out unsolicited advice left right and centre. I've been a martyr, self-victimized and told stories and sometimes even lies to get a reaction. I've got my own trauma, ancestral trauma and the trauma of the collective all within me. I've got shadows, many of them, and I'm not scared to face them and bring them into the light, I'm not even scared to show them to you.

I own all of this, it's mine to take responsibility for, to improve upon, to transform.

There's nothing you can say about me or to me that I haven't already admitted to and owned myself. No one can take my power away from me because I grew it inside myself, upon a foundation of radical truth and honesty.

What makes you powerful?

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29/09/2020

Part 2 of Stepping Into Our Power with Nikki Rhodes OUT NOW!!

Continuing the conversation with Nikki we get into chatting about clearing your energetic field to attract what's meant for you, embracing discomfort to access your authentic freedom and choice, how women can begin to reclaim thier power and the top 3 challenges faced by Nikki's clients. Mwah enjoy.

Continuing the conversation with Nikki we get into chatting about clearing your energetic field to attract what's meant for you, embracing discomfort to access your authentic freedom and choice, how women can begin to reclaim thier power and the top 3 challenges faced by Nikki's clients. Mwah enjoy....

29/09/2020

The amazing is here with us to share her journey of transformation! WHOA! In part 1 of 2 we cover such juciness as the beautiful dance of sisterhood, the gift of jealousy and what divine beauty you can manifest in your life when you trust your intuition and take a leap of faith. Enjoy x

The amazing Nikki Rhodes is here with us to share her journey of transformation! WHOA! In part 1 of 2 we cover such juciness as the beautiful dance of sisterhood, the gift of jealousy and what divine beauty you can manifest in your life when you trust your intuition and take a leap of faith. Enjoy x...

16/09/2020

There's something about the shape of women's bodies that delight me to the core.. soft, squishy, sensuous, delicious curves. I never tire of looking at them, watching women dance is still one of my favourite things to do. How sad it is that our culture is still so terrified of the power of the feminine.The magnetism of a beautiful and powerful woman is undeniable and so I understand the fear in people's hearts. I reckon this fear will dissipate when enough of us get in touch with our own inner divine feminine regardless of s*x/gender. This work is needed for all humans. Otherwise, the fear will continue to pervade our society, holding us all back from living out our true potential. My deepest hope is that enough of us will continue to speak out and stand up for the liberation of us all from this bullsh*ttery. I plan to do all I can to elevate the voices of all the epic beings out there doing this great work. Finding my purpose is such a treat 🙌

16/09/2020

When I look at a picture of myself it appears I see a completely different image than everyone else. Of course this makes sense, we all see the world and everything in it through our unique perspective but the distortion between what I see and others see seems to be significant.

For most of my life I've looked at pictures of myself in disgust. No doubt this is in part due to the trauma I experienced in childhood where I was bullied for being fat, ugly and ginger.

Its amazing how deeply this cuts as a child and all the ways in which as an adult I am still holding this, still living from this wounded space, still seeing myself through thier eyes.

I'm still discovering these tendancies and habits all the time. But thankfully I greet them with curiosity now, I even manage compassion occasionally! 😅

I just did a photo shoot and it went great, but spending half a day focusing on my appearance was a challenge to say the least, and I actually had a good cry later in the day when I was finally alone and able to process some of what came up.

What a journey it is healing these traumas! A long, slow and arduous one! It's interesting to me that it just doesn't matter how many people tell me I'm attractive, beautiful and s*xy, the trauma from those early years is deep and strongly held tight inside me, all bundled up within my cells. It won't go away with a few compliments!

I think being a stripper has been both repetitively triggering and healing for this, its probably a core reason why I do it.

If I haven't learnt to love myself for all that I am, my humaness, my fat, my "imperfections", my asymmetry, then all I see are these things jumping out at me from a picture or a mirror. I see only the physical.

But when I look at a picture of someone I love I see not just the snapshot of physical form, I see their soul, thier entire being, I see them as a WHOLE person, a person I love.

And I love them not DESPITE thier imperfections but BECAUSE of them. It's those things that make them so very human and unique.

Learning to love myself for all my imperfections actually started with learning to love others this way, loving myself this way was unimaginable for a long time but I think I'm getting there now.

I judge myself hard for even caring how I look too, but how can I not care in our culture? In a culture where youth and beauty is worshipped, don't we all care, atleast a little? Self image is a strange thing.. Thoughts?

14/09/2020

Newest episode of N**e out NOW!!

Baby Daddy Ray and I have loved eachother for nearly 12 years! In this episode we share the intricate details of our relationship journey from monogamy to polyamory, a baby, mental health struggles, our pan/bi-s*xuality, co-living in a V dynamic, jealousy and break ups. ITS ALL IN HERE! If you're curious about non-monogamy and what it can look like long term then this episode is for you.

Baby Daddy Ray and I have loved eachother for nearly 12 years! In this episode we share the intricate details of our relationship journey from monogamy to polyamory, a baby, mental health struggles, our pan/bi-s*xuality, co-living in a V dynamic, jealousy and break ups. ITS ALL IN HERE! If you're cu...

08/09/2020

Anyone else get turned on by nature? 🤤
I was offered the opportunity to stay in this beautiful little cabin in the forest with this EPIC view from the bedroom. Nothing makes me feel more alive than being in nature! And making love in the forest = 10/10 s*xy times 😜

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08/09/2020

Hey beauties! The debrief of the play party is now availiable on itunes yay! We're having some trouble with the distribution to spotify right now so unfortunately there is a bit of a delay on this one, I'm doing all i can to get this this sorted ASAP! In the mean time head over and have a listen if ya can 😘

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06/09/2020

It feels like I've lived most of my life almost entirely from my head, my yang, my masculine. I've pe*****ted life with full force, and you had better not have got in my way.
This is a habit I picked up in childhood, where I learned I needed to look after myself and if I needed something done it was to be me who did it. I was sometimes told "you can't rely on anyone else, only yourself"
I learned that it was safest to be in control ALWAYS! To be tough and to show everyone they had better not mess with me. Well, this has served me in many ways, but it's time for me to let go, to surrender, to soften. There is so much beauty and strength in surrender, and there is DEFINITELY a whole tonne of pleasure in it!
I'm embracing the beautiful and sacred energy of the feminine more and more, the vulnerability, the sweetness the receptivity. In a society that continues to value those who pe*****te more than those who surrender and receive, I'm choosing the latter anyway. Because if we can move between these energies with ease, not getting too stuck in one I think here is where peace within ourselves can be found.

06/09/2020

Who wants to go to a play party with me? Listen in on how i prepared for our first play party together ☺️

Ever wondered what it might be like to go to a play party with a partner? SAME! SO WE WENT TO ONE TO FIND OUT! I thought it would be fun to record my partner David and I discussing our boundaries, thoughts, feelings and fears beforehand and then share it with you lucky little curious kittys! And sta...

06/09/2020

Episode #2 of N**e out NOW! With special guest Coco Sage 🥰

Listen to this episode from N**e on Spotify. Is there something your soul wants to share with the world but you keep putting it off for when the time is right? Is there a dream you have or a part of yourself you've given up on? In this episode Coco and I chat about some of our struggles with staying...