Sober Out Loud

25/07/2024

I wasn't going to post anything, but it is STILL bothering me even after sleeping on it.

Long story short, I apparently acted "out of place" (suggesting a slight change in plans and staying and needing a few minutes in my car, wtf???) and in a heat of moment, was asked, "What are you, drunk? Have you been drinking, huh???"

At that moment I had let it go, but when it was over, it started tugging at me. This person didn't even know me when I was an LDG but it hurt all the same. It hurt A LOT.

Say what you will about me. I'm not perfect, never said I was. Say ANYTHING about me, about my past, about my promiscuity..... but MY sobriety, you leave the eff alone.

MY SOBRIETY is MINE and mine alone.

I can handle strangers talking crap because they don't know me and never been in my shoes. But someone who DOES know me and has seen me grow over the last 7 years..... Seen me go through Hell and back with the dynamics that is sobriety and I have never faltered..... A slap in the face would've hurt less.

Y'all, don't EVER let ANYONE undermine or disrespect your sobriety and your efforts. It is YOUR and YOURS alone.

- Annie W

•
•
•

✨𝙇𝙞𝙠𝙚, 𝙛𝙤𝙡𝙡𝙤𝙬, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙖𝙙𝙙𝙞𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣/𝙨𝙤𝙗𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙩𝙮/𝙧𝙚𝙘𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮-𝙧𝙚𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙙 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙣𝙩

✨𝙄𝙛 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙤𝙧 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙞𝙨 𝙨𝙪𝙛𝙛𝙚𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙖𝙙𝙙𝙞𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣, 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙞𝙨 𝙃𝙊𝙋𝙀 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝙃𝙀𝙇𝙋!

✨𝙍𝙚𝙨𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙘𝙚𝙨 𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙠 𝙞𝙣 𝙗𝙞𝙤

✨𝙁𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙝𝙚𝙡𝙥 24-7 𝙫𝙞𝙖 𝙎𝘼𝙈𝙃𝙎𝘼’𝙨 𝙉𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙖𝙡 𝙃𝙚𝙡𝙥𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙚 𝙖𝙩 1-800-662-𝙃𝙀𝙇𝙋 (4357)

21/07/2024

★ ＬｉVᎥ𝓝𝔾 Ｄ𝕖Ãđ 𝐆เг𝕝 ★

Portraits of my former self.

Dead inside.

The only thing I loved had killed my soul.

- Annie W

•
•
•

✨𝙇𝙞𝙠𝙚, 𝙛𝙤𝙡𝙡𝙤𝙬, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙖𝙙𝙙𝙞𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣/𝙨𝙤𝙗𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙩𝙮/𝙧𝙚𝙘𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮-𝙧𝙚𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙙 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙣𝙩

✨𝙄𝙛 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙤𝙧 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙞𝙨 𝙨𝙪𝙛𝙛𝙚𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙖𝙙𝙙𝙞𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣, 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙞𝙨 𝙃𝙊𝙋𝙀 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝙃𝙀𝙇𝙋!

✨𝙍𝙚𝙨𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙘𝙚𝙨 𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙠 𝙞𝙣 𝙗𝙞𝙤

✨𝙁𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙝𝙚𝙡𝙥 24-7 𝙫𝙞𝙖 𝙎𝘼𝙈𝙃𝙎𝘼’𝙨 𝙉𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙖𝙡 𝙃𝙚𝙡𝙥𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙚 𝙖𝙩 1-800-662-𝙃𝙀𝙇𝙋 (4357)

14/07/2024

I don't care what anyone has to say, despite ANY political affiliations or opinions, this is just despicable that anyone would try to ASSASSINATE him.

You want the truth, maybe some can't handle it yet, but I hope it is plain and wide open for all to SEE what has been happening to our country and those that want to save it.

Something major has happened, and things have and will shift, but we must remain STRONG, keep our sobriety, and hold onto our Higher Powers.

Remember, no one can keep God's Warriors down.

God Bless, SOL Fam!
🙏🇺🇸🙏

- Annie W

29/06/2024

Good afternoon SOL Fam!

I'm about to go hiking with my fiancé. What are y'all doing in this fine SOBER Saturday afternoon?

- Annie W

🙏❤️🙏

25/06/2024

I lived life as a ✨️Living Dead Girl✨️ - dead on the inside yet still functioning every day.

That was in college at SFSU, where it all started.

I wish I could go back and tell her, "NO! STAY AWAY FROM THAT! STAY WITH GOD!" and give her a hug.

But then, I wouldn't be who I am today.

I wouldn't be a soldier for Christ who was given the gift to See.

I wouldn't be that Experience, Strength, and Hope that many Addicts look to when they need help.

I wouldn't have been through so many battles, as painful as they have been, that made me withstand the greatest Gaslighting and Psyop of our Modern Times.

I wouldn't be the adult I needed to be to little Annie, whom I can now give a hug to and say, "It'll be okay, you're not alone, I will protect you now."

- Annie W

•
•
•



✨𝙇𝙞𝙠𝙚, 𝙛𝙤𝙡𝙡𝙤𝙬, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙖𝙙𝙙𝙞𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣/𝙨𝙤𝙗𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙩𝙮/𝙧𝙚𝙘𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮-𝙧𝙚𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙙 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙣𝙩

✨𝙄𝙛 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙤𝙧 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙞𝙨 𝙨𝙪𝙛𝙛𝙚𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙖𝙙𝙙𝙞𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣, 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙞𝙨 𝙃𝙊𝙋𝙀 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝙃𝙀𝙇𝙋!

✨𝙍𝙚𝙨𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙘𝙚𝙨 𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙠 𝙞𝙣 𝙗𝙞𝙤

✨𝙁𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙝𝙚𝙡𝙥 24-7 𝙫𝙞𝙖 𝙎𝘼𝙈𝙃𝙎𝘼’𝙨 𝙉𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙖𝙡 𝙃𝙚𝙡𝙥𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙚 𝙖𝙩 1-800-662-𝙃𝙀𝙇𝙋 (4357)

17/06/2024

No one:

Me: I can control my drinking!

In recovery, I've found that laughter IS indeed the best medicine! We've all been through the wringer, otherwise we wouldn't be here. But if we can't laugh at ourselves, then what can we do?

Am I wrong? 🤣🤡🤷‍♀️

✨️Just keepin' it real!

✨️✨️Happy Monday, SOL Fam!

13/06/2024

God gave me the gift of sobriety (life) and the gift to see (beyond this physical realm) so I could break my family's trauma and help others do the same.

- Annie W

•
•
•



✨𝙇𝙞𝙠𝙚, 𝙛𝙤𝙡𝙡𝙤𝙬, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙖𝙙𝙙𝙞𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣/𝙨𝙤𝙗𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙩𝙮/𝙧𝙚𝙘𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮-𝙧𝙚𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙙 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙣𝙩

10/06/2024

Let me repeat that for y'all:

"𝘐𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘢 𝘴𝘰𝘤𝘪𝘦𝘵𝘺: 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘢 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘳𝘶𝘨𝘴 𝘪𝘵 𝘶𝘴𝘦𝘴, 𝘌𝘹𝘤𝘦𝘱𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘱𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘮𝘢𝘤𝘦𝘶𝘵𝘪𝘤𝘢𝘭 𝘱𝘰𝘪𝘴𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘸𝘰 𝘥𝘳𝘶𝘨𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘞𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘯 𝘤𝘪𝘷𝘪𝘭𝘪𝘻𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘰𝘭𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘴; 𝘊𝘢𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘔𝘰𝘯𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘍𝘳𝘪𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘳𝘨𝘪𝘻𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘦𝘯𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘥𝘶𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘺𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘮, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙖𝙡𝙘𝙤𝙝𝙤𝙡 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙁𝙧𝙞𝙙𝙖𝙮 𝙩𝙤 𝙈𝙤𝙣𝙙𝙖𝙮 𝙩𝙤 𝙠𝙚𝙚𝙥 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙩𝙤𝙤 𝙨𝙩𝙪𝙥𝙞𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙛𝙞𝙜𝙪𝙧𝙚 𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙥𝙧𝙞𝙨𝙤𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙡𝙞𝙫𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙞𝙣."

- Bill Hicks (American comedian)

When I sobered up, God lifted my veil and he gave me new eyes to SEE.

There were TRUTHS I REALLY DIDN'T WANT TO KNOW. Red Pills that were hard to swallow. Losing friends left and right because of changed ideologies, beliefs, and lifestyles.

I'm sure it's no secret to you all what and who I stand and do not stand for as an American.

But no matter who you are, where you live, where your heritage is from, what your skin color is, who you voted for, who you like to sleep with (consensual is a MUST!), what you do with YOUR OWN ADULT body, any of these, if you have a drinking problem, I'm here!

I will help you if you ask and TRULY want it for YOURSELF (at the end of the day, YOU have to live with yourself and your Higher Power). And if you take the time to do some research and end up in a rabbit hole, I will be there to help you. To get you through your personal Awakening.

The world is changing in ways we never imagined but you cannot be afraid any longer. I had God, my E, and my Truther community help me through my Awakening.

Let your Higher Power guide you but trust yourself, your gut instinct; it's there for a reason.

Stay safe and vigilant, my SOL Fam!

- Annie W

🙏❤️🙏

28/05/2024

A little neighborly advice:

✨️𝙇𝙞𝙛𝙚 𝙝𝙖𝙨 𝙣𝙤 𝙧𝙚𝙢𝙤𝙩𝙚, 𝙜𝙚𝙩 𝙪𝙥 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛

✨️𝙎𝙩𝙖𝙮 𝙨𝙬𝙚𝙚𝙩, 𝙡𝙚𝙩 𝙠𝙖𝙧𝙢𝙖 𝙗𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙗𝙞𝙩𝙘𝙝

Well said, neighbor.



- Annie W

•
•
•

✶𝘓𝘪𝘬𝘦, 𝘧𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘰𝘸, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘥𝘥𝘪𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯/𝘴𝘰𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘵𝘺/𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺-𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘵

✶✶𝘐𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘰𝘳 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘴𝘶𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘢𝘥𝘥𝘪𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯, 𝘛𝘏𝘌𝘙𝘌 𝘐𝘚 𝘏𝘖𝘗𝘌 𝘈𝘕𝘋 𝘏𝘌𝘓𝘗!

✶✶✶𝘍𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘱 24/7 𝘷𝘪𝘢 𝘚𝘈𝘔𝘏𝘚𝘈'𝘴 𝘕𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘢𝘭 𝘏𝘦𝘭𝘱𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘦 - 1-800-662-𝘏𝘌𝘓𝘗 (4357)

★★𝐑𝐞𝐬𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐜𝐞𝐬: 𝐡𝐭𝐭𝐩𝐬://𝐦𝐬𝐡𝐚.𝐤𝐞/𝐬𝐨𝐛𝐞𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐝

25/04/2024

I wore this perfume today.

Pleasures by Estee Lauder.

It has been my favorite fragrance since high school.

I stopped wearing this for years because it was THE perfume I used to mask everything. To mask the alcohol, p*e, or other things that I didn't want people knowing. To smell this was a CONSTANT reminder of my addiction, and it only feuled my shame and anger, which of course were feelings I wanted to numb so I would drink to subdue and then put on some more to hide my shame.

No more.

I'm NOT a victim anymore.

Y'all know about the video that has recently changed my way of thinking (refer to my previous posts). With that, I'm trying to change my perspective and take my shizz back!

I AM THE CAPTAIN NOW.

I've never written a farewell letter to BAD (Big/Bad Alcohol Demon). I think I need to, in order to let go of my past and move forward and NOT be like Lot's wife and keep moving forward.

God gave me my life back.

Now, He is allowing me to take back only the good things that serve me well. Like wanting to smell extra nice just because.

Do something that makes you happy today, Sol Fam. Then write about it, post about it, talk about it, or just do it and not tell anyone.

Have a safe and happy Thursday!
😎🙏❤️



✨𝙇𝙞𝙠𝙚, 𝙛𝙤𝙡𝙡𝙤𝙬, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙖𝙙𝙙𝙞𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣/𝙨𝙤𝙗𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙩𝙮/𝙧𝙚𝙘𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮-𝙧𝙚𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙙 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙣𝙩 💖

✨ 𝙄𝙛 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙤𝙧 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙞𝙨 𝙨𝙪𝙛𝙛𝙚𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙖𝙙𝙙𝙞𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣, 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙞𝙨 𝙃𝙊𝙋𝙀 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝙃𝙀𝙇𝙋!

✨ 𝙍𝙚𝙨𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙘𝙚𝙨 𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙠 𝙞𝙣 𝙗𝙞𝙤

✨ 𝙁𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙝𝙚𝙡𝙥 24-7 𝙫𝙞𝙖 𝙎𝘼𝙈𝙃𝙎𝘼’𝙨 𝙉𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙖𝙡 𝙃𝙚𝙡𝙥𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙚 𝙖𝙩 1-800-662-𝙃𝙀𝙇𝙋 (4357)

24/04/2024

Just a sober start to my day!

Happy Wednesday SOL Fam, we're halfway there! 🎉✨️😎

✨️



•
•
•

✨𝙇𝙞𝙠𝙚, 𝙛𝙤𝙡𝙡𝙤𝙬, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙖𝙙𝙙𝙞𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣/𝙨𝙤𝙗𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙩𝙮/𝙧𝙚𝙘𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮-𝙧𝙚𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙙 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙣𝙩 💖

✨ 𝙄𝙛 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙤𝙧 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙞𝙨 𝙨𝙪𝙛𝙛𝙚𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙖𝙙𝙙𝙞𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣, 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙞𝙨 𝙃𝙊𝙋𝙀 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝙃𝙀𝙇𝙋!

✨ 𝙍𝙚𝙨𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙘𝙚𝙨 𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙠 𝙞𝙣 𝙗𝙞𝙤

✨ 𝙁𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙝𝙚𝙡𝙥 24-7 𝙫𝙞𝙖 𝙎𝘼𝙈𝙃𝙎𝘼’𝙨 𝙉𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙖𝙡 𝙃𝙚𝙡𝙥𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙚 𝙖𝙩 1-800-662-𝙃𝙀𝙇𝙋 (4357)

15/04/2024

Ｄａｙ ２６００

I remember the nights when I begged for a simple kind of life.

To be free of my mental prison. A mental prison that I wouldn't even wish on my worst enemy.

I had wondered if I would ever smile again.

✨️✨️✨️WE DO RECOVER!✨️✨️✨️

- Annie W



•
•
•

✨ 𝙇𝙞𝙠𝙚, 𝙛𝙤𝙡𝙡𝙤𝙬, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙖𝙙𝙙𝙞𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣/𝙨𝙤𝙗𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙩𝙮/𝙧𝙚𝙘𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮-𝙧𝙚𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙙 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙣𝙩

✨ 𝙄𝙛 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙤𝙧 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙞𝙨 𝙨𝙪𝙛𝙛𝙚𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙖𝙙𝙙𝙞𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣, 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙞𝙨 𝙃𝙊𝙋𝙀 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝙃𝙀𝙇𝙋!

✨ 𝙍𝙚𝙨𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙘𝙚𝙨 𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙠 𝙞𝙣 𝙗𝙞𝙤

✨ 𝙁𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙝𝙚𝙡𝙥 24-7 𝙫𝙞𝙖 𝙎𝘼𝙈𝙃𝙎𝘼’𝙨 𝙉𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙖𝙡 𝙃𝙚𝙡𝙥𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙚 𝙖𝙩 1-800-662-𝙃𝙀𝙇𝙋 (4357)

07/03/2024

Posted • 🔶🔶🔶 With the days away, street art hit various iconic spots throughout Hollywood and West L.A. Wednesday shining a spotlight on America’s fentanyl epidemic and hitting the politicians not doing enough to combat it, including President Joe Biden, California Governor Gavin Newsom (D), and Senate GOP Leader Mitch McConnell (R-KY). Most notably, the eye-popping artwork landed in the district of sitting Congressman and U.S. Senate candidate Adam Schiff, who is also portrayed in the art. Article link in bio with all photos.🔶🔶🔶

✨️

𝘍𝘰𝘳 𝘈𝘮𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘤𝘢𝘯𝘴 𝘢𝘨𝘦 18-45, 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩 𝘪𝘴 𝘧𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘭 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘥𝘰𝘴𝘦. 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘢𝘥𝘥𝘪𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘥𝘳𝘶𝘨 𝘪𝘴 𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘱𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘪𝘣𝘭𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘯𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘭𝘺 70% 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘜𝘯𝘪𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘚𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘴' 107,000+ 𝘥𝘳𝘶𝘨 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘥𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘴 50 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘯 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘰𝘪𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 100 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘯 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘱𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘦*

+

The above statement is shocking to me. Well, it is, but it isn't; the numbers are much higher than last I checked/read and that makes my heart sad.

Politicians are but a FRACTION of the underlying drug crisis. Being awakened, I have done deep dives into the drug realm, and it is much more sinister than you think. The blood on these politicians' hands go even higher up.

Drugs are no joke.

If you're still using, drinking, and can't stop, PLEASE SEEK HELP! There is a whole community waiting here to give you our support!

Stay safe, SOL Fam!
🙏🙏🙏

#100000

06/03/2024

Today, we honor those lost to overdose with .

Let's raise awareness and support for those struggling with addiction.

Together, we can break the stigma and save lives. 🖤

💫



•
•
•

✶𝘓𝘪𝘬𝘦, 𝘧𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘰𝘸, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘥𝘥𝘪𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯/𝘴𝘰𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘵𝘺/𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺-𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘵

✶✶𝘐𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘰𝘳 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘴𝘶𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘢𝘥𝘥𝘪𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯, 𝘛𝘏𝘌𝘙𝘌 𝘐𝘚 𝘏𝘖𝘗𝘌 𝘈𝘕𝘋 𝘏𝘌𝘓𝘗!

✶✶✶𝘍𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘱 24/7 𝘷𝘪𝘢 𝘚𝘈𝘔𝘏𝘚𝘈'𝘴 𝘕𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘢𝘭 𝘏𝘦𝘭𝘱𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘦 - 1-800-662-𝘏𝘌𝘓𝘗 (4357)

★★𝐑𝐞𝐬𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐜𝐞𝐬: 𝐡𝐭𝐭𝐩𝐬://𝐦𝐬𝐡𝐚.𝐤𝐞/𝐬𝐨𝐛𝐞𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐝

03/03/2024

2556 days ago, I woke up.

Not just from a broken, hungover sleep, not just from my 9-day blacked out drinking binge, but God spoke to me and sent 2 angels and showed me what would happen if I continued drinking.

I woke up from the spell the Devil had put on me.

No more feeling sick, no more wondering if BAD (Big Alcohol Demon) would be there at any social gathering, waiting for its thirst to be quenched, no more driving around to different stores to make sure I wasn't recognized, no more having to brush teeth or chew gum or spray perfume all over before being approached or approaching someone.

I was a prisoner in my own mind and body. If I didn't drink, I was SOOOOO anxious and uncomfortable. Not to mention the isolation and loneliness, the dark nights when I would drink and cry into the bottle wondering what was wrong with me and how did I get here?

I admit it, I still cry at the thought of the past. I try VERY VERY hard not to dwell on it, but I can't help it sometimes. I don't know why no one says it out loud, but living with alcoholism is a VERY traumatic experience. I guess it might sound like a pity party, but it's not. To live in constant shame, anxiety, fear, craving of a poison, to live in SURVIVAL mode, to hear things you shouldn't..... no way to live and it DOES affect our psyche.

7 years later, here I am.

I spent the first 5 years physically and spiritually recovering. The last 2, with the help of this page, I have spent recovering my mental health, getting down deep into the muddy roots of my pain. It hurts and it makes me cry all over again but I know I am healing, One Day At A Time.

✨️If you're still suffering from addiction, there IS help AND hope! Don't give up! Keep trying, there is someone out there that cares!

Thank you everyone, for being a part of this recovery stage in my life. I don't feel like it's just MY sobriety and success, it's yours too!

Happy Sunday SOL Fam!

God Bless!!!

🙏❤️🙏



✶𝘓𝘪𝘬𝘦, 𝘧𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘰𝘸, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘥𝘥𝘪𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯/𝘴𝘰𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘵𝘺/𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺-𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘵

✶✶𝘐𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘰𝘳 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘴𝘶𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘢𝘥𝘥𝘪𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯, 𝘛𝘏𝘌𝘙𝘌 𝘐𝘚 𝘏𝘖𝘗𝘌 𝘈𝘕𝘋 𝘏𝘌𝘓𝘗!

✶✶✶𝘍𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘱 24/7 𝘷𝘪𝘢 𝘚𝘈𝘔𝘏𝘚𝘈'𝘴 𝘕𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘢𝘭 𝘏𝘦𝘭𝘱𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘦 - 1-800-662-𝘏𝘌𝘓𝘗 (4357)

★★𝐑𝐞𝐬𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐜𝐞𝐬: 𝐡𝐭𝐭𝐩𝐬://𝐦𝐬𝐡𝐚.𝐤𝐞/𝐬𝐨𝐛𝐞𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐝

27/02/2024

I found this monarch butterfly dying next to my car yesterday at work. I didn't want it to get crushed and its wing was broken, so I put it onto a leaf and transported it to a safer spot, in some greenery that's in front of my space.

I cried as I set it down and made it a little leaf fort. I prayed for it because it IS one of God's littlest creations, and I felt bad because I didn't know what to do for it; I felt helpless watching it die. 😭 I thought of the times my own wings were broken and nobody seemed to want to help. Or they did, and I was too proud and scared to ask for help. So maybe subconsciously, this was what I was doing - helping the ones who can't ask for help or even to make up for people I didn't help.

This isn't the first time I've encountered a dying monarch. I picked one up not too long ago at my house. That one, I know it lived because not even after a few minutes, I looked over to its spot and it was gone.

I prayed because I had no idea why this little encounter hit me so hard. I put some water on a leaf near it because I didn't want it to die of thirst. I don't know how, and if butterflies feel pain, but as a sensitive human, I tend to anthropomorphize animals. God heard my worry though. As soon as I left to go back inside, it started raining. And it didn't stop until the late evening.

God Shots.

Happy Tuesday, SOL Fam!
🙏💖🙏

💫

22/02/2024

Seriously, some of that shizz was NOT COOL AT ALL.

We've all been there.

💫



•

💫𝘓𝘪𝘬𝘦, 𝘧𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘰𝘸, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘥𝘥𝘪𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯/𝘴𝘰𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘵𝘺/𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺-𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘵

✶𝘐𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘰𝘳 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘴𝘶𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘢𝘥𝘥𝘪𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯, 𝘛𝘏𝘌𝘙𝘌 𝘐𝘚 𝘏𝘖𝘗𝘌 𝘈𝘕𝘋 𝘏𝘌𝘓𝘗!

✶✶𝘙𝘦𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘤𝘦𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘪𝘯 𝘣𝘪𝘰

✶✶✶𝘍𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘱 24/7 𝘷𝘪𝘢 𝘚𝘈𝘔𝘏𝘚𝘈'𝘴 𝘕𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘢𝘭 𝘏𝘦𝘭𝘱𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘦 - 1-800-662-𝘏𝘌𝘓𝘗 (4357)

★★𝐑𝐞𝐬𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐜𝐞𝐬: 𝐡𝐭𝐭𝐩𝐬://𝐦𝐬𝐡𝐚.𝐤𝐞/𝐬𝐨𝐛𝐞𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐝

21/02/2024

I remember in between the alcoholic fog and lucidity, I would wonder what it would take, what would have to happen, in order for me to stop?

𝘏𝘰𝘸 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘐? 𝘐 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘵𝘰𝘰 𝘥𝘦𝘦𝘱, 𝘐'𝘮 𝘥𝘳𝘰𝘸𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨! 𝘐'𝘮 𝘴𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘥, 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘭𝘦 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘶𝘳𝘵, 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘥𝘪𝘥 𝘐 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘵?

I couldn't stop. I didn't stop until I almost died. And even then, I still relapsed after 124 days and went on a blackout 9-day drinking binge.

Most don't come back. I did.

I don't know your rock bottom or if you've ever had one. If you're down in that pit, it doesn't matter who you voted for, your skin color, where you were born, what body parts you think you do or don't need, if you're a human being in need of help, I'm here! There IS hope!

Take my hand, and let me show you the wonderfully ALIVE world of sobriety!

If you're still battling your addictions, there is hope! Resources are in my link in bio. And remember, you've only failed if you stop trying.

Much Love, SOL Fam! 🥰🙏❤️

💫



💫𝘓𝘪𝘬𝘦, 𝘧𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘰𝘸, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘥𝘥𝘪𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯/𝘴𝘰𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘵𝘺/𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺-𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘵

✶𝘐𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘰𝘳 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘴𝘶𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘢𝘥𝘥𝘪𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯, 𝘛𝘏𝘌𝘙𝘌 𝘐𝘚 𝘏𝘖𝘗𝘌 𝘈𝘕𝘋 𝘏𝘌𝘓𝘗!

✶✶𝘙𝘦𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘤𝘦𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘪𝘯 𝘣𝘪𝘰

✶✶✶𝘍𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘱 24/7 𝘷𝘪𝘢 𝘚𝘈𝘔𝘏𝘚𝘈'𝘴 𝘕𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘢𝘭 𝘏𝘦𝘭𝘱𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘦 - 1-800-662-𝘏𝘌𝘓𝘗 (4357)

★★𝐑𝐞𝐬𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐜𝐞𝐬: 𝐡𝐭𝐭𝐩𝐬://𝐦𝐬𝐡𝐚.𝐤𝐞/𝐬𝐨𝐛𝐞𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐝

16/02/2024

Happy Friday SOL Fam!

Truth: I live at home. Yes, MY home that I've lived in for 26 years of my life, since I was a freshman in high school. My parents also live there.

At 14, I thought I would have a house, husband, stellar job with stellar pay, dogs, and kids by 25. Life happened, priorities changed, etc.

When did it become mandatory that we *have* to be or do *things* by a *certain* time or age? What if you or your children WANT to be at home? Why aren't more parents happy their kids want to be in their home? Have I been subject to ridicule and shame because I DO *still* live at home? Absolutely yes! Have I let complete strangers' (who know nothing about me) opinions get to me? Absolutely yes! I used to cry and think I was such a loser for *never leaving home* and for not being as "moneyed" or "independent and bold" as others in my age group.

I know, we *NEED* to be responsible and have accountability on our own, but when we can't make it on our own..... is it so bad to be at home? Sure, I'm biased because to be honest, I've never lived on my own and thank God! If I had, I would've lost a house, a car, a relationship, maybe even kids!

I have a job. I pay rent. I help pay bills. I GET to help my parents and they don't have to worry about me being a drunken mess. When I think about this, all those other silly worries fly out the window. NO ONE ELSE has walked in my shoes. LET them talk. LET them criticize. LET them burn a hole in their own money pockets because they *think* I'm a burden on my parents.

Either way, I'll still be sober at the end of the day.

WIN.
😎🙏😎

💫𝘓𝘪𝘬𝘦, 𝘧𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘰𝘸, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘥𝘥𝘪𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯/𝘴𝘰𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘵𝘺/𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺-𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘵

✶𝘐𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘰𝘳 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘴𝘶𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘢𝘥𝘥𝘪𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯, 𝘛𝘏𝘌𝘙𝘌 𝘐𝘚 𝘏𝘖𝘗𝘌 𝘈𝘕𝘋 𝘏𝘌𝘓𝘗!

✶✶𝘙𝘦𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘤𝘦𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘪𝘯 𝘣𝘪𝘰

✶✶✶𝘍𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘱 24/7 𝘷𝘪𝘢 𝘚𝘈𝘔𝘏𝘚𝘈'𝘴 𝘕𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘢𝘭 𝘏𝘦𝘭𝘱𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘦 - 1-800-662-𝘏𝘌𝘓𝘗 (4357)

★★𝐑𝐞𝐬𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐜𝐞𝐬: 𝐡𝐭𝐭𝐩𝐬://𝐦𝐬𝐡𝐚.𝐤𝐞/𝐬𝐨𝐛𝐞𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐝

12/02/2024

This is how my morning went AFTER my workout.

Luckily, it was just the key to open my doors (OG!), and AAA was able to unlock it for me.

At first, I thought the other piece was long gone, and there went my hopes of fixing it and/or getting copies made! I was stressing a little like, Is it safe to park my car now, how can I fix it? I prayed to God and I found it before I came to work, and now I just have to go to my local locksmith.

That moment of panic came and went and I barely shed a tear afterwards (okay maybe in the shower I released a little stress) but HEY! I can handle even small things (which used to send me into a whirlwind of panic and tears before) and I know that there IS a solution for everything except death.

✨️If you're having a rough day, DON'T DRINK, and look to your Higher Power

✨️If you're having a great day, DON'T DRINK, and look to your Higher Power

Have a safe and sober Monday, SOL Fam!
🙏❤️🙏

💫



•

💫𝘓𝘪𝘬𝘦, 𝘧𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘰𝘸, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘥𝘥𝘪𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯/𝘴𝘰𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘵𝘺/𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺-𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘵

✶𝘐𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘰𝘳 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘴𝘶𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘢𝘥𝘥𝘪𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯, 𝘛𝘏𝘌𝘙𝘌 𝘐𝘚 𝘏𝘖𝘗𝘌 𝘈𝘕𝘋 𝘏𝘌𝘓𝘗!

✶✶𝘙𝘦𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘤𝘦𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘪𝘯 𝘣𝘪𝘰

✶✶✶𝘍𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘱 24/7 𝘷𝘪𝘢 𝘚𝘈𝘔𝘏𝘚𝘈'𝘴 𝘕𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘢𝘭 𝘏𝘦𝘭𝘱𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘦 - 1-800-662-𝘏𝘌𝘓𝘗 (4357)

★★𝐑𝐞𝐬𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐜𝐞𝐬: 𝐡𝐭𝐭𝐩𝐬://𝐦𝐬𝐡𝐚.𝐤𝐞/𝐬𝐨𝐛𝐞𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐝

08/02/2024

✨️𝗥𝗮𝗻𝗱𝗼𝗺 𝗙𝗮𝗰𝘁 𝗔𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗠𝗲: I work in the fi****ms industry.

Yes, I AM very pro-2A. I don't talk about that here because it really has no place on this page. However, they ARE a HUGE part of my life, and honestly, you HAVE to be sober to handle them!

I work mostly in the office, and that means paperwork! For most people, that doesn't sound at all exciting but for me, I get to be my own person and do my work at MY pace, no rushing or anxieties about it! Sure, there are shipping deadlines, but I don't have customers or managers watching and/or breathing down my neck, and we each have our own workload.

This was NOT the case at Corporate Print & Ship Store. The amount of stress that job caused me was overwhelming A LOT of the time, especially towards the end. My coworker was ALWAYS calling out and/or asking to leave early, and about 80% of the workload was always left to me. I was also always "clopening" and my schedule was NEVER the same. That dang job 𝘢𝘭𝘮𝘰𝘴𝘵 cost me my sobriety.

God got me out of there and into the right place. I love my job and I love my coworkers and my boss is SUPER based. Plus the perks of working for him are pretty nice. Having a job I love is super important to me because if I'm happy at it, then I am happier overall in my life and that of course helps me maintain and keep my sobriety.

God Bless and much love, SOL Fam!

🙏💖🙏

💫

****ms ****msindustry

•

💫𝘓𝘪𝘬𝘦, 𝘧𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘰𝘸, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘥𝘥𝘪𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯/𝘴𝘰𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘵𝘺/𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺-𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘵

✶𝘐𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘰𝘳 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘴𝘶𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘢𝘥𝘥𝘪𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯, 𝘛𝘏𝘌𝘙𝘌 𝘐𝘚 𝘏𝘖𝘗𝘌 𝘈𝘕𝘋 𝘏𝘌𝘓𝘗!

✶✶𝘙𝘦𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘤𝘦𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘪𝘯 𝘣𝘪𝘰

✶✶✶𝘍𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘱 24/7 𝘷𝘪𝘢 𝘚𝘈𝘔𝘏𝘚𝘈'𝘴 𝘕𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘢𝘭 𝘏𝘦𝘭𝘱𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘦 - 1-800-662-𝘏𝘌𝘓𝘗 (4357)

★★𝐑𝐞𝐬𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐜𝐞𝐬: 𝐡𝐭𝐭𝐩𝐬://𝐦𝐬𝐡𝐚.𝐤𝐞/𝐬𝐨𝐛𝐞𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐝

06/02/2024

𝙎𝙊𝙇 𝙋𝙚𝙩 𝙋𝙚𝙚𝙫𝙚 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙒𝙚𝙚𝙠:

Just a little rant here. Can we normalize NOT having so many alcohol-related options for weddings?

I've never done ANY wedding planning in my life and I literally don't know what I'm doing (thanks for those links, L!), but I didn't realize how centric alcohol seems to be around this particular life event, even when I WAS an LDG (Living Dead Girl - my personal pet name for my high-functioning alcoholic self).

Champagne at the dress salon, here have a drink at the nail bar, oh wait don't forget to calm those nerves with complimentary wine and glasses, and here taste this cheese with that wine! Then the "Oh you don't drink???" like "Oh I'm sorry!" Even cutesy bridal gifts are all about wine tumblers and boozy subscriptions.

ODAAT.

I think a nice super small city hall or backyard ceremony and a reception at a restaurant or said backyard with my family and best friends will be just as memorable, especially WITHOUT alcohol.

/end rant

☺️

Have a sober and happy day, SOL Fam!

🙏❤️🙏

26/01/2024

•ꜰɪɴᴀɴᴄɪᴀʟ ꜰʀᴇᴇᴅᴏᴍ•

Sobriety is so much more than just "not drinking anymore".

It involves not only physical recovery but mental, spiritual, and financial recovery as well.

I am at a point in my life where i should have financial sobriety, but I really don't. I need to be real and honest with myself and get my finances in order. I know i can't compare myself to others, but last night, i realized that if I'm struggling that bad, I need to change something about my own spending habits, especially if I'm going to be spending my life with someone else and sharing finances with him.
It's definitely easier to spend money on "other" things that are NOT alcohol. I admit, i have been guilty of buying my feelings countless times throughout the last 7 years.

I saw a meme that said "No raise or certain amount of money will fix your spending habit," and it hit hard. It's right. My habits have to change the most. Like doing a step 4 financial inventory and then working to change and discard what doesn't serve me anymore. I'm always a work in progress, not perfection.

💵 HAVE you achieved financial freedom? If so, what did you do? If not, don't be ashamed. You can do something about it NOW.

💫



•

✨️𝙇𝙞𝙠𝙚, 𝙛𝙤𝙡𝙡𝙤𝙬, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙖𝙙𝙙𝙞𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣/𝙨𝙤𝙗𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙩𝙮/𝙧𝙚𝙘𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮-𝙧𝙚𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙙 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙣𝙩 💖

✨️ 𝙄𝙛 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙤𝙧 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙞𝙨 𝙨𝙪𝙛𝙛𝙚𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙖𝙙𝙙𝙞𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣, 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙞𝙨 𝙃𝙊𝙋𝙀 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝙃𝙀𝙇𝙋!

✨️ 𝙍𝙚𝙨𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙘𝙚𝙨 𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙠 𝙞𝙣 𝙗𝙞𝙤

✨️ 𝙁𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙝𝙚𝙡𝙥 24-7 𝙫𝙞𝙖 𝙎𝘼𝙈𝙃𝙎𝘼’𝙨 𝙉𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙖𝙡 𝙃𝙚𝙡𝙥𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙚 𝙖𝙩 1-800-662-𝙃𝙀𝙇𝙋 (4357)

22/01/2024

Posted •

✨️

I think I'm going to buy some land with mine. Then build a bus with my fiance.

What would you do?

💫

22/01/2024

21/01/2024

It's a New Year and I'm revamping A LOT of things in my personal life including this page.

I'm still going to do SOL because I know there are so many brothers and sisters out there who are STILL in the clutches of this awful dis-ease.

I've just felt and found that sharing a personal anecdote, sharing how that dang poison liquid made me feel inside, sharing how I'm keeping sober and discovering what the roots of my addictions are, goes a longer way towards helping someone not feel alone and perhaps even inspired to seek their own sobriety.

I'll be posting about more personal things in my life - as they relate to my recovery and sobriety. In life, I'm LOUD about my sobriety because I was silenced my whole childhood, which led to a lot of hurt and pain as I got older.

I want to help if you're still a prisoner of addiction, but ultimately, YOU have to want the change.

In the meantime, we (the recovery/sober communities) are here to love you until you start loving yourself again. ❤️

God Bless SOL Fam!

🙏🙏🙏

💫

19/01/2024

Posted • I’ll just sit this right here 💕💕💕

✨️
✨️
✨️

Happy Friday SOL Fam!

True story! Learned that lesson during my relapsing week at a meeting. Called 5 different people to help give me a ride home and none of them were available, not even the one who lived down the street from the meeting place.

It was definitely humiliating and humbling. It taught me that I had STILL been relying on too many people who couldn't even show up for 5 minutes for me when it REALLY mattered.

You do YOU!

💫



💫𝘓𝘪𝘬𝘦, 𝘧𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘰𝘸, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘥𝘥𝘪𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯/𝘴𝘰𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘵𝘺/𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺-𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘵

✶𝘐𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘰𝘳 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘴𝘶𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘢𝘥𝘥𝘪𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯, 𝘛𝘏𝘌𝘙𝘌 𝘐𝘚 𝘏𝘖𝘗𝘌 𝘈𝘕𝘋 𝘏𝘌𝘓𝘗!

✶✶𝘙𝘦𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘤𝘦𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘪𝘯 𝘣𝘪𝘰

✶✶✶𝘍𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘱 24/7 𝘷𝘪𝘢 𝘚𝘈𝘔𝘏𝘚𝘈'𝘴 𝘕𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘢𝘭 𝘏𝘦𝘭𝘱𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘦 - 1-800-662-𝘏𝘌𝘓𝘗 (4357)

★★𝐑𝐞𝐬𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐜𝐞𝐬: 𝐡𝐭𝐭𝐩𝐬://𝐦𝐬𝐡𝐚.𝐤𝐞/𝐬𝐨𝐛𝐞𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐝