27/10/2021
Share ko lang. While in the middle of a Zoom meeting, nawalan ako ng internet.
Nag panick ako ng very light. Nung nafi-feel ko na na sasakit na yung liver ko, I was suddenly reminded na this is out of my control. ( I recall nung time before I got diagnosed with the Big C, I was stressed and worried every single day. Kaya dzai, relax lang.)
So I prayed. I said LORD, "You gave me this opportunity. Nothing is impossible with you. Please restore my internet." At the same time I also messaged the people in charge, telling them I was unable to connect. In my mind, if it works out, good. If not, si God bahala. ( I couldn't use data kasi ang hirap paganahin ng data nitong Xiaomi. Or hindi lang ako marunong.)
Ayoko na kasi mag panic sa mga bagay na hindi ko na controlled.
Sa tinagal tagal kong nag cclaim na Kristyano ako, recently ko lang unti unti nauunawan ang sovereignty ni God.
Madalas sinasabi natin "ah God is in control" pero in our minds shempre gusto din natin na kung ano yung gusto natin mangyari, yun ang dapat mangyari.
Long story longer, my connection was restored kahit blink ng blink yung ilaw ng internet sa modem. I was able to finish the Zoom meeting. All glory to God. Now will I still thank Him if my connection wasn't restored? Yes. I am slowly learning to give thanks in any situation. 🙏🙏🙏 I'm not really a fan of manifesting things, but I can definitely ask, pray, and give thanks to God 🙏