22/06/2020
About Covid 19.
When I was back in Nigeria I wasn't serious with God.
When I came to Cyprus I met with some great friends.
When the covid 19 broke out I was so scared that what I was running away from finally came to me.
I was so scared that I had issues with breating.
The fear grew so much that my mind and my body was responding exactly to the covid 19 symptoms.
Everything changed during a devotion when we read a bible verse.
And then something came to my mind that no matter how little you believe in God. Even as small as a mustard seed can change the world.
I kept it to myself and kept on beleiving.
Then I decided to Go to God for the first time in a while.
That I have not known you closely.
But I want to come to you and give my life to you.
And also take this fear and heart pain.
God take control..
Let your will be done and None of my will be done.
I totally forgot and didnt realize when it stopped.
When I didnt believe in God, fear ruled over my life. When he came in, He changed everything.
Then I realized that God is real and had a taste of him.
And I am convinced that someone is there even if I cannot see him. I feel him..