Ever since I was a little girl, I have always dreamed of starring in my own music video ✨
I’ve been engaging in what I like to call “speed dancing” for years, which is basically going hard in front of the mirror like no one’s watching. Now, I’m ready to share the fierce and the fab with all of you 💜 As you can tell, the shoot was very low budget 😂
Without further ado, I give you
my directorial debut! 🎬
For those who are curious, the lyrics are from a poem I wrote many years ago, shared below. I used @volocoapp to find the beat and record. Beat credit goes to the creator, @ferguantbeatz 🙏
*Coulda, Woulda, Shoulda*
I wish you could feel
Just how you make me feel
I wish you would cry
Ten more times than my eyes
I think you should see
Who I’ve become now
Yet wish I was still
In your arms somehow
Will it ever make sense?
I’m not really sure
I know that we’re done
That there’s nothing more
Yet I still sense an ember
Just one single brush
That fire’s still burning
Though trying to hush
If this means I’m backtracking
Then I want no more
But within squinting distance
I still see the door
Cracked just an inch
In front of me
A ray of light follows
A happy sight to see?
It may never be known
I must oblige
I may never
Go inside
But say I do
What awaits me?
An apology?
A love sonnet?
Don’t be silly, somehow
What awaits you is
Well I can’t really say
You and I both know
That I want it my way
And then my way never comes
I am silenced once more
Repeat the same process
Still my eyes locked on the door
Realizing that I
Coulda
Woulda
Shoulda
Paid attention before
Finally put this highlight video together from a couple weeks ago, and realized how fun, sexy and informative it was all at once 🤩
Thank you to @clitorallychris for my very FIRST LIVE 🥰 this X-Rated convo was to die for, and I have condensed 3 hours into 3 minutes for your viewing pleasure 👅 Sorry Mom!
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The best way to spread Christmas cheer is singing loud for all to hear! 🎄
I don’t take myself too seriously, and you shouldn’t either 🤗
I may be pitchy/imperfect but I’ll be damned if I don’t get those spirits high!