
07/05/2022
My parents know me for being an achiever
I was expected to do well and get higher grades,
They believed that I was that brainy
So they don’t check up on me because they believe in my capabilities
I don’t want them to feel disappointed
That’s why I’m expanding my development
I am not blaming them for expecting incredibly
It’s my fault for boosting their belief greatly
I want my parents to know that I’m struggling,
I want them to know that their youngest daughter is having a hard time keeping it going
I want to disappear
I’m losing interest my dear
I am trying to be okay
Even I get to deal with it every day,
I can’t explain myself to any
I found myself drowning lately
What am I supposed to do
I’m trying to hide the pain that I've been through
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
I don't want this, I don’t want this feeling
~anonymous