16/11/2021
Goodbye..🥺 As alot of people see on stream, im a very happy laid back person & thats because i try to be💪. Last year my brother & his girlfriend got tboned by a pick up truck on my motorcycle. It was devastating & so i picked up streaming to get my head busy a bit❤️ Im already diagnosed with depression & anxiety but after that i fell into a really bad deeper hole of depression blaming myself for a while. The more i streamed the more i was away from my thoughts. It turned addicting to where i would stream 8-12hours a night after a full time active duty Marine Corps duties.😅 I told myself & everyone i was “grinding” but in reality i didnt wanna spend being awake in my thoughts. I always said it in my chat that my door is ALWAYS open for anyone👋, to vent or just ask questions. Its been a really rough year,with getting out, moving multiple times, family & grieving. There were multiple times where……but i didnt. I cried and broke down repeatedly off screen & alone.😕 I want to take this time to say THANK YOU. EVERYONE here helped support me in way more than you can imagine. My days were better once i hopped on live. Currently im isolating myself until i can figure everything out. Its gonna take months but ill eventually be back.🎊 I wish the best of luck to everyone & i hope you guys dont forget about me & come hang out whenever im back in action! I miss you guys & love you all❤️🐥
-Thank you to all the streamers, big & small that gave me the chance & opportunity to hang out, grow into your communities. I really do appreciate you guys alot.Hopefully im a player you wont forget & get to play again soon w/ you❤️🐤
