06/11/2019
Memories always seem to come rushing into my mind during this cooler weather. I move forward several steps smile more, stay busy, so at bedtime, I'm so exhausted, I sleep without dreams
How does someone get over this kind of betrayed love? What do I need to do? They say we are lucky to find our Soulmate,the one who completes you,in your lifetime. But it can happen cuz it happened to me, I wasn't looking for it,hell, I'd given up on love and ever being truly loved, then!! It happened. He completed that part of me that had never been filled before, he showed me an excitement that I'd read about&heard about, I loved him so completely,so deeply,so faithfully, I breathed his name. Then, things got bad,after 9years together, we both became sick,with major health issues, we let go of each other,believing it was for the best of each of us, I planned on getting myself healthier,more stable, so I could go bring him back with me. But It didn't happen, somebody sAid that somebody said, jealousy became ugly and real and old hatreds from family me.bers surfaced,causing he and I to remain apart
Yet,I am still in love with him I we want him and no body but him. What do I do?