Ako Sipat

19/04/2024

Another year you're gone.
Another year I take a moment to celebrate your life, not dwell over your death. The anger and resentment over not understanding your departure took so much of my life. The sadness made a home in me. I miss you terribly, but i didn't mean I needed to break myself into pieces trying to bring you back to life. You couldn't be resurrected; but your spirit is the life that lives on, within everyone who felt your love. Bieng lost in a nightmare was terrifying but being without you felt like the end of something beautiful. I couldn't come to terms with you being an afterthought. I won't ever forget you. The calendar reminds me every year of your absence, but my heart feels your energy. My Love for you won't fade. The vacant space I kept for you to live on can't be replaced because a friend, love, and soul like you can't be replicated. Time will go on, the years add up, but you will never fade into shadows of my life. You will always be an eternal inspiration. You will always be someone who left me with something more than i had before. Your essence and remembrance are tattooed on my soul.
-Moonsoulchil-
Mark Teddy Orilla

12/04/2024

Yung iniwan niya mag ina niya ...
Tas may pa post pa sa fb na lord please kahit single mom lang .. tang ina mo kol pak u mukha mo .. kuhang kuha mo inis ko nuh matigok ka sana 😡

25/03/2024

nobody knows how i cry myself to sleep at night, no one knows how i begged God to remove all the pain i am feeling. no one knows how i hated myself for being me. no one knows how i take their simple jokes as insults, no one knows how many times i wish to just disappear, no one knows how wet my notebooks after crying what i'm supposed to write, no one knows i am struggling, no one knows how i overthink of being betrayed, no one knows how scared i am to be unloved and no one knows how messed i become.

04/02/2024

Ayan kapi pa .. 🤣✌️

30/01/2024

Sila: Ano kaya mo?
Me: Kaya kong mag patawad kahit di pa ng hihingi ng tawad 😭😥

24/01/2024

I appreciate those people who are kind to me. There are times where I feel like falling apart, and I'm slowly losing my sanity. But I appreciate those people out there who try their best to be gentle with me because they care so much and they always value what I feel. I know sometimes it's hard to understand me. I sometimes feel so terrible about myself, and I feel so worthless every time. But I am thankful to those who always remind me how important I am. I appreciate those who always remind me that I am enough, and those who give me random compliments just make me realize that I am a worthy person.

I appreciate people who treat me well. I've already been treated poorly, and I've experienced so much heartbreak from different people. Sometimes, some people are cruel out there. And that is why every act of kindness that I witness in my life matters a lot to me. When I'm sad and I feel like giving up on myself, and then someone out there is kind to me and appreciates my existence, it makes a lot of difference. It comforts me to know that somebody out there cares for me genuinely. Kindness always saves someone who is silently suffering. Little did everybody know, a simple act of kindness can make someone feel better.

I appreciate those people who are kind to me. I've been through a lot in life, and I feel like being treated with kindness makes my life more bearable.

— Shiori X
Art: graphibha

29/08/2023