14/06/2021
I'm very proud and loud to say congratulation momshoe~ you deserve it, the achievements and goals that you reach is all worth it. I'm always here at ang mga kapatidshie ko na susupport sayo. Hindi pa tapos ang mga warlahan. Laban lang for the season 8 momshoe. 🖤🥲
I finally got the time to post this!!!
Hold on tight and fasten your seatbelt.
For you will be on-board at OHMYV33NUS AIRLINES!
Prelude to MPL-PH Season 7, joining blacklist international was really a different leap. Ibang mga tao, ibang environment, at ibang eksena. At first, super kabado talaga ako, syempre pati na rin ang aking STEP BRO na si Wais kasi sa higit na isang taon na nasa Onic kami, kampante yung naging pakiramdam namin. Pero syempre, we always have to move forward. Aminado naman ako na napunta kami sa point na gusto nalang namin mag-stream kaysa sumali sa Pro-scene ng MLBB. Pero nagbago yung pananaw namin simula dumating ang BLACKLIST INTERNATIONAL.
As soon as we met Boss Tryqe, ibang pressure yung naramdaman namin talaga, like legit, walang keme. And as we enter the bootcamp, ramdam mo yung ibang aura. Everything felt different at ang nasa isip lang namin, do our best and prove ourselves once more. The moment na we are practicing na with the other members, chikka ko sa sarili ko, “Ay! Teka lang ghorl, parang may pasabowg na magaganap with this team.”. Syempre di ko nalang yon chinikka sa kanila dahil baka ako ang maagang pasabugin. Charot! Nakita ko yung dedication ng bawat teammates ko. Yes, hindi pa ako captain during that time pero sabi ko sa sarili ko na sana I can give my best to this team kasi iba yung dating nila and I can say na iba ang laro na madadala namin once maging synchronized na kami.
Fast forward, we test ourselves as a team by Joining different famous MLBB tournaments like “JUST ML”, “QUTE LEGENDS”, and “JUICY LEGENDS”. At yes, totoo nga! Hindi nagbibiro ang back-to-back Championships na nakuha namin from these tournaments and dun ko unti-unting nakikita na may ibang pag-asa talaga. Pagkatapos non, inevaluate ko yung sarili ko not only as a player but as person myself, kung talagang “FIT” ako for this “FAMILY”. Honestly, it felt like a JIGSAW PUZZLE for me kasi everything seems to be in their perfect places and sobrang bongga lang for kasi it turns out to be a perfect picture.
Bago pa pumasok yung MPl-PH S7, grabe, sobrang daming mga eksena ang naganap muna like photoshoots, advertisements, yung biglang increase ng mga anak ko (grabe ganon ako kabilis manganak. Kalowka!), and most of all, yung pinaka-plakadong preparations namin para harapin ang aming mga makakalaban for MPL-Ph.
So ito na nga, ang pinaka bet nyong part! For sure! Ang pagpasok ng MPL-PH S7. Sobrang daming mga chikka na naganap during this time. Napakaraming chismis talaga ang kumalat. Me, as a certified Marites, di ko rin tlaga kinaya pero syempre dedma tayo dyan dahil nga focus tlaga natin is yung eksena ko this season (The Unbothered Queen, Ganern).
During the run of Regular Season, grabe it feels as if so smooth and silky ng aming journey. Nakikita ko yung bunga ng mga paghihirao namin and yung tlagang determinasyon para manalo.
“Humble in victory, graceful in defeat.”
One of the famous lines na tlagang tumatak sa isip ko at ginawa kong “MANTRA” all throughout the run of MPL. Gaining victories one after another, iba yung pakiramdam. Sobrang nabuild-up ulit yung confidence namin ni Wise, at sobrang tumatag yung samahan namin as a family member of BLACKLIST INTERNATIONAL. Syempre aside from winning, hindi lang yon yung natatanggap ko, kundi pati yung “TRUSTS” and “LOVE” ng buong Tier One and from all of our fans na parang nagpa-party sa puso ko tapos nakasalang lahat ng tiktok songs. Until one day, a thunder suddenly struck the party. Biglang sumabog at nagkalat yung emotions ko after naming matalo against Bren Esports with an upset match. And worst pa non? The rise of racial / homophobic slurs during the livestream na sobrang kinanginig ko. Hindi dahil sa sobrang bothered ako, pero yung mere fact na hindi lang ako ang maaapektuhan kundi yung mga nagsisimula
palang mangarap na kagaya ko para pumasok sa larangan ng Esports. Napakasakit lang for me na until now, may mga ganong eksena pa rin pero biglang bumaliktad ang lahat nung nagsimula yung “protest” (wala lang, bet ko lang syang tawaging protest), against those kind of abominable actions (Oh! ayan nanaman kayo. Kalma ako lang ‘to). Sobrang na-ease yung pain ko and never thought sobrang daming bubuhos na suporta hindi lang para sa akin, kundi para sa buong LGBTQ+ Community, and for that, MARAMING-MARAMING SALAMAT SA INYO! (Caps lock para mas dama!).
After that, naging smooth na tlaga ulit ang bawat eksena pero sobrang kabado kami pagpasok ng play-offs. Imagine the first team na makakatapat nyo was the one who defeated you during Regular Season!? Ay jusko day! Nag-swing talaga ako sa Chandelier! Charot! Bawal pala. Baka maligwak ako nang wala sa oras. Facing Bren Esports was really a tough situatuon but we gave our best to last for this season. Talagang all out shampoohan with keratin ang ginawa namin para manalo and it all pays off. We secured the “MSC” slot and waiting for the GRAND FINALS, and I prayed, “Please Lord, sana po ito na yon.” Praying and wishes with all my might, hoping na makuha ko ang pinaka-inaasam asam na korona.
Kabado ang lahat, ramdam ko pati nerbyos ng mga nakshoewariwaps kong di mapakali sa kani-kanilang mga pwesto. Hindi kami nagkaroon ng magandang simula sa laban against Execration. With a super pasabog score of 3-1, aminado akong nawawalan na ako ng kumpyansa sa sarili ko. Pakiramdam ko another moment of frustration nanaman like dalawang beses na ‘to nangyayare. Again, I prayed, “Lord, sana ito na yon.”. Lumaban kami ng bongga as in tlagang hindi lang sya shampoohan ng malala, talagang inistraight namin ang buong laban like FULL REBOND, any length, 1K pesos lang with perfect brazillian blowout! With a tremendous reverse sweep, we won. FINALLY!!!! Sobrang umapaw yung feelings ko, sobrang nawala ako sa isip ko, gusto kong magwala ng time na yon — kasi nahagip ni Wais yung mga anak kong halaman like “OH MY GOD! ANG MGA BATO NG HALAMAN KO!” kaya napahampas nalang tlaga ng unan ang momshoes nyo ng malala! Sobrang naghalo-halo lahat ng emotions ko during that time as a plantita and a pro player. Charot! Kidding aside, naghalo talaga ang emotions ko kasi sobrang tagal mag sink-in sa utak ko na CHAMPIONS na kami. Na sa wakas, nakuha ko na yung korona na matagal kong pinangarap. Salamat Lord, for granting my wish. And to be honest, if hindi man kami pinalad na manalo dun, most likely I will retire as a pro player at magtatayo nalang ako ng harding as a plantita. Tapos tamang streams lang para may pambiling halaman ulit tapos pambili ng mga pagkain nila Harith, Wanwan, and family as a fur parent. Charot! After winning the MPL-PH Season 7, sobrang dami kong nareceive na congratulatory messages. As in bet kong replyan lahat kung may lakas lng talaga ako ng sampung kamay! I was really grateful with everyone’s support dahil malaki ang naging bahagi nyo para makamit namin ang kampyonato (kailangan ko na sya tagalugin para lang mag-rhyme).
Hindi pa man din ako nakaka-move on sa lahat ng mga eksena at kahit tulog wala ako, mabilis pumasok ang MSC 2021. Within 2 weeks of conditioning ourselves, ramdam ko na agad yung pressure as soon as they announced the match-ups for MSC2021. Syempre sobrang kabado tlaga ako non like super legit talaga walang halong keme. And then, lumipad ang aming team papuntang SINGAPORE (Eastwood) via Mathilda Airlines para sa laban against different countries from South East Asian Federation (Oh! Di nyo rin kinaya dba? Ako lang ulit ‘to). With that, an incoming disaster was about to come in a calm sea.
MSC 2021 has been a journey of coursing rough waves and conquering seas. From where we stand, we turned a blank canvass into a great piece of a art. Winning back and forth sa mga laban and learning new strategies, we grew into a more calibrated players as we are now. Securing the upper bracket without any losses, it feels as if “SECURED” na talaga. Pero sa grandfinals, biglang nag-iba yung pakiramdam ko. Sobrang iba mula sa mga nakaraan naming laban. Ito yung pakiramdam na gusto ko na sanang makalimutan. Yung feeling na you’re almost there, at the highest reach of the mountain but suddenly, you felt tired and your journey has ended. It’s been a feeling of flying freely with all its glory but suddenly fell with all its frustrations. But guess what? Our greatest glory is not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall. Naniniwala pa rin naman ako na hindi pa tapos ang mga eksena. Nasa kalagitnaan palang tayo ng taon at alam kong marami pa kaming papatunayan. Sobrang salamat sa inyo mga nakshoewariwaps not only for staying, but also keep on giving so much love hindi lang sa akin, kundi pati na rin sa teams ko.
Wiz man nagetget aw ang kampyonato, pero ang inyong walang sawang suporta ang magsisillbing tropeyo na aking ipagmamalaki sa lahat! Maraming salamat for a milestone of 1 Million Followers mga nakshoewariwaps! ❤ And happy anniversary din sa aking pamilya na “VeeWise Fam”! Iba pa rin ang pakiramdam kapag sobrang mahal ka ng napakaraming tao. Mahal na mahal ko talaga kayo mga nakshoewariwaps!
Until then, we will be resting for a while and come back with a different sets of CODES that will surely break every battle. You will still watch me to become LEGENDARY.
