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29/03/2023

At the beginning of this year we did a fast with our church for 3 weeks. Folks were encouraged to participate how they deemed fit. My husband and I chose to do a Daniel fast.

On this fast we watched as God started moving in our lives, answering prayers, and working in us - and in our church. It was so awesome to witness. As we were nearing the end of the fast I heard Holy Spirit whisper “what if you gave me a year.” 😳😳😳😳😳😳 Ummm, come again Lord? You must be kidding. I said ok… well what if I just try to stick to the confines of eating healthy… I’ll keep with cutting out sugar, and “behave”. Not me trying to barter with Adonai. 🤦🏼‍♀️

Funny enough, a couple days passed and my oldest came up to me and said “Mom, are you going to keep fasting?” ……. 👀 separately and a few days later my second oldest came up to me and said “Mom, are you still fasting?” ….. 👀 The weeks went on, and I was trying to “behave” but wasn’t really doing so. Last week I met with some girlfriends to celebrate one of their birthdays and on fo them asked “Are you still fasting”…. 👀

Right after that dinner I got fairly sick. So did most of my kids. As I was catching up and reading my devotionals through a prophetic channel on telegram - it was as if the Lord hit me upside the head with a 2x4. The woman running the channel said “You keep praying for healing from things you are knowingly putting in your body.” In other words. How can God heal me when I won't stop poisoning my body?

Conviction hit. The tears flowed. God had clearly requested I fast for a year, and I tried to negotiate! Then I just flat out ignored! 😢 My heart broke.

I know you’re thinking, what is the lesson here, Steph? Why are you telling me this?

A lot of people want break through, or healing, or deliverance…. But they aren’t willing to die to self first.

Ouch, right? Conviction isn’t always glamorous. Sure wasn’t for me last week either.

Maybe you are praying for deliverance for our country right now. That God would intervene now so we don't have to endure much more of the insanity that is sitting in the White House. Or you’ve been praying for healing in your life and it isn’t working, or you’ve been seeking deliverance from a generational curse and it won’t seem to break…. I want you to dive into a couple areas.

Are you dying to self daily? Did the Lord ask you to do something, and you just ignored it? Self control is a really hard thing to die to flesh with. BUT what do you want more? The fleshly satisfaction? Or the anointing? Another ouch. I know. Are you willing to fast if God calls you to? Fast for our nation?

A few nights ago we went out to celebrate my second oldest birthday (Dean), I had to stick to the fast at dinner and at ice cream afterwards. I’ll admit it, my flesh was not happy. However, when we came home and anointed our home I quickly learned WHY it was important I did that. We finished anointing our home and started worshiping after as a family. As we worshiped I felt what I like to call “The Holy Spirit Goosies.” That shiver that just runs through you when you hit the Spirit. Then I heard “that is why you fast, so you can do this, and hear me, what do you want more, the food or this?” I cried, again.

You Abba, I will decline it all just to be with you.

What about open doors? Is that spirit of unforgiveness still operating in your life? Healing and deliverance won’t work if you’ve got open doors. You’ve got to forgive them my friend. Just as the Lord’s Prayer says “forgive me my trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us.” It doesn’t say that just for funsies. Ya gotta actually do it.

I found a door the other day that I didn’t even know was open. But as I found myself talking with a friend about a certain person my stomach turned. That is usually an indicator that you’ve got some unforgiveness operating in your life. I came home and told my husband that we needed to pray for that person. God clearly knew I needed to… so my husband goes “okay, you pray.” 🤢 It was bad enough I had admitted I wanted to pray for them, now I actually gotta do it?! Then I quickly remembered, yes. That is how you practice forgiveness, especially when you thought you already did. So we prayed. And I’ll continue to do so every day. I will pray for that person before my family, friends or church. Because that is how you heal the wound. You pray for them like you would your spouse or your child.

So now I ask you. Is God speaking in an area of your life and you’ve tried bartering with Him? Did you get a not so coincidental reminder from more than one person? Or are you waiting until conviction smacks you upside the head with a 2x4, like it did me?

Whatever you're being called to do, go do it. Don't wait like I did. Especially if it concerns our nation. We need all the united fasting we can, especially if Abba is calling for it.

28/02/2023

King of Kings, Lord of Lords- Revelations 19:16
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21/02/2023

“I taught Sunday school for three years when I was in middle school, I think I’ve just always liked to teach kids especially when it comes to learning about Jesus. When we found this church I didn’t really have any intention of teaching again but God told me I was supposed to, so I am. I like giving the kids ideas to explore on their own and helping them put themselves in the shoes of the people in the Bible. If you can show kids that the people in the Bible are no different than you and I, then we will have a lot more kids who can walk through life choosing to be good people and choosing to push aside the tricks the devil throws. I am determined to put my foot down and stand in front of the children so the devil can not corrupt another generation.”

- Owner, Stephanie Feldbusch .

14/02/2023

God tends to confirm things or speak to me through our pastors' sermons. When our pastor started specifically saying that this year we were to focus on being a light in the darkness my ears perked up. It was no coincidence that he was matching word for word what SAAMS light was created for. Bringing light into darkness.

When my husband and I were thinking of different ways to donate to the church with our time, I immediately got a feeling from the Holy Spirit that I should donate three months of sales to the church. There was no other explanation other than it needed to be 3 full months of sales. A company about bringing light into darkness donating to a church whose focus for the year is to be a light in the darkness.

God Spoke. So I'm listening.

-Stephanie Feldbusch
Owner of SAAMS Light

12/02/2023

It is no secret that much of this ministry is available to you because of what our owner, Stephanie Feldbusch encountered with a specific church. She had no hope left in the church itself. Until she came across a sign that told her to “hold on” as she drove down the road questioning if she should take her own life.

God has continued to provide confirmation to her time after time that this church is meant to be on her path and will continue to be an integral part of the entire church body in the days to come.

SAAMS light was created with the purpose to bring light into darkness. Which is exactly what we plan to do. With that being said, SAAMS light will be donating 100% of the clothing line proceeds from February 1, 2023 to April 30, 2023 to the New Life Christian Center in Woodstock IL. The total donation of sales will be made at the end of each month.

We are also taking special requests if you want a specific shirt to be made - you can send us a DM and our team will work on getting it designed for you and featured in our store, so long as it represents the values that SAAMS light stands for. ❤️

We thank you for being part of this community and being a light yourself each and every day.

Our clothing shop is linked below, and in our bio.

God Bless!
- The SAAMS Light Team

https://www.saamslight.com/shop/

11/01/2023

It’s easy to miss the little hints God leaves you. Especially if you are focused on the worldly things happening around you.

Example: Weeks ago I found a card from a woman I serve with at church. She must have slipped it in my bag without me seeing. On the outside was the verse Ecclesiastes 3:11 “He has made everything beautiful in its time.” I left the card on my desk - it was a nice note, sharing her thankfulness for me serving with the childrens ministry.

Weeks pass by, and I had been taking care of my grandma who was entering hospice. I needed a few seconds to not be needed by anyone, so I took a drive out to Hobby Lobby and figured I would wander the aisles. I gave myself a light task of filling a few holes on my walls after the Christmas decor had come down. I found two signs, one being the ten commandments - that is a whole other story of a God wink, for another time - and the other being Ecclesiastes 3:1 “For everything there is a season, a time for every activity under Heaven.” Now, when I chose this sign - I had not remembered the note from my friend. If we are being fully honest - I picked it out due to the aesthetic of the piece (or so I thought).

I got back home, put down my new findings and headed to put the kids in bed. Not even a few moments later and my phone rang, and my mom had called to let me know that my grandma had passed. I drove to her house immediately and we sat. The silence was eerie, there was no more coughing, no more oxygen tank, no more pain filled moans coming from the back bedroom. It was just the news playing in the background as we waited for a nurse and coroner to arrive. I remember telling my mom, “ I just picked up this sign tonight, and now that I’m thinking of it - it is oddly fitting. It was Ecclesiastes 3:1”... Again I didn’t think much more of it. Just that God was giving me a head nod, which in the moment I needed.

It’s not been two weeks since her passing, and I went to my desk to sit down to work and I saw the card from my friend. I reread the verse, and thought “there are no such things as coincidences” and I knew I needed to read all of Ecclesiastes chapter 3. So as I folded laundry I played the chapter aloud. Normally I prefer to read it, but in a house with five children and lots of laundry - sometimes the audible will have to do. I have to share with you a few more excerpts from Chapter 3 - because I will admit, it brought tears to my eyes.

“A Time for Everything
For everything there is a season, a time for every activity under Heaven. A time to be born and a time to die. A time to plant and a time to harvest. A time to kill and a time to heal. A time to tear down and a time to build up. A time to cry and a time to laugh. A time to grieve and a time to dance. A time to scatter stones and a time to gather stones. A time to embrace and a time to turn away. A time to search and a time to quit searching. A time to keep and a time to throw away. A time to tear and a time to mend. A time to be quiet and a time to speak. A time to love and a time to hate. A time for war and a time for peace. What do people really get for all their hard work? I have seen the burden God has placed on us all. Yet God has made everything beautiful for its own time. He has planted eternity in the human heart, but even so people can not see the whole scope of God’s work from beginning to end.”

Do you see my tears? By the second verse I could feel the sobs coming. God speaks when we don’t even realize it. Had I not left the card on my desk, had I not been paying attention to the verse on the sign, the card, I would have missed that God wanted me to read this chapter. It was His confirmation to me that everyone has their season on earth, YET if you read the last line. “He has planted eternity in the human heart.”

There are things that will happen on earth that we just don’t understand. It is our job, to make
sure we are paying attention to when God is trying to talk to us. As I have said before many times, God’s voice is not always a big giant echo in the room. Sometimes it is a little note from a friend, a sign that just happened to stand out, the same numbers appearing over and over again. All are not signs from ‘the universe’ but from the CREATOR of the universe. The one who created you with intention. Stitched together every single thing you deem a flaw, He can use for His perfect purpose.

I know what it is like to feel the world buzzing by all around you, to feel overwhelmed with absolutely everything. I encourage you to sit. Talk out loud. Share your deepest darkest secrets, and the things that are keeping you up at night. Tell them all to Him. He already knows it all – but He is waiting for you to start the conversation. Then I encourage you to pay attention. See what He is trying to tell you. Stop brushing off things as a coincidence. Nothing is a coincidence.

23/11/2022

A message I was suppose to share a while ago but couldn’t find the right way to bring up. It’s not a light topic. And then, the moment arose. Our cat died last week…

A very very loved cat. His name was Binx. We got him from another family who needed to re-home him. Think of the most friendly cat you’ve ever met and that was binx. We joked that he was more like a dog than a cat. He came when you called him, played with the kids, walked the neighborhood kids to the bus stop… He was simply, awesome.

His death is the first time we have had to explain to our kids in depth what death is. A few years ago this might have truly wrecked me. Because I was terrified of death for most of my life. I couldn’t even have the discussion of wills or anything along that line with my husband without going into a full blown panic.

It wasn’t until 2020-ish, that I started to learn what happens in death. I think it’s something that the church hasn’t touched on enough. Especially if you’re going to that “feel good, everything is always fabulous” kind of church- now before half of you tune out and scroll away, I encourage you to keep reading.

As a kid I remember having a reoccurring panic attack that death was darkness. Fully surrounding me. Silent darkness. That panic and what I had been imagining was straight from the enemy. So I am going to explain to all of you, how I explained death to my children this week.

In death, your soul leaves your human body. It floats up, and as it floats up it leaves behind the physical attributes you carried. Your blonde hair, blue eyes, your skin color, those things stay on earth - because to God those things don’t really matter. What He cares about more is what He created you to be. How you are kind, and smart, empathetic, gentle, funny. Your soul is full of all of those wonderful qualities. That is what floats up and looks down below. When your soul leaves your human body your pain is gone. Because what is of this world, stays on this world. Sin is of Earth, as are the evil emotions that follow. Hate, fear, pain, sadness, all of those feelings stay here on earth.

There is a path when you reach heaven. Right before the front gates. You can enter heaven, or join the devil in hell. When I was a kid I was always terrified by that. That I wouldn’t be “good enough” to get to heaven. Another lie straight from the devil. Heaven has room for everyone. The good, the bad, and the really really bad. Jesus forgives them all. That was the point of His death. That despite all of the awful things you did on Earth, seeking His forgiveness, His heart, would allow you to enter through the brightly shining heavenly gates.

Fearing you won’t be good enough is a little dangling carrot the devil hangs in front of your face to keep you rooted in sinful nature. The devil would rather you be so distracted in your fear that you don’t focus on following Jesus. Let’s face the obvious, the devil just doesn’t want to be alone in hell. So he is going to do everything he can to get you to join him in firey misery. Because unlike earth - hell knows no happiness, no joy, it only is filled with pain and heartache.

I don’t know if any of you are like me, but I tend to do things… opposite of what I’m told. 🙂🙃 Instead of being spiteful for works of the devil, I use it as an uno reverse. If the devil wants to play mind games with me, well- game on. I’ll help gather as many souls as I can to take to heaven to live in peace - which would in turn bring him misery. 🤷🏼‍♀️ I’m getting side tracked… back to my original point.

Heaven is a community of people working together. With NO sinful feelings. Imagine the most beautiful, vibrant, joyous place. Glowing of sorts. Now it is 100 times more beautiful than what you are imagining. There is joy, happiness, music, and most importantly peace.

I think that was the part that I didn’t quite realize and that had the heaviest effect on me. Your soul no longer feels pain. So much like our cat - Binx who had a bad leg, or like a family member with Alzheimer’s or cancer. Your soul is no longer bound by the ailments it had in this world. No hurt, no ache, no sadness, no grief, no disappointment..

Death is not a final goodbye. It is a temporary time where your souls are apart, but you can be joined together again for eternity one day.

I was always terrified of the darkness that I would feel if/when I died. The truth is, in heaven, there is no greater beauty that you have witnessed. There is an entire world, and a loving and kind Father who is waiting to welcome you.

Live your life on Earth to strive to be like Jesus was, so that when you reach the heavenly gates to give your account of what you did on Earth you can be proud of all you have done. I would hate to get there and have Him ask why I didn’t share more about Him… Why I didn’t love like He would have, and most importantly - why I didn’t forgive like He forgave me.

Do not fear death like I did for so many years my friend. It will be a new adventure, unlike anything you can imagine.

❤️🙏🏼,
-Steph

01/11/2022

I’ll take unpopular topics once again for 500 Alex.

I had the conversation with my kids today about Santa.

It was one of the last “old world” things I had to cover with them. My kids already know that magic is from the devil, and that we don’t practice it. They know that we don’t celebrate Halloween or trick or treat because of what that holiday truly represents. They know there are really witches who cast curses and that we have the ability to break those curses with the blood of Jesus. They know that demons lurk trying to destroy your life through sin because the devil doesn’t want to be lonely in hell when Jesus returns on the white horse one day. So this tale of the modern day Santa was the last to fall.

Dean came to me this morning and said “Is santa like a real person? 🧐” Which I knew was a nod from Holy Spirit that it was time to fork over the truth. It wouldn’t make sense for Santa to be real with the other information they had. So I gathered the boys and said I am going to tell you the truth, but once you hear it you can’t unhear it. They nodded and agreed they wanted to know.

I explained who St. Nicholas was and what he had done for the poor children. I then explained that Santa Claus was not a man with a white beard in a red suit, but rather it was the ability to embrace the art of gift giving without receiving thanks. I said Mom and dad never wanted a thank you for the stockings we filled or the gifts that were under the tree. We loved watching your faces light up with excitement and joy. We liked playing tricks on you with the elf, and making snowy foot prints with daddy’s boots through the house. I reminded them that magic doesn’t exist, and I actually apologized for misleading them in this department for so long.

I told them that other kids still won’t know the truth for a long time and it is not our job to tell them, that they will know when the time is right.

And then - my heart began to burst with joy. I watched them jump around on our couch excitedly planning how they could ”be Santa” this season. They decided they want to surprise other people by dropping a gift to their front door with a tag that says “From Santa” and run away real quick.

They did ask if I could still play tricks on them like I did with our old Elf 😂 to which I gladly agreed. I told them that this year our elf was not going to return but instead we have a Shepherd who is going to join us for a journey while we await the birth of Jesus.… but we could totally insert some jokes and pranks in there. 😉

Cheers to the season filled with giving, filling others cups, and celebrating that God sent His son Jesus as the most beautiful gift of all. ❤️

27/10/2022

When I started teaching Sunday School a few months ago my goal was to teach the children that worshiping Jesus is FUN. That you can dance, sing, be loud, full of joy and that God LOVES it. 😍 Part of that goal translated over into this merch line when I started designing the kids portion…

If parents are loud + proud of what they believe in, their kids should be too.

I wanted kids to remember the promise God made when He first created the rainbow. That He is in fact a promise keeper who brings hope. 🌈

I wanted them to remember they can smile because God is FULLY alive and moving through our world, and they get to witness Him work every day😊

You can shop kids merch at 👇🏼

www.saamslight.com/shop

26/10/2022

Conversation I just had with my son that I think y’all need to hear. If the devil isn’t going after you… you’re too complacent in Gods plan for you.

In other words. If the devil doesn’t see you as a threat, there’s no reason for him to come after you.

“Oh I don’t need to worry about that one, they won’t follow Gods plan, I put a boulder there and they won’t bother continuing on that path.”

So take the curve ball, the challenge, the boulder in the road - HEAD ON. Because you’ve got a LION behind you, and the only thing standing in your way is a measly snake who already knows his fate.

MOVE. THAT. MOUNTAIN. 🏔

22/10/2022

In light of last weeks “vote” from a three letter agency. I wanted to share a few shirts from our collection that you can proudly wear around.
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Shop linked in comments. 👇🏼

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21/10/2022

You wanna watch God REALLY work in your life??

INVITE HIM IN.

You’re making decisions and weighing options and not asking Him what’s the best choice for you!

He’s seen it all. He KNOWS the beginning, and the end.

Stop trying to guess and just ASK.

Then apply what I shared yesterday.

Pay attention.

Have a great day friends.

❤️🙏🏼

20/10/2022

Last night I was having a conversation with some folks about what it’s like to hear God, and I am going to share part of that conversation with all of you today. A lot of people are waiting for Gods voice to come and be very loud, boisterous and commanding like a “Hault ✋🏼who goes there” kind of thing. While it can definitely be those things, it’s not 𝑨𝑳𝑾𝑨𝒀𝑺 those things.

Sometimes God will show up as multiple numbers through the day to you. That constant “3:33 you see or 4:44, maybe 11:11” - that’s God trying to speak to you. Numbers have meaning, 8 is new beginnings, 7 is perfection, etc. And if you’re not paying attention you’re going to 𝒎𝒊𝒔𝒔 what He is trying to communicate. For months I kept seeing 4:14. It wasn’t until my husband said to me “go rest and read your Bible” did I flip open the Bible to read the book of Esther, which brought me to verse 4:14, “𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒘𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒎𝒂𝒅𝒆 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒔𝒖𝒄𝒉 𝒂 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆 𝒂𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔.“ And that has since become my stability verse. No matter what occurs in life I know that in all of the amount of time God could have chosen to have me on earth - He picked right now, and what a dishonor it would be to Him for me to cower away from what I was called to do. I digress, or I’ll be off on a tangent on the importance of finding your true calling… 😅

Sometimes you’ll be having a conversation and one person talks with you about something then you end up having another totally different conversation with a different person and both of those people brought up the same thing. Maybe it’s hearing one specific word repeated in multiple things over and over. That’s God.

Sometimes He will show up through animals, like a hawk flying overhead of you. Sometimes it’s a flashing sign… 😉 You get the idea. Different signs can confirm you 𝒂𝒓𝒆 on the right path, or warn you 𝒏𝒐𝒕 to walk down a certain path.

If you are praying and asking God to speak to you - you need to pay attention to what is going on in your life. It’s really easy to live in your flesh. It’s really really easy to shrug everything off as a coincidence. But I’m here to tell/remind you there is no such thing as coincidences. Coincidences are God trying to speak to you or through you - it’s just a matter of whether or not you’re going to listen.

What have you heard lately, or seen lately, that has been playing on repeat. Are you choosing to listen? Is it a warning? Is it a confirmation you’re on the right path? Having a hard time discerning what it could be? ASK Him to confirm and then PAY attention. 💯

Example : One time I knew that I was on the right path was when it dawned on me that a 3 year old mystery ornament meant I was doing something correct. Three years prior I had had a random ornament show up in my Christmas items. I had no idea what it meant or where it came from. I asked everywhere and no one knew. Fast forward three years later, that ornament was placed by God in my decorations box to confirm to me that I was on the right path, and it hit me while I was walking in my kitchen and I screamed with shock and called my husband to tell him, which then made him in shock. God sent me a sign THREE YEARS before I even asked a question. 😳

What some folks want to quickly write off is that there’s no way that God could be talking to them and that is the furthest thing from the truth. God speaks, and He does it a lot. One thing I encourage the kids in Sunday school with is that God is not dead, He is surely alive! Part of the reason that phrase is on our kids merch in the SAAMS Light line. God is fully alive - moving and working every single day through every thing we do. It just comes down to what you are going to allow your flesh to see.

You’ve been praying for answers you just haven’t been paying attention. Let me say that again you’ve been praying for answers you just haven’t been paying attention.

So now that you know what God is trying to say to you, are you going to listen and follow Holy Spirit? Or are you going to listen to your flesh and continue to ignore Him?

❤️🙏🏼,
Steph

12/10/2022

The more open you are with God the more free you will be. He already knows it all, so stop hiding. 🙏🏼❤️

25/09/2022

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14/09/2022

Amazing devo ❤️👇🏼🙏🏼

11/09/2022

Keep being the light friends. 💡

08/09/2022

𝘋𝘪𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘨𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮 𝘺𝘦𝘵? I know it’s been a few weeks since I reminded you the importance of forgiving someone.

This morning, on the way to get my tire fixed I spent the 30 minute drive praying out loud. I was continuing my journey of asking God to truly bless those who have hurt me, and for others in my life. I was pleading with God, begging with tears in my eyes.

On my way home from getting my tire fixed and being stuck in traffic- the music was playing through random songs and the song Praying by Kesha came on. It was different this time. Before when I would listen to that song I would feel the pain of everybody that has hurt me. And when she says “𝘊𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘣𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘭𝘢𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘱𝘶𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘭, 𝘐 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘯 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘺𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘦 𝘣𝘰𝘵𝘩 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘵𝘩 𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘭“ … those words 𝘶𝘴𝘦𝘥 to just wreck my gut.

When I was listening to it this time it didn’t hurt anymore. It got to the point at the end of the song where she said “𝘐𝘯 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶’𝘳𝘦 𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘨𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘴 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘎𝘰𝘥 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘨𝘪𝘷𝘦.“ - and I immediately thought how sad. How sad that there are people out there who keep reliving it in their head over and over again because they don’t know how to experience true forgiveness. And in the same breath if you are going to get what you give, does that mean when you do something wrong - will that person not truly forgive you? Perspective.

It took me many many years, and for a while there I 𝘥𝘪𝘥 think there were some things that only God could forgive. But the amount of unforgiveness and pain that thought process caused in my life was quite literally heart breaking and life altering. In all actuality it was the very reason that I had wanted to commit su***de in October 2019.

Remember I shared that story with you last week, about how I was driving down the road and I asked God - I said “if you want me to be here for some reason, I need you to let me know right now”. And as I was driving by the LED sign by the church near my house, the screen changed and told me to hold on. And that sign was the one thing that kept me going for an entire year as I was trying to dig myself out of this spiral of depression that had consumed my life. I truly believe that the root of that depression was because of unforgiveness.

I can tell you that every single person who I was holding unforgiveness against does not give me that pain anymore. It is the most beautiful and freeing thing I’ve ever felt in my life and I was holding onto and harboring that against those people - and to be quite honest how dare I do that.

The Lord forgave me, and Jesus died for my sins. I equate it to a conversation with Jesus looking like this. “𝘚𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘪𝘳 𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘴 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘣𝘢𝘥, 𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘨𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮- 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘩 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘨𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘦, 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘴 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘦𝘲𝘶𝘢𝘭 𝘪𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘦𝘺𝘦𝘴. 𝘚𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘳𝘰𝘴𝘴, 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘴 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘦 - 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮.“ 😳 You’re harboring onto the unforgiveness of those people while Jesus already offered them forgiveness. Do you trump King Jesus? I think not, so it’s time to re-evaluate.

So as I listened to that song play on my way home today and I had the feeling of complete peace; I felt the urge to remind you again that you truly need to forgive them. You can say you have forgiven them - trust me, but let’s just be honest, you haven’t really forgiven them. Because if you forgave them you would not have that gut wrenching pain at the thought of them anymore. You would feel peace.

Some thing I want to encourage you to do today, 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘯𝘰𝘸, I want you to stop what you are doing and I want you to pray out loud. I want you to say their whole name out loud. First and last name of the person that you have ill feelings for - because you already know that there was a person you were thinking about while ready this entire message.

I want you to say this prayer for them and I want you to repeat this prayer every single day. I want you to pray this prayer BEFORE you pray for yourself or your family. Do you think you can do that?

Father God I come before you and I ask for you to bless ______ _________. I pray that their life is filled with blessings, and over abundance. I pray that they feel joy every day. I ask you to give them discernment Father God, give them peace in their hearts Father God. I ask you in the name of King Jesus to truly bless their lives. I ask you to fill their hearts with the warmth and love of King Jesus, and I ask that the Holy Spirit fills their soul. I ask that you show up in their lives in a big way Lord. That they know you are watching over them, and that new opportunities line up in their life. Father please cover them in protection and bless them with good health. I ask this in the name of mighty King Jesus, Amen.

I want you to pray that every day. Then I want you to send me a message in a week. Pray for them, before you pray for yourself. That’s where we’re going to start. Because I feel like the world is filled with a whole lot of unforgiveness and at the root of that unforgiveness, at the root of you harboring all of those horrible feelings for the person that did you wrong, it’s wreaking havoc on your body. It’s allowing you to inhabit evil spirits with open doors. Like the spirit of depression, like the spirit of anxiety and those are now wreaking havoc in other areas of your life. So we’re going to do this together. Because I want you to be able to feel peace and know that God is not the only one that can forgive. I want you to know and FEEL the importance of actually forgiving.

🙏🏼❤️,
Steph

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