02/04/2021
I haven't posted to instagram too much lately, haven't been in the mood to take pictures or selfies. It's that time of year where my mental issues flare and daily life can become a struggle. Between the DID and then having PTSD episodes last night and twice today, it would have been a lot worse but honestly? This man keeps me not just content but happy and living. Not comfortably, not bare minimum, but to the fullest.
Instead of getting upset about my silence and behavioral changes the way many in the past would, this man greets them with hugs, being tucked into bed, gentle head kisses, even got food brought to me in bed after he'd already cleaned the entire kitchen and fed the boys this morning and that was after my PTSD episode 😭 words can't describe how much I love him and how much I can never say thank you in a way that will convey how much he utterly means to me. There's a relationship and then there's a partnership and this man blows both out of the water. I'm so incredibly lucky ❤️
Normally I would've spent the day in bed but he improves my moods to the point of spending time with the boys, playing, relaxing together, it's amazing ❤️
Hes even been helping me get our yard cleaned up and rebuilt and without too much complaint 😝💖 Thank you Nicholas Osmanson for being the incredible husband and friend you are, more than I could ever ask ❤️ here's to many more cheesy posts 💗
