Aims Rivers

23/09/2023

😔 I miss this side of me!
I’d rather see my eyes view of the world than the ego distorted tainted glasses I’ve allowed myself to hide behind again. It’s a tough pill I’m swallowing knowing I’ve only myself to blame. I have never been so disappointed with myself than I am currently. It will pass I refuse to cry victim poor widdle Amy, nor shall another’s toxic bu****it bull me to the depths of hell one so deeply troubled as her to bleed her hate onto me! I’m built better than a regret dictate my souls true way of being. Which isn’t even 5 times removed cousins to hate! I admitted to myself today knowing i correct when I say I’m 46 years old I’ve never ever in my entire existence had true hate for another person until yesterday and ironically I’m the only person I’ve ever hated!
So I spoke it, I’ll sit in it find my blessings from this lesson get refocused and let it go with kindness to myself and other as well as forgiving all involved. I start work at noon I should probably get this s**t started it’s gotta go by the work hour begins!
I wish you all love and kindness. I’m never ever going to be unable to regroup and humble my damn stubborn ass.
See at at 11:30am
You can’t miss me I’ll be the one in the corner probably licking a window just drooling with tears from gratitude!

20/09/2023

Happy Birthday uncle Brian I could only hope to be so lucky to see you in a dream tonight or any night
💛 my entire heart misses you so much.
I love you 🅱️🐝

17/09/2023

17/09/2023

Anyone else so used to going to sleep with no good night and or wake up with no good morning?

11/09/2023

Amen

08/09/2023

It’s not nice to kick rocks… so as your miserable doing so I’ll be over here laughing dancing under the rain giving thanks!

05/09/2023

I really need to set the record straight and make things right! My girlfriend Amy did not cheat at all!When we met only 5 months ago we kinda rushed into things pretty fast without really knowing each other100%! Amy is unlike any woman I’ve ever been with, she is one of a kind and I mean that in the best way possible, without really really knowing each other, it caused arguments I couldn’t understand her way of thinking at times I was use to what I was use to. She told me things that I kinda didn’t pay attention to because I thought wasn’t a big deal but it was to her! Sometimes I miss the big picture because I never added things up and it caused argument after argument until I was just totally lost completely but I couldn’t stay away from her and she couldn’t stay away for long either and another thing not helping is other people either exaggerating things about her or totally making s**t up about her because they are not happy in their relationship and didn’t want us to be either and with all that my wheels started turning and when that happens I can certainly have my self believing anything! I don’t want any one to think badly of Amy at all , she done nothing wrong at all in any way , I just couldn’t see that she just wanted me to stop doing one thing I was to stupid to figure things out and just about lost her I had myself believing she was really the crazy one but she definately only wanted to love me and me to just love her back ! I shouldn’t have compared her and assumed she was like women I’ve encountered in the past ! Amy is my best friend and things are being slowly worked out between us . She means the world to me !!! It seems like I’ve waited all my life for her ! I just couldn’t understand what the problem really was but the problem was not Amy at all! I was for not taking her feelings seriously enough to see things right i just feel bad for disrespecting her the way I did but that’s what i believed at the time!Please don’t think any thing bad concerning Amy in any way, she didn’t cheat ? She didn’t lie ,she told the truth I just couldn’t see it! I truly love her and she is definately a priority in my life and will never be an option to me!!!!!

Thank you Lewis Yingst

31/08/2023

I forever choose gratitude.

24/08/2023

So this just happened and talk about perfect timing. As I was coming into work today I was giggling to myself as this memory of my childhood and I had this lightness come over me. My feelings were in that exact moment it was incredible.
As if I were not blessed enough for the beautiful opportunity Dani has given me to be in her shop, to be completely surrounded by amazing people and crystals daily is something I’m struggling with or trying to comprehend how I could deserve such a blessing? Maybe it’s not meant for me to understand but to accept and pay such things forward?!?
Black Cat Crystals it’s where I’m able to receive such gifts.there are 2 remaining towers left and we are having a 20% discount on all towers. The remains are different in size but both are $45 so with the discount and tax you would be paying $38.16
That’s a steal in my opinion
- stone

Arfvedsonite or firework stone
Spiritual use is brilliant for those who have psychic abilities, healers of any type& those wishing to connect to the spiritual world.
It can also help you achieve that child like optimism tomorrow and relieve the adult pressure of worrying over your future!

Told ya perfect timing!!
There is no coincidence in life!

Thank you Dani!

23/08/2023

Anyone that knows me is well aware it’s been a struggle sometimes to not set cups on fire. Only one to never abandon me and just like always I’m shown time after time I’m not alone and with open arms I’m soothed.
Forever grateful for you? 🥤

18/08/2023

Balance

Alignment of the chakras as well as the merkaba ( ying&yang or masculine & feminine) not only grounds you but has helped me in a multitude of ways. I’m more grounded, focused, calm and truthful it’s humbled me! You can achieve this with several different ways! For me what works best is nature and meditation. That’s me it doesn’t matter how you do it just giving yourself the time you deserve for YOU is new for me and it took some tryouts and do overs for my way to work so if you try something and it’s just not sitting well with you who cares try a different method.
If nothing else please be kind to yourself and just forgive yourself for everything you’ve maybe done or not done! It’s just life which in my mind is one big fat huge lesson and in each lesson is a blessing it’s just sometimes hard to find but in my experience it’s always there.

I hope you all have a blessed weekend!

*if you like any of crystals in this post come in and visit with me at Black Cat Crystals!

Wednesday/Friday 3-8pm and Saturday 12-6 pm.

15/08/2023

I’ve come to realize I am happy and so comfortable with myself that staying home and watching your moms house or whatever is really good by me!

11/08/2023

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OUCH

11/08/2023

When someone lies to you and makes you doubt yourself or feel insecure while you try to figure out why your relationship or their treatment of you has changed, it's painful. You catch them doing harmful things to the closeness and trust in your relationship and your self esteem, and they act like you're bothering them, they run away or explode at each attempt for an explanation. There is never an answer for you. Only deflection. They tell you it's no big deal and they don't have to take your questioning, you're unhinged, they don't have time for this..well that's enough of an answer right there about where you stand. They don't give a s**t about you. You're not crazy every time you're hurt. You're not crazy when you know something is off and then you find out it is. You're not crazy if you're reactive and angry at being lied to. You're not crazy. But they will always count on you believing you are.

08/08/2023

It took my dad dying for me to get any pictures of him. It’s so very bitter sweet I’m so grateful to have them but wish it were him still alive. I miss hearing him reply when I say “ I love you daddy” he always replied with “ I love you too bucko”

06/08/2023

So I’ve been thinking, let me know your thoughts. Perhaps if I start just leaving a trail of tools and stuff behind me everywhere I go it will grab the attention of a naughty biker or someone of that nature and I can hug him and kiss him and make him mine 🧐😛😈🤪

05/08/2023

🤪

04/08/2023

11:11
How could I possibly be selfish enough to wish for anything more than which I’ve already been blessed to receive! 💛

03/08/2023

Good night to you too beautiful moon!

02/08/2023

Dioptase-
This Crystal has captured my full attention, it’s mesmerizing! We’ve got some new stuff in the shop, plus some great price reductions on inventory
If your looking for something to do or are out and about come visit us at Black Cat Crystals
14 north church street Ephrata pa 17522.
Namaste

06/07/2023

Black Cat Crystals

- our only piece of Moldavite
Come in and hold it yourself.
I’m a proud owner of some myself it’s a meteorite that landed in Czechoslovakiaits a glass like tektite it has a very high vibration. It’s dubbed as a trickster it will disappear and reappear whenever it feels like it. Known for helping wearer have an abrupt transformation, I say don’t be nervous yes it could be a hell ride but that’s a good thing, heal that pain make it unavailable to you. It pairs well with herkimer diamond I’ve noticed blue kyanite seems to add a bit of calmness when paired.
This price for its quality is almost unheard of, it’s going to go fast.
As always we hope your blessings will forever be in abundance. I look forward to meeting all of you!! 🙃

05/07/2023

Black Cat Crystals
This picture does this piece zero justice. Come visit me today, Dani the shop owner has put this agate and amethyst piece as well as many other items for all of you. If you’ve not visited us Dani and I look forward to meeting you, all new customers receive a 20% off discount on your total purchase.
All Pink Amethyst is 40% off
Fluorite is 20%
And all Onyx is also 20%
We are located at
14 North Church Street, Ephrata Pa. 17522
I look forward to hopefully seeing you soon.
As always we hope your blessings forever be in abundance!