10/08/2024
Lawd! Cardboard boxes & packing material so damn expensive!
But yes moving again this month, finishing the album mixes and preparing the launch of 4 websites (yes 4 - I know I'm a nutter, but that's how my brain works), gigs with Vanessa Haynes (always fun at Boisdale), and (aka Janette Mason & Juliet Roberts' project) live at Pizza Express Holborn next week. Also teaching on the summer workshop next week at Islington's Music Makers.
Busy sure, but I feel my life is really starting to come together after the disaster the lockdown visited upon my career with 2 massive tours lost and most other session work becoming pretty much no option for me after that.
This recovery is almost 4+ years along and I'm not quite where I was but maybe I'll surpass that 'before' period of my life. Now as an independent artist, record label owner, e-commerce vendor and running my online bass membership (coming soon), we shall see... All I do know is that when I get pushed down or held back, I always fight and refuse to be defeated.
I know it's tiring and some people do not like to read this stuff cause it makes them tired reading it or they may assess themselves negatively in comparison - my intention is to share for inspiration. That's something I needed from others to help me when I was feeling overwhelmed and a bit scared about my future.
Whatever we go through, we usually get through and our job is to stay solid while we fix the mess we may find ourselves in or allow time to do its job.
When you arrive at a peaceful place after events have calmed and life feels managable once again, it's hard to regret the path that takes you there.
My current job is to remind myself of that message and to stay confident that everything's going to be alright in the end.
It really is.