04/12/2021
To my future lover,
You need to know a few things about me.
The first thing you should know is that I have chronic insomnia. I spend most of the nights awake reading and writing.
And then I have depression which is not so chronic but extreme. I will spend my days crying and sobbing without any particular reason.
On the brighter side, I get bored easily with things and mostly with people because they do not have any worthwhile to talk or add value.
And then I have travel pangs like hunger pangs. Beaches and mountains scintillate me. All of a sudden I will travel packing my bags and off to some off-location.
And when I am travelling, I suddenly feel to explore unknown places where people frequent less. I want to go unravel them.
And when I unravel them, I remember that I have a free-lance project to be completed and the deadline is nearby.
The way I took off to this mysterious land, the same way I take off back to my home.
I work crazily 20 hours a day to finish the work in hand and once it is completed, I party crazy, get drunk and sleep almost an entire day.
Then I fall sick...well If I am not travelling, I am always down with fever or cold and mostly the headaches.
There are days I won't do anything, I won't be a pleasant sight with these headaches. I cry, I laugh, I sigh.
And I again fall into depression thinking of what a creep I had been during those terrible headaches and grow more creepy.
Depression gives me insomnia and you know now what happens after that...
You see now I suffer from so many incompetencies and flaws...
But what I can assure you is every day will be a surprise, unpredictable and a wild adventure. With me, you will never know what the next day unfolds into
