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02/10/2020

A special thank you to everyone that has liked or followed my page.

Camagu👏

02/10/2020

Camagwini
After reading please react and comment (I will also answer based on my knowledge ) .We are so many here but the likes or love reactions never exceed to more than 10.Lets engage maybe you could educate me unknowingly .

Also when I started writing I did state that this is no diary or blog ,I'm simply sharing my feelings or things that have/are happened/happening to me.This basically is to show gifted people that its not easy ungacingi that the experiences happening to you has never happend to anyone.We all have our own journeys and it's to enlighten those who are in the dark bezibuza endless questions which they are unable to answer.

I had also stated that "I'm on the journey " being that I'm no certified Gobela or prophet.So no messages regarding consultations ,I will help where I can but please bantu benkosi go physically to places for consultations.

Camagu

01/10/2020

Being a gifted person,being isibane(Light) is a lot!Especially being someone who isn't open to people .Everything eats you up inside and to the world ,you put up a brave front .I know that as umntanethongo as umntu woMoya keeping things inside is not healthy for your wellbeing ,into ezinjalo ziyagulisa ,also its so hard when most of your life you have always been someone who kept things to themselves .
The previous sentence proves that the journey will break you in order to fix/heal you.Ingulo izokukhupha kwi comfort zone yakho .

All we need to do is to bekezela because kuba nzima before kulunge.

Camagu👏

01/10/2020

To feel so empty.To feel like the emotional rollercoaster won't stop.Not being able to control how one feels.Not being able to fill the void.As much as you don't want to entertain how you feeling ,you can't stop it or prevent it .
Feeling heartbroken,sad.
Feeling incomplete.
Being umntanethongo can be so overwhelming.
The tears stream down freely as much as you try to wipe them away .
Then the burping starts also.
Feeling your knees getting weak then you ankles .

Its a lot .
And the worst part is not knowing when such moments will occur.

Thokozani 👏

31/08/2020

We are all chosen and we all have our own paths.Lighting up another candle nikhanye nonke is much more heart filling then to dim the light of a fellow mntaneDlozi that GOD has chosen.

08/08/2020

Remember to take time for yourself .You need it .Uzihlalele wedwa so you can breath out everything you have kept in.

Thokoza👏

04/06/2020

Do note down your dreams,it's very important .

Also,remember to listen and do what you are shown/instructed to do,you will see the benefits of doing such.
Xa ungamameliyo ke you will be treated njengomntana omncinci xa engenzi right .

Please God and your ancestors ,uzobona they will also please you.

Lalela mntaneDlozi 🐾🐆

04/06/2020

That feeling..
Feeling incomplete ..
Not knowing how to fill the void..

Haisana kunzima akukho formula!

You also have moments where you sit alone trying to figure everything out,trying to fill in the empty spaces which turns out being impossible.

Ube uzama udibanisa u1 no2 but kungaphumi answer. Now that's where the 'Patience' part of this journey comes in.
Everything on your journey happens for a reason,you must cross certain bridges so you can see and experience what's on the other side.

Bekezela mntanethongo🐾🐆

04/06/2020

Being umntana weThongo is so much.
We go through so much .In so many cases we "diagnosed " with depression because of going through A LOT!
We get spiritually,emotionally ,mentally and physically TIRED because everything is so overwhelming and its like everything you go through drains you bit by bit.

When you receive izindaba which triggers every inch of you, leyo takes so much from you emotionally ube ufuna ukuziqinisa not wanting it to take back to that dark place.
Accepting whatever triggers you and pushing it to the back of your mind takes so much energy ,its draining . Having to keep a strong front is so much .Being strong can also be tiring at times.

Everything can be so much 😩

15/04/2020

*Being a gifted child with parents who are not supportive or understanding
*Being a gifted child with parents who act like they understand indaba ye dlozi but would prefer you to be following izinto zo moya .
*Parents who say they with it because bayabona that there are no other options and bafuna uphile nezinto zakho zimile .

Its a lot guys !Being a gifted person is already a lot on its own and then having parents who are not so supportive/understanding ,now thats extra baggage/stress !Its so stressful and depressing because kule journey support it vital .
Parents fail to understand the way it weighs down on us .How they take the understanding of our journeys has a huge impact on us .I would literally mention this issue everytime I would phahla /Pray that izinto zivele kubo directly ,like its so depressing into ivele kuwe ihluphe wena xa uyixela abantu baypholele .
Don't loose hope kuzolunga one day ndibona apha k*m ,they slowly accepting phof Im taking advantage of the fact that they slowly accepting andibaniki chance .😅




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17/03/2020

God will never mislead you.
iDlozi asoze likulahlekise.
We won't pretend that ebomini ku rosey ,some people have bad intentions.Abantu basemhlabeni bohlulwa ngumona and umona is the root of evil.
Even in the bible they say 'beware of false prophets' .Kunzima emhlabeni.

Pray
Phahla
Meditate

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17/03/2020

Themba iDlozi lakho ,trust God .
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17/03/2020

As umntana weDlozi /Moya cleansing is very important awukwazi uveske uhlale nje.

Intsebenzo funeke unganqabi kuyo especially ibhafu ,izohlala ivula the channels of communication .

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17/03/2020

Communication with God and abaphantsi tends to differ ..
Prayer- Most people pray alone in their rooms,other feel more calm praying on a mountain top.

Ukuphahla-In their sacred corner,near water,caves,open fields.Others phahla with only impepho whereas others include snuif,candles and a clear glass of water.

As as ba it differs when you are communicating kunjalo naxa inguwe ozofumana imessages/signs ziza ngendlela ezi different.Most importantly trust your gut feeling .As umntu woMoya /Dlozi you have you to be very attentive(Can't stress this enough).You are channelled through dreams,thoughts,visions and ilizwi (the voices you hear uhleli).

Communication is very important xa uthule wena umntu ophilayo ucinga kuzolunga nton?
Even in the bible pha ku Psams 91 v15 ithi 'He will call upon me and I shall answer him.'

10/03/2020

03:00am
Also an important hour for ukuthandaza/Phahla 🙏

27/02/2020

Its difficult to ukukhulisa umntana weDlozi because kunabantu abaninzi kuye.You are very fortunate if your parents are there to support you .🙏

27/02/2020

Those moments..

You feel empty as though kukho into eshortayo ebomin bakho.You feel alone,like nobody gets it.You feel like you are on an emotional rollercoaster that switches on xa kuthanda yona.Sewuyazi ke as a gifted person emotions zakho ziba unpredictable and its something you can't control.

Kunzima shame..uske ufune ukhala ube ungayazi the reason behind the urge yet you feel better after releasing the tears.Sometimes ingathi ungangavuli umlomo uzithulele and at the same time uzibuze noba kutheni because to others izobangathi you are being moody ,ngeloxesha awuna nto qha awukhose mandleni okuthetha .

21/02/2020

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21/02/2020

Growing up and being uninformed.
I actually though that you could choose between the 2( iSthunywa&iDlozi) or just leave behind enye ungayihoyi hoping it will just go away .I just wanted to concentrate on the one I knew (endikhule phamb'kwayo) because le enye I knew nothing of and bendiyisoyika ,ndisoyika ntoni ?nam andiyazi(Fear of the unknown) .

I mean both paths are not a walk in the park,so how do you decide which is better or worth sticking it ? ..

Indlela yobizo inzima irrespective of the path ,be it indlela eyoMoya or eyeDlozi .

The bitter pill to swollow is the fact that awuzikhetheli just as you were chosen without your consent .

Also, keep in mind that God chose you for a reason,ukwazi more than you know yourself.Soze akunike umthwalo ozokusinda.

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20/02/2020

00:00
Midnight prayer🙏
Also the perfect time to phahla 🙏🕯️
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20/02/2020

Being gifted with both iSthunywa and iDlozi .

As much as the journey is long with a lot of hurdles and potholes,when having both it means you need to learn to multitask between the 2 so that ungakwatisi either of the 2, you must be able to keep everything balanced.
You must be very attentive to both uMoya neDlozi ,listening and obeying signs/messages from both.

This is why I keep stressing the point of praying and ukuphahla for light .

Also,you can't choose between the 2,you can't dismiss iSthunywa or iDlozi.This is a certain gift that you can't take back to the purchased store or exchange .

How do you even dismiss into engaphakathi kuwe or something that you were born with ?




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18/02/2020

Dula kabelong ya hao.
Hlala kwi sabelo sakho .
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iSthunywa - iDloziProphet  - SangomaMsebenzeli - Gogo /Mkhulu Sonke sibiziwe ,however not ngendlela enye ,abanye they ha...
18/02/2020

iSthunywa - iDlozi
Prophet - Sangoma
Msebenzeli - Gogo /Mkhulu

Sonke sibiziwe ,however not ngendlela enye ,abanye they have 1 of the 2 whereas others have both being iSthunywa neDlozi.

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06/02/2020

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06/02/2020



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27/01/2020

Trust the process and most importantly respect IDLOZI/ISTHUNYWA.
Sungxama be patient .I know its frustrating but bekezela .It will be worth it in the end.


27/01/2020

*The painful wrists and ankles.

*Burning feet

*Locking legs

*The burping

*Sleepless nights

*Amathongo (the dreams)

*Imibono (the visions)

27/01/2020

LISTEN TO IDLOZI.
It can cause chaos and you would swear that you are bewitched kanti no ,its just your ancestors wanting your attention.
There is no way of preventing a calling ,if ukhethiwe there's nothing you can do .There is no medicine that can 'cure ' having a 'calling' .Its just one of those things that you can't run away from .

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23/09/2019
03/07/2019

Honour your purpose . Honour your Gift. Honour your path .🕯️💛

03/07/2019

Also,you need to listen to uMoya /Idlozi uyenze what you are instructed to do . Let your spirit lead,stay calm.
You need to meditate,pray and phahla.
Pray each day like your life depends on it!I can't stress this enough!

Persistent praying is very IMPORTANT !

You are the LIGHT of the world , Remember that ! 💛

25/06/2019


You feel when certain things are going to happen, your body reacts to different situations, it alerts and warns you. For example, even when you come in contact with a bad spirit or a person who uses umuti omdaka ,your body notifies you,all you need to do is to be attentive .All of this is out of your control,all you need to do is to take note and differentiate between the reactions/feelings.


First of all you become an emotional wreck, you feel like you are on an emotional rollercoaster. You will feel down for no reason,you will feel heartbroken ingathi ungakhala esona skhalo ngeloxesha ube ungayazi the cause of these feelings or how to control them.
On some day's you wake up ibengathi ungangathethiswa ,wanting to be left alone ,kubenzima xawuhlala nabantu because to them bakubona as a moody or emotionally unstable person.

These reactions/feelings/emotion's are also ways in which God or abaphantsi communicate with you .That's why its very important to pray and phahla .

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