19/02/2021
It's sad to say that there are some toxic players that was beyond what I expected. 💔
(Note: You can read the last one if you don't want to know my story just for awareness.)
For my very bad performance yesterday for my last game, I admit na wala akong kwenta as in. As a defender na mayat-mayang pinapasok tapos solo kalang eh talagang mahirap tapos sobrang tagal pa mag-rotate ng kakampi kasi nagsisipag-flank sa mid at other side ng map. I also have a sprain on my left wrist kaya nahihirapan akong gumalaw sa tamang position, but I didn't tell my teammates that because it's still my decision to play. 🙇♀️
I did say I'm sorry for my bad performance and explained my side because I'm defending alone most of the time.
He really said, "Ay sorry babae pala, sorry talaga. Ang galing nga neto! Buhat kami! Galing mo Cyph! Instant sorry agad idol. Matik sorry, matik sorry. Pwede buhatin mo kami? Pabuhat naman idol" in a very sarcastic way.
Pero hindi siya tumigil after I said. "Hindi ko kailangan ng sarcastic guys."
Tapos sa halip manahimik nalang at mag-maglaro , grabe! Isipin mo yung alam mo nangang mali ka tapos sasabihan kapa na, "AY SIGE SIGE! BOBO MO CYPH! GAGO KA! BOBO MO! TUMIGIL KANA MAGLARO! BOBO MO!"
And of course ako na sobrang layo ng mindset kesa sakanya be like, "Sige, Salamat!"
I tried not moving in one round and guess what, di manlang sila makapasok tapos na wipe out agad sila sa tapat ng A Site and still he has the energy to say, "Wala na! Tinoyo na."
Like Dude! Kahit lalaki yang kalaro mo tapos ganyan ka magsalita kahit nag-sorry na, yung iba pa siguro nag-AFK nalang. But I'm different kasi I have so many times na nakakahabol pa kami because sa positive mindset ng iba kong nakakasama.
Take note, he never stopped until the end of the game and had the audicity to invite me again for another game or perhaps para i-trashtalk pa niya ako lalo?
I deleted that live yesterday because I'm feeling really bad, just because of that last game. 😔
For the photo below, this is one of my good gameplays and I did have 2 toxic players with me ganging up on a kid just because of Skye's flash. However, instead of telling the kid to control the flash, kung anu-ano pa sinasabing tumigil kana mag-laro, matulog ka nalang. Keeps on mumbling words instead of playing as a team.
I, as someone who knows that people can play better having kind teammates. I politely asked him, "Skye, can you control your flash? I know you can do it." And you know what guys, he did play better! Akala namin matatalo kami kasi hapit talaga yung laban, lalo na 1st game palang 0-4. ✨✨✨
I'm posting this not to get anyone's side, I just want players to be aware na not all the time we can play the game at our best. May makalaro kamang babae o lalake, bata o matanda, respect when someone's already saying sorry for their own gameplay or at least stop saying harsh words to someone who's trying their best to play the game in silence. Even top players are more humble when losing. 👁👄👁❤️
Some people are also playing games for their own happiness, to escape something in reality. So don't make them feel that there are no other place where they can go and feel accepted. 👍
Note: I won't post any of the Gamers ID here for their own privacy. Anyway, stay safe always! Always remember, wherever and whoever you are, you're always loved. ❤️✨
