Tracking Our History: The Vietnam Tankers Association Story

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30/03/2021

Another great drawing from Seattle. David Turner did this pencil drawing.

Another of the collage art done at the Seattle Reunion, 2019.
05/03/2021

Another of the collage art done at the Seattle Reunion, 2019.

05/03/2021

At the Seattle Reunion, 2019, I mentored several writers. It as a real opportunity for me to help our tankers tell their stories. One tanker in particular, a bit shy, a bit reticent, sat with us the last to sessions. Clearly having a critical story to tell, and yet the story did not flow like so many other stories. We worked together for several hours. He was telling his story and I was encouraging to write some notes as he talked. I assured him that I would take those notes and create a story, as best I could. As you read on you will find his story, his notes, written by me. The one thing I have been unable to convey is the deep emotion this man felt as he relayed his story. This was clearly the first time he had talked about it, though it had been 50 years. The reason for the notes and not a full story is he could not find all the words that would convey his feelings from his head to the paper. He trusted me. It is my desire to do just that, though my words cannot approach his emotion. And with that, here is the story.
MOTHER’S DAY 1968
Mother’s Day. The morning. May 12, 1968. We were stationed at LZ Hawk. In the midst of the lifting morning fog we headed out for a routine mine sweep of the road and then the long day of standing road guard. Darrel G***k, Dave Gunn, Tex Madisongoy and me climbed into the tank. We headed North out of LZ Hawk headed to Bridge 35. The road sweep was uneventful and so we then set up our traditional road security. Settling into a position we had done a bunch of times before we laid in for the day.
I remember I had just started to read a letter. A white phosphorous round struck about 300 feet out jarring me back to the war. Trying to ease some of the tension I heard someone say that it must be someone marking the perimeter – I felt safe for about 10 seconds until all hell broke loose. I was knocked into the “middle of next week” for many seconds. When my mind rejoined my body lying right in front of me was a grunt in terrible shape. I could clearly see the blood pumping onto the ground from his fractured body. As I moved to him I could see his intestines hanging out of his body becoming a tangled bloody mess on the ground in front of him.
I got to him and had propped his head on my lap, trying to comfort him as best one man can for a another. I quickly realized to grunt was dying. Face going pale, blood everywhere, guts everywhere this young man died in my arms. I wanted to know just what the hell happened! I never had anyone die in my lap before. I was a kid used to playing ball and bike riding and all the normal stuff in the world. Suddenly I came face to face with death - not the calm quiet death of a great aunt dying peacefully in her sleep. This grunt had spilled blood all over me along with half his body strewn in front of me on the ground and then just died. What am I supposed to do about that? What does anyone do with that? A messy, gruesome, mind-numbing death that would become all to common over the next months in Vietnam.
In the middle of what may very well have been a concussion I became genuinely afraid. Not afraid in common terms, rather I realized that nowhere was safe. Clearly this was a place unlike any place I knew of. From that day until I left Vietnam my constant companion was that nagging sense that no matter where I went, no matter how thick the armor plating is, no matter how deep the bomb crater, safety became positively elusive.

{It is my hope that I accomplished the author’s intent. If I fell short I can assure you it was not because of the content of the story but only the mechanics that failed, and that is on me.}

Postscript:
So you think you still don’t have a story to tell? The above story was encapsulated in notes by a tank crewman who wasn’t sure he could write but trusted himself enough to jot notes and the great courage to allow me to write the story for him. In that brief period of time I believe healing began. And that wonderful feeling you get when speak about something that has bothered you for a very long time.
I believe that we all have stories to tell. We are, after all, unique individuals. So sit with a friend, a fellow tanker, talk with him, jot notes, and then pick someone you think can translate the notes into the story you want told. You will not regret it, I promise.

15/11/2020

The Dark Side

What you are about to read here may be very difficult for you to digest. For so many Vietnam veterans there is a very dark side of life. Many of us feel we are alive, but we are not living, we just go through the motions. Many of us feel no joy or emotion for our accomplishments. Many of us see another death as just another day.

Many of us feel those who died in Vietnam were the lucky ones. Life for us is a struggle so many times we feel is not worth the effort. There is a deep dark void that will never be filled.

You see a Vietnam veteran and he seems fine but believe me there is a dark place in his existence. The only way to understand is to have lived the experience he has lived. There is seldom real joy in his life. Being a Vietnam veteran has a long dark tunnel attached.

Some of you think there is honor in being a Vietnam veteran, but most true Vietnam veterans see no honor. I am not talking about the ones who sat behind a typewriter in Saigon and partied all night. I am talking about those who spent most of their time in the field where every single second was life or death. Most of us feel every day since Vietnam was a precious gift but many are not whole. There is a scar that will never heal.

At times I hear someone talking about how bad they had it in the military and I usually do not say anything but want to tell them to get away from me.

I am not just talking about Vietnam veterans there are many veterans from many eras who live in this rabbit hole. I cannot imagine what it was like for our nurses who patched up the ones we sent back. These people have my greatest respect. I do not think I could have done it. I saw faces of death. They saw the faces of those whom they brought back to life.

Unfortunately, we will never know how bad someone feels until it is too late. Life is a precious gift, use it wisely.

The Veterans Brotherhood have come together with Films-4-Good to produce a documentary which will help everyone with post-traumatic stress disorder. You can view a trailer at: https://video.search.yahoo.com/search/video?fr=mcafee...

If you would like to help veterans contact the Veterans Brotherhood at 267 424 4162.
Thank you!

Clyde Hoch President of the Veterans Brotherhood

27/10/2020

Accessing Tracking Our History podcasts.

I hope this is what you have all been waiting for. Share with family and friends and have them share also.

These are basic instructions for acquiring and using podcast applications.

FOR IOS Ipad and IPhone (Apple)

Start (turn on the iPhone/iPad)
Look for the application symbol - blue cube with letter A, usually on your first screen
Tap that box - it will bring up the program with all the various applications useable on your device
Look for the magnifying glass, usually bottom right corner - search emblem
Tap the search emblem and an open line will appear about an inch or so from the top of the screen
Place your cursor in that box (cursor is the flashing vertical line)
Type in podcast Iupper or lower case makes no difference)
Press your return key
Your screen will move to a large group of applications: select one of the following: Apple Podcast, Google Podcast, Spotify, Overcast, or Pocketcast ( these applications are all applications that Tracking Our History is automatically distributed to)
Select one: tap on the get symbol
When that application has been downloaded the “get” sign will change to an “open” sign
At this point you can: tap open or return to your original screen
If you tap “open” OR when you return to the Apple screen on your iPad/iPhone and tap on that icon the program will open
You will probably have to sign in or register then sign in
When your screen shows the Home Screen for the application
Find the search magnifying glass in the lower left corner and tap
Search box comes up at the top of the screen - type in Tracking Our History press return
The podcast series Tracking Our History should come up
Press the sideways triangle to start one of the episodes

That should do it. If not, you may reach me at my email.

FOR ALL ANDROID PHONES/TABLETS

Turn on your phone/tablet
Select your usual browser
In your browser search box type Google play
The search screen should return with the url (address) of the Google play store (https://www.googleadservices.com/pagead/aclk?sa=L&ai=DChcSEwj70tbOztXsAhUp5uMHHY0SCfsYABAAGgJ5bQ&ohost=www.google.com&cid=CAASE-RoznXh7zUa7KPveij-nS0wGWg&sig=AOD64_240CH1b_5DF5PzsPB3uroV9OxfJg&q&adurl&ved=2ahUKEwiUsc3OztXsAhUJPK0KHc5lAmkQ0Qx6BAgxEAE)
Tap the blue highlighted Google play words and it will bring up the Google Play Application
In the search box at the top type in “podcast” and press return
The next screen will show 4 applications across the top with a green background tab that says “more”. Tap the “more” tab and every podcast application will appear on the next screen.
Select Apple Podcast, Google Podcast, Spotify, Overcast, or Pocketcast and tap the download sign
Follow 14-17steps abovr

That should do it.

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19/10/2020

Hey all you Vietnam Tankers! Each and every one of you have stories you can tell and we have the easiest, most comfortable way for you to tell it. You get your favorite brew or scotch or coffee or soda and then you go sit down in your easy chair but bring your cordless phone with you. You then kickback, I give you a call on that phone you are holding and then —— we talk. Just like late at night in the bunkers, I ask a couple of questions and you get to tell tales. There is nobody watching us. The talk is not live so a pause, a slip of the tongue, a gee whiz I wish I had that one back can all be fixed before it ever gets on the air. That is all you have to do. Well, that and then gather family dnd friends to listen to the story on one of the podcast applications. Which podcasts? The most popular are Spotify, Apple Podcast, Google Podcast, Spotify, Anchor podcast and Pocketcast.

There are 7 episodes to listen to already. Pick one or two or all of them and you will see how easy it is. After that just email me and I will get you on the list and provide a little more information.

Remember Marine Tanks are now just part of the past. We need your story so that the world will know what we did.

19/10/2020

This is for all you tankers who wrote stories during our last reunion. I am working on getting those stories published that have not yet seen the light of day on this page (Tracking Our History). Here is what I would like for each of you to do. 1, send an email to me (you can message me through this site and I will send you my email address if you do not have it) and include the stories you gave me, include any additional stories you have finished and would like published, let me know if I have a story you are still not ready to publish (I goofed and am just a tad shy now), and those I have that can be published. Once I get your emails in I will pick up publishing again.

Also, our USMC Vietnam Tankers Association is now in the podcast business. You can hear stories on Apple Podcast, Google Podcast, Anchor Podcast, Spotify, Pocketcast, and others. Search for Tracking SOur History once you enter the podcast application. These podcasts complete with sound effects, music, and most importantly, great stories. Check it out!

I am going to exercise a point of personal privilege.  My dad, a Marine in WWII never talked about his experiences in th...
27/09/2020

I am going to exercise a point of personal privilege. My dad, a Marine in WWII never talked about his experiences in the South Pacific. My dad died when I was 17.

My father-in-law, a WWII veteran who served in General Patton’s 3rd Army, also never really talked about his experiences in I did know he came late in the war but The Who, what, wher, when, why, and how were lost upon his death in 2016. Or so I thought. Then, came the following from some old friends. I was lucky in one sense. Please do not leave your story untold. Write something and send it to me. Or, perhaps even better, take part in our podcast interviews and tell your story through a simple and easy interview at your home.

George Tenopir (my father-in-law) joined the United States Army and was part of the 13th Armored Division.

From the 13th Armored Division website:

The 13th Armored landed at Le Havre, France, 29 January 1945. After performing occupation duties, the Division moved to Homberg near Kassel to prepare for combat under the Third Army, 5 April.

At Altenkirchen, it was attached to the XVIII Corps and prepared for the Ruhr Pocket (also known as the Rose Pocket) operation.. The attack jumped off at Honnef, 10 April. After crossing the Sieg River at Siegburg, the 13th pushed north to Bergisch Gladback, then toward Duisburg and Mettmann by 18 April.

Shifting south to Eschenau, the Division prepared for Bavarian operations. Starting from Parsberg, 26 April, the 13th crossed the Regen River, then the Danube at Matting and secured the area near Dunzling. On the 28th, elements closed in at Plattling and crossed the Isar River. Moderate to heavy resistance was met during this drive through southern Germany.

The Division smashed into Brannau, Austria, 2 May, and the command post was set up in the house where Hi**er was born. A bridgehead across the Inn was established at Marktl, but the river was not crossed as orders came to reassemble north of Inn, 3 May. Preparations were made for further advances when the war in Europe ended.

The 13th remained in Germany until 25 June and left Le Havre, France, for home, 14 July 1945.

Messages from the 13th Armored Division page:

On behalf of the entire Black Cat family, we extend our condolences to you and your family on the loss of your grandfather. It is always sad to hear of the passing of our 13th Armored veterans. There will never be a group like the Greatest Generation again and we were all blessed by having the 13th vets as part of our lives.~JoEllen Bender

We are so very sorry for your loss. The 13th Armored Division was second to none during WWII. Our prayers and deepest sympathy to you and your family.
~Valerie Mafrice Miller
~Louis Mafrice, Sr.
~Chesteria Mafrice
~Louis Mafrice, Jr.

The Judge Don Tibbs and Jeff Killian family in Manti, Utah send our deepest condolences to you. May God bless and comfort you in the coming days. ~Claudia Killian

I was so fond of him. We had corresponded several times regarding the N**i captured flag he had signed in Germany. He certainly led a full life. Rest in peace my friend. ~Judy Hurdle

JoEllen Bender added this about George:
George was one of the Black Cats from Company B- 16th AIB who signed that N**i flag that Judy Hurdle bought at a flea market and then tracked down many of the vets.

27/09/2020

Hey folks! Tracking Our History, the podcasts have now published 5 episodes. If you have not heard them or you do not know where to find them here are the podcast sites that carry our podcast.

Spotify
Apple Podcasts
Breaker
Castbox
Google Podcasts
Overcast
Pocket Casts
RadioPublic

please take a listen and pass these sites on to your family, friends, and neighbors.

We are still looking for additional participants. Remember your stories are important. We are providing an all encompassing look at Marine Tanks in Vietnam and the story is not complete unless we hear from you. It is easy--Peasy. Ask John Wear or Turtle or Blues. You get to sit in an easy chair in the comfort of your own home while we talk on the telephone. And do not forget the wives and girlfriends who have helped you through the first years right up to today. They have a story to tell and can be interviewed for a podcast as well.

04/08/2020

Episode 2, Driving with “Blues” is now in the can. It will be available for listening on August 11 on Spotify and the USMCVTA.org website. “Blues” takes us all for a quick drive up to Con Thien and back to D**g Ha. You will really “get into it” as they say. The other podcast sites will follow shortly thereafter. I would once again like to acknowledge the generosity of Country Joe MacDonald and Bill Belmont for their contribution to the music.
Also, Episode 1 of is available on all podcast sites for your listening entertainment.

The U.S. Marine Corps introduced the M48A3 Patton Tank and the M51A1 Ontos Anti-Tank vehicles to the Vietnam War in May of 1965, a war that many, including the Commander of Military Assistance Command, Vietnam (MACV), Army�s Gen. Westmoreland, said armor had no place in. Marine armor proved so eff...

31/07/2020

Just a friendly reminder that Tracking Our History, Episode one, the podcast, can be heard on Spotify, iTunes, and Pocketcast right now. Still to come is Google and a couple others. You may also listen to it on the USMCVTA.org, our home website.
Episode 2, with Roger “Blues” Unland will be out on August 11. Come on over and let’s take a ride.

The U.S. Marine Corps introduced the M48A3 Patton Tank and the M51A1 Ontos Anti-Tank vehicles to the Vietnam War in May of 1965, a war that many, including the Commander of Military Assistance Command, Vietnam (MACV), Army�s Gen. Westmoreland, said armor had no place in. Marine armor proved so eff...

27/07/2020

Look for the first episode of on your favorite podcast site on Tuesday! Yep, tomorrow. You can also find the first podcast on our website, . In addition, at the following sites:
Spotify
Itunes
google,

And most other common podcast sites. Get your family and friends to also listen. This first podcast is about 20 minutes. Most will run between 20 minutes to one hour maximum.

Thank you - See you there!

19/07/2020

A special greeting to everyone. A new podcast entitled Tracking Our History will appear beginning July 28, 2020 at 2am. Now, no one expects you to be up at that time (save for me) but the podcast will be available from then on. The various sites where you can hear the podcast are as follows:

Spotify
Apple Podcasts
Breaker
Castbox
Google Podcasts
Overcast
Pocket Casts
RadioPublic

When you get a chance, please listen. The podcasts are called Tracking Our History and will feature interviews from a wide range of Vietnam Veterans primarily from the Vietnam Tankers Association.

Get your families, friends, neighbors, and even mere acquaintances to listen beginning July 29 or thereafter. The podcasts are interesting and informative for both those old enough to remember the Vietnam War but also for those who are to young to have lived the experience.

12/07/2020

Just for us -

We Are Veterans🇱🇷🇱🇷🇱🇷🇱🇷🇱🇷

We left home as teenagers for an unknown adventure.

We loved our country enough to defend it and protect it with our own lives.

We said goodbye to friends and family and everything we knew.

We learned the basics and then we scattered in the wind to the far corners of the Earth.

We found new friends and new family.

We became brothers and sisters regardless of color, race or creed.

We had plenty of good times, and plenty of bad times.

We didn’t get enough sleep.

We smoked and drank too much.

We picked up both good and bad habits.

We worked hard and played harder.

We didn’t earn a great wage.

We experienced the happiness of mail call and the sadness of missing important events.

We didn’t know when, or even if, we were ever going to see home again.

We grew up fast, and yet somehow, we never grew up at all.

We fought for our freedom, as well as the freedom of others.

Some of us saw actual combat, and some of us didn’t.

Some of us saw the world, and some of us didn’t.

Some of us dealt with physical warfare, most of us dealt with psychological warfare.

We have seen and experienced and dealt with things that we can’t fully describe or explain, as not all of our sacrifices were physical.

We participated in time honored ceremonies and rituals with each other, strengthening our bonds and camaraderie.

We counted on each other to get our job done and sometimes to survive it at all.

We have dealt with victory and tragedy.

We have celebrated and mourned.

We lost a few along the way.

When our adventure was over, some of us went back home, some of us started somewhere new and some of us never came home at all.

We have told amazing and hilarious stories of our exploits and adventures.

We share an unspoken bond with each other, that most people don’t experience, and few will understand.

We speak highly of our own branch of service, and poke fun at the other branches.

We know however, that, if needed, we will be there for our brothers and sisters and stand together as one, in a heartbeat.

Being a veteran is something that had to be earned, and it can never be taken away.

It has no monetary value, but at the same time it is a priceless gift.

People see a veteran and they thank them for their service.

When we see each other, we give that little upwards head nod, or a slight smile, knowing that we have shared and experienced things that most people have not.

03/07/2020

All I want to Be is a Tanker

When in boot camp I just wanted to be a combat arms Marine. Yes, all 6’7” of me wanted to pound ground in Vietnam. I thought that was my true calling. As is the case most of the time the Marine Corps had another idea. The Marine Corps decided I should be an 1811, tank crewman. I could not have been more un-happy. That is, until I arrived in country and then I saw the true wisdom of that decision. As per the usual training I attended Infantry Training Regiment and then on to Tank School at Del Mar. If I am typical, this is when most lasting Marine Corps friendships begin. Those I grew to be friends with were mostly southern Californians, but they were tankers. Stephen Dowdell is one of those. Steve and I were pretty ordinary guys but we happened to live close to each other. Steve lived in Duarte and I lived in Whittier. That generally amounts to about 10 minutes by the 605 Freeway. As tank school continued we became close friends and generally shared thoughts and beers. At the conclusion of Tank School, since we both passed, we travelled to our respective hometowns on leave.
Steve and I were together once again as we were mustering board an airplane at El Toro Marine Base. We were now headed for Okinawa. We realized this was merely a short stop to Vietnam. We suffered a long air flight and when we arrived in Okinawa we managed to sweat through about three or four very long days until it was time to take off for Vietnam.
As it would turn out a large number of us were about to become mid-Tet replacements. Most of our tank school class was aboard the big silver bird and we all knew one another. Turned out, another friend of mine, Ernie Fluellen. After we returned from Vietnam Ernie stood with me at my August,1970 wedding, but right now he was headed to first tanks.
We landed in Da Nang in June and were immediately split between First and Third Tank Battalions. The split was about 50/50. About 15 of us, including Steve and me, headed off to Quang Tri and Third Tank Battalion. We travelled in a “six by” to our official duty station. Quang Tri was less confusing then Da Nang but our presence was still an anxious confusion as we “tripped through” reporting into our official duty station. After we made the routine personnel stops (including one with Lt. Jim Coan) it began to sink in we were in Vietnam.
One maybe two days and we were now off to a place called D**g Ha. There we were to report to the Captain of Alpha Company and we would be assigned to platoons. I have to say it was good to have Steve and some others close by since we all were confused and anxious together, a sense that made more sense when there were more of us to be anxious and confused.
When we arrived in D**g Ha we were all assigned to platoons and tanks except for one. Steve had drawn the short straw and didn’t know he had until that day in D**g Ha. It seemed there was a “small need” for one Marine Military Police officer. That was Steve. He protested and discussed and begged and pleaded not to send him off to some strange MOS he knew nothing about. And how could “they” pull a fully trained and ready to fight tank crewman? All to no avail and as crazy as everything appears to be at times this made sense to someone and Steve was gone.
The next 12 months flew passed by with all of us coming and going from Leatherneck Square, Gio Linh, the Rockpile, Con Tien, C-2, and the Washout. Road sweeps and operations and rains and more rains, and mud and all sorts of events passed. Each time we ended back in D**g Ha for a moment or two Steve would drop by. He wanted to know how we were doing but mostly wanted to hear about the sweeps and firefights that we had as if to at least get a sense of what it was like to be a tanker. I believe there is no “tighter unit” than tank crews and quite honestly there is no one else I would trust but tankers. Steve knew this, sensed this, and just wanted to be even a small part of it.
Come July of 1969 most of the folks I had arrived with were short timers (had to untie our boots to brush our teeth) and thoughts turned to rotating back to the “world”. Alas, it turned out there was one last operation to do before we rotated home. We were headed out west of Charlie-2 with Kilo 3/3 to sweep an area of continuing nighttime activity. With so many headed home the problem arose of sheer numbers. We did not have enough tankers to fill the number of tanks necessary to do the sweep. In fact I pressed a friend of mine into driving for me on this last operation.
The day before we left Steve Dowdell, former Military Police Officer, became a bona fide tank crewman and immediately assigned to a tank. Steve was rarin’ to go. To his great delight the MP command had turned him loose because as shorthanded as they were Alpha Company 3rd Tanks staffing was that much worse off. Therefore Steve was granted his yearlong wish and re-placed into a tank unit. He was now an official tank crewman. Steve could not be more delighted. He felt home, safe, comfortable with his old friends. He knew he was headed to the bush but he was with the friends he knew would be there for him.
Steve ended up as a gunner on Lt. Ralston’s tank (at least I think so) and off we all went. Captain Wunsch heading up a light Company of tanks with Kilo 3/3 in tow. The first couple of days were relatively quiet. The third day, in the morning we played catch with about 40 or 50 mortar rounds before we broke for the day’s sweep.
We broke camp with a few minor injuries and only one or two tankers had to be medi-vaced out. The day passed uneventfully and we pulled into some high ground to bivouac for the night. While setting up three or four NVA were seen jogging a little out of our immediate reach. Many of us discussed what those NVA meant? Possibilities that 3 or 4 or 5 NVA might translate into – mortars? – RPG team??- or what??
The answer to our speculation hit us with full force that night. We ended up with a whole lot of rocket propelled grenades coming right at us. It was a night unlike any other night I had experienced. When the smoke cleared several facts appeared almost instantly. The last Marine Tank Officer to die in combat was our Captain Wunsch. The last corpsman in the Third Tank Battalion’s history in Vietnam was also killed that night.
And one more. The guy who just couldn’t wait to be a tank crewman, the guy who waited almost a full tour to be what he always wanted to be, was killed. Steve Dowdell was sitting in the gunner’s seat when an RPG penetrated and killed him instantly. Ironic as it may seem Steve was the last tank crewman from 3rd Tanks killed in Vietnam. The man who could hardly wait to go on at least one operation, and that one operation was both his first and last. His name is chiseled into the Vietnam Memorial in Washington, D.C.. The story behind the name was, like all the names there, unique.

03/07/2020

The Fight for Hoi An
D. C. Fresch

The period of Tet 1968 was a strange week for the 2d Platoon, Charlie Company. The Khe Sanh combat base had its second battle of the year in the saddle of Hill 881 on January 20, 1968. An uneasy truce was declared by the Viet Cong for the Tet lunar holiday and was to run from January 27 through February 3. Rocket attacks against Da Nang, the Marble Mountain area, and Chu Lai put the truce to rest on the night of January 29–30.
The “Death Dealers” had been out with the infantry of the 2d Battalion, 3d Marines, cruising the tree lines for about three days looking for the enemy. We were all about to become heavily involved in what was probably the biggest running gun battle of the Vietnam war, the Tet lunar new year offensive.
Tet was the culmination of a long-planned offensive by Hanoi. The enemy had managed to attack almost every installation and city of any significance in South Vietnam. At the time, they believed that this would lead to a popular revolutionary uprising of the common people to overthrow and eject the Saigon government as well as the American allies. During the offensive the American press speculated that we had lost control of the war, despite the fact that virtually every battle was won by U.S. and South Vietnamese forces. Later in the war there were questions concerning the full commitment of Viet Cong forces as a means for the Hanoi government to avoid sharing power with the forces of the south. The Viet Cong were effectively eliminated from the battlefield during the aftermath of the offensive, and northern supply lines were drained to the extent that it would be two years until they were back at their previous effectiveness.
As gunner on an M48A3 tank, designated as C23, I often didn’t leave the turret for three days at a time. Like the other crews, I ate and slept in the tank, urinating into the tank hull to be flushed out later. My tank commander, Sgt. Ralph MacDonald (Sargeant Mac), let me out every now and then to see the light of day for about five minutes.
Because tankers are cockier than most marines, we were having trouble coordinating with the infantry. Working as close to the tree lines as we did while evacuating wounded, it was essential that we have a team of infantry to suppress RPG attacks. It took a considerable number of complaints to get the support, and then it was quite a production to finally get our grunts to pull back when we needed to engage the main gun. Our second problem turned out to be the 2d Battalion, 3d Marines, commanding officer’s inexperience at tank-infantry operations. As the sun was setting on about the third day of operations, after having found recent evidence of enemy activity in the area, he insisted on a night assault of the next tree line. Against our complaints and explanations of bad terrain, the assault went off, with our predicted result of two tanks severely bogged down in the mud and the other two engaged in removing them. It was a nasty job to recover a tank in the mud of a Vietnamese rice paddy.
The assault was called off and we spent an uneasy night in the open. Artillery dropped harassment and interdiction (H&I) fire around us, and gunships and fireflies overflew our position throughout the night. Very spooky. Considering we had yet to engage the enemy, someone higher up was taking great care to protect us. Did they know something we didn’t?
It was the night of January 29–30. The next dawn would see all five provincial capitals attacked and the I Corps headquarters compound breached by VC and main force NVA. The communists had come out of their holes and hideouts to do battle.
With the arrival of morning, we hurriedly had our C rations and coffee and saddled up to hit the tree line from the night before. Monitoring the radios, we heard reports from the infantry of fighting holes and abandoned web gear. The enemy’s positions had been hastily evacuated during the night.
Everyone cleared the tree line and stopped to regroup. Mac got out to confer with the infantry, and I climbed up to get a little daylight and man the TC’s fire controls. Something did not feel right. I believe that everyone who has lived through combat has experienced this feeling at one time or another. I climbed down into the TC’s seat and started to traverse the tree line by sweeping left to right across our front. The gun sights drifted across some horizontal banana trees and my alarms went off. “Bunker.” Suddenly, I was looking down the tube of a 75mm Chinese recoilless rifle manned by six NVA ready to put a window in my tank’s turret.
I squeezed off the main gun and got a click for my effort. I didn’t know what the problem was, but I also didn’t have time to deal with it. I climbed up on the tank, yelled to Mac what I had, opened up with the machine gun, and radioed the next tank down the line to put some 90mm cannon rounds where my fire was going. At that moment, all hell broke loose. About seven hundred NVA, the main effort of the NVA 2d Division, were moving out of the hills west of An Hoa to attack the Da Nang air base as part of the Tet offensive.
We were engaged most all day, working right up in the tree lines with canister rounds and beehives (90mm shells loaded with hundreds of small, arrowlike flechettes). When we needed more ammunition, we evacuated wounded, then returned to the fight.
As the battle wound down, the crew was talking on the intercom about how we could wrap this up and get back to the area for some rest and showers. I had been monitoring the radios and listening to the 1st Platoon mixing it up in Hoi An. From the transmissions I heard, it sounded as though they were in a very tough fight. Hoi An was about fifteen miles south of us on the Song Thu Bon River. An undetermined number of NVA had crossed the river from the south, out of the barrier island area, entered Hoi An, and not so politely requested that the ARVN soldiers leave town. There was a pitched battle, but the NVA won out, with most of the town in their hands. The small Military Assistance Command, Vietnam (MACV) compound in Hoi An was surrounded, and the Americans there were fighting a desperate battle for survival. I had a friend with the fourteen-man marine security detachment at Hoi An. Our tanks based there took hits, most from RPGs, and several were knocked out of the fight.
We were low on ammo, and also running low on fuel from fighting for three days and being heavily engaged all morning. Just the same, we were instructed to head for Hoi An. We would be refueled and rearmed there. The trucks to resupply us were already on their way.
Leery of an ambush on the roads, we headed cross-country, flat out through the desert area above Hoi An, and arrived at the outskirts of the city without incident. Blitzing into the city proper, we crossed a bridge, which terrorized some locals, and soon passed a Shell gas station. We joked that we should pull in and fill up. We arrived at our rally point with the 1st Platoon to find that our fuel supply convoy had been ambushed on the road and blown up on Highway 538 west of the city. I since learned that a bulk fuel specialist was killed in the ambush attempting to get our fuel to us. I learned from another friend who was part of the convoy es**rt that the explosion was caused by a command-detonated mine.
We were facing a potentially disastrous situation. No fuel and no ammo is no way to enter a battle. Firefights were raging throughout the city as we linked up with elements of the 2d Blue Dragon Brigade of the Korean Marine Corps. We solved our resupply problem by dragging out the hand pumps and hoses and siphoning fuel from the tanks that were out of service. We also stripped those tanks of their ammunition and distributed it among our four tanks.
Hoi An was a mess. There were firefights taking place all over, and four different military organizations were involved: the Korean Marines, the cut-off U.S. Army compound, the widely scattered ARVN, and us. In addition, the civilians were trying to get out of the middle of everything. Taking into consideration the damage to the 1st Platoon, it was decided that we would try to run two tanks north into the city from both the east and the west, then turn into the city. We’d just blow it away house by house by moving toward the MACV compound, supported by the Koreans. Language and communication problems quickly arose. This was the 2d Platoon’s first time working with the Koreans and we were not communicating well. It was a moot point; everything would soon come apart.
The second of two tanks, we started up a narrow street to the west of the city. Closed in by buildings, we had limited visibility and maneuverability. We crept down the street, guns facing to the northeast, looking into every nook and cranny. The ROK troops were following us rather than supporting us as I watched our lead tank start its turn to the east.
WHAM! BLAM! The tank rocked to the left nearly on its side, and I saw smoke and flames shoot from both hatches. It slammed back to the street and just sat there and smoked. I couldn’t believe what I had just seen through the limited vision of the gun sights. My world went into slow motion and all sound dropped away as I waited for movement from our lead tank and anticipated continued fire on ours. It seemed to take forever, but the crew, covered in soot, finally crawled out and sought cover at the side of the tank. They had taken two rapid-fire RPG hits in the space of a heartbeat. I would like to think that we always reacted quickly to circumstances, and perhaps we did; I suffered time compression throughout this incident. It seemed to take some time until several tankers with their .45 grease guns ran up to provide cover fire, allowing the crew to get back to us. We were effectively stopped in our advance. I remember thinking f—— this, just f—— this, I’m going home, good-bye! All I could see in my mind’s eye was the next RPG coming through my gun controls and turning me into paste. I actually pushed up from my seat to leave when I thought, where the hell am I gonna go? It’s just as bad if not worse anywhere out there.
I really didn’t want any of this, but I sat down and was determined to find that jerk with the rocket before he found us. I’m sure that other things were going on out there, but in the gunner’s seat it was just the NVA and me. I traversed and traversed that street. I felt as though I burnt out both my eyes one at a time and soaked myself in nervous and real sweat while we idled in the street. I was trying to will those gun sights to show me something, anything.
The radios were squawking something about the NVA trying to withdraw as refugees, and we should try to separate the wheat from the chaff. A steady stream of civilians started to move out of the street that we had tried to turn into. An old man carrying a straw package appeared out of the alley and took cover under the front of the blown tank. Thinking that the package could conceal a rocket, I notified Mac, and was going nuts trying to get permission to fire. Permission was slow in coming, and understandably so, because there was a flood of evacuees leaving the area. We finally bounced some .50 under the tank and ran him off.
When our lead tank was hit, the ROKs left us, but the ARVN showed back up and fought like hell. These ARVN were fighting for their homes. They lived in Hoi An, and so did their families. I guess that made all the difference in the world.
Hearing that we were out in the street alone, I renewed my efforts to find the site from which the RPGs had been fired. I damned near went blind searching but finally noticed a slot at street level that looked like a storm drain. I keyed my combat vehicle crewman (CVC) helmet to tell Mac what we had, and in short order we ripped a load of .50 into the slot. Later exploration would reveal two dead North Vietnamese with an RPG in a belowground room. Unlike the fighting at Hue, we never got the opportunity to engage our main 90mm guns in the city. We were effectively blocked almost immediately by our damaged tank and were reduced to fighting a careful defensive machinegun battle due to the flood of refugees fleeing the city.
We eventually worked our way into the city, but I couldn’t tell you how. The rest of the day was a blur as we fought through the narrow streets. The next thing I remember was night falling as we had all of our tanks sitting outside the gates of the MACV compound. Some of the officers from the installation came out to bring us food and thank us for the rescue. They shared their tales of the last few days’ madness. They were glad to have us there.
Everything about Hoi An seemed a bit otherworldly that night. We had never worked within a city before and were faced with an entirely new set of circumstances. As if to punctuate this feeling, a jeep with driver and a Vietnamese passenger roared out the gate and down the street. The vehicle ricocheted off the buildings on both sides of the street like a ball in a pinball machine, then flipped over. I just stood there and stared. The driver was drunk and taking one of the Vietnamese employees home. This was the capstone to this whole weird past week. They lay in the wreckage of the jeep moaning, and I was waiting for Rod Serling to step out of the wings and explain all of this. Strange days. .
What We Learned
The challenges of using tanks were exacerbated by the harsh conditions of the urban environment. Tanks that were protected by infantry could act as effective close-in fire support. Tank main guns used against hardened targets yielded more precise results than could be achieved from artillery. Tank fire caused less collateral damage. Tanks that advanced with infantry protection also delivered a shock effect that intimidated defending dismounted troops.
Effective tank-infantry cooperation requires detailed coordination. Communication and command relationships must be established prior to an operation. Infantry and tank crewmen alike must be aware of each other’s capabilities. All elements of the tank crew should be kept apprised of the tactical situation throughout the vicinity of their vehicle. The accompanying infantry must guard against snipers. The tanks must be regularly resupplied with fuel and ammo. We tried to move off the main roads to prevent creating easy targets for the enemy. Tanks could be used as armored resupply vehicles to meet the needs of the screening dismounts as required.

Used with the expressed permission of the author. The USMC VTA would like to thank D. C. Fresch for his cooperation in the use and editing of this article.

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