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23/12/2022

The monthly vulnerable post.

It has definitely been difficult days where my anxiety has been bombarded by a thousand things. It’s been weeks since I’ve felt that I haven’t breathed. It’s hard when you realize that you don’t have everything under control.

These days I have learned (which has become difficult) that I am not in control of anything, that God is the one who has it. I have always been a person who likes to have everything warned so nothing can surprises me, but I have had to give that to the Lord because I can’t do that anymore. He defeated my anxiety in that cross, I believe it even when is a long process to embrace. We are still learning and growing in that.

What if I’ve grown up? Yes, although it has hurt. Lies have arisen, triggers, situations that I do not want to be, abandonment, loneliness and where my flesh has wanted to be the previous Gustavo and send everyone to cook french fries in hell 😂. However, I have decided to believe that the Holy Spirit is doing something even if there is war against me. I’ve decided to say yes, even if I don’t understand. Jesus said that we were going to suffer in the world, but he has already defeated the world so we are safe.

God has been good, faithful and that his support and favor is upon me. He’s doing something. He has saved me, and everything that can be hidden has come to light with His truth.

I’m so glad for my family and for my friends who are with me and don’t leave me alone. The process is hard, but it’s better when you have people who genuinely love you, advise you, believe in your call, say yes with you and want the best for you. To each of you, THANK YOU. 🧡

Beautiful things are coming, I believe it and I am in a time of kindness from the Lord to myself and joy no matter what. I’m watching it and I’m living it. 🤟🏻

05/12/2022

Amahia, tú eres una de las razones por la cual vivo y soy feliz. Tu locura, tu espontaneidad y tu siempre diversión es lo más que extraño tener cerca físicamente. Ay mi niña, si tu supieras lo mucho que yo te amo y lo orgulloso que yo vivo de ti. Oro por que tu corazón genuino, honesto y valiente nunca desmayen. ¡Tú eres increíble!

Hoy estoy lejos y es demasiado de triste, pero a la misma vez tu amor me llega hasta acá y el mío hasta allá, y nunca va a cambiar. Eso me recarga.

Gracias por ser tan colorida y tan parecida a las flores. Cada vez que las veo, escucho a Dios diciéndome yo la estoy cuidando y eso me da paz.

Mi Amahia favorita, mi locura extendida y mi flor. Te amo, te abrazo y te veo pronto. 🌺

– Tío

02/12/2022

F de Fendi y de Friday. 🫶🏻

02/12/2022

F de Fendi y de Friday

25/11/2022

Tu paso, la huella, tu abrazo y el poema.

— Antonio Orozco

19/11/2022

Brunch Saturday with the folks! 🤍

16/11/2022

Just breathe ‘cause it's a miracle we can breathe. There's power in the way that we breathe. Release your heavy burdens and
let everything that has breath, praise the Lord.
This is why we have breath, so praise the Lord.

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This post is for me, for you, for us. We are not alone. Just breath and expand your lungs. Some thing beautiful is coming, don’t fall out and keep watching His mercy and grace. Your wait, obedience and your “yes” is moving the heart of the Lord. He loves you and he keeps you.

13/11/2022

The golden hour, the coffee and I. 🏜️

27/10/2022

Today I decided to be vulnerable with you once again and here I go.

I had never understood so deeply the “walking by faith and not by sight” verse until today. These days I had to learn to bind myself to God’s faithfulness and to believe that He is with me, close and is doing something.

To believe with faith will cause everything that is hidden to come out and attack you. It’s been so long since I felt my anxiety as uncontrolled as these days. To be honest, I have felt like taking everything and returning to Puerto Rico. I miss the “easy” life, I miss my family and friends. Yes, I’ve felt alone in some moments and it’s not because there are no people around me, it’s because I’m missing things.

Despite all that, I also feel that something in me is dying and at the same time something beautiful is growing. When anxiety attacks me, I try to talk about it and I remind my soul that the one who called me has everything under control (although I am really struggling completely to believe it). Because yes, faith is also a gift and at the same time a challenge.

I’m growing up, seeing God even in what he doesn’t seem and fighting with the idea of loving where I am. I knew that my “yes” was going to cost a lot, but I also accept that His promises continue to pursue me and keep me. Time by time, step by step.

Thank you to everyone who calls me, text to me and prays for me. I love you, but keep doing it intensely. 😂

“Surely your goodness and unfailing love will pursue me all the days of my life…”

‭‭— Psalms‬ ‭23‬:‭6‬ ‭

27/10/2022

Today I decided to be vulnerable with you once again and here I go.

I had never understood so deeply the “walking by faith and not by sight” verse until today.

These days I had to learn to bind myself to God’s faithfulness and to believe that He is with me, close and is doing something.

To believe with faith will cause everything that is hidden to come out and attack you. It’s been so long since I felt my anxiety as uncontrolled as these days. To be honest, I have felt like taking everything and returning to Puerto Rico. I miss the “easy” life, I miss my family and friends. Yes, I’ve felt alone in some moments and it’s not because there are no people around me, it’s because I’m missing things.

Despite all that, I also feel that something in me is dying and at the same time something beautiful is growing. When anxiety attacks me, I try to talk about it and I remind my soul that the one who called me has everything under control (although I am really struggling completely to believe it). Because yes, faith is also a gift and at the same time a challenge.

I’m growing up, seeing God even in what he doesn’t seem and fighting with the idea of loving where I am. I knew that my “yes” was going to cost a lot, but I also accept that His promises continue to pursue me and keep me. Time by time, step by step.

Thank you to everyone who calls me, text to me and prays for me. I love you, but keep doing it intensely. 😂

“Surely your goodness and unfailing love will pursue me all the days of my life…”

‭‭— Psalms‬ ‭23‬:‭6‬ ‭

16/10/2022

Coffee with friends is always a good choice for Saturdays. ☕️

📍

04/10/2022

Sedona 📍🏜️

06/09/2022

Today marks one month since I moved to this city. How fast, uh?

I have seen His loyalty and how He has kept His promise that he will be with me in the process and forever. He decided to honor my “yes, I’m going” without having to do it.

Yesterday while I was on Mount Lemmon I saw the city and I heard the voice of God telling me that He had put me in this place to love and take care of people. God called us watchmen of the city.

“O Jerusalem, I have posted watchmen on your walls; they will pray day and night, continually. Take no rest, all you who pray to the Lord.”
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— Isaiah‬ ‭62:6‬

I am grateful for what is coming, for the good and for the not so good. I know that I am here with a purpose and I decided to accept His invitation for whatever has to be done.

I love, thank and honor all those who have treated me with affection during this month. Those who, without knowing me, have speak to me life, have invited me to be with them and have been intentional.

This is just the beginning! 🏜

05/09/2022

You said, remember that life is
Not meant to be wasted
We can always be chasing the sun!
So fill up your lungs and just run
But always be chasing the sun!

☀️

30/08/2022

Great light? Okay 1, 2 , 3… 📸

Ps.
It’s groups season in .me! Find yours. 😎

20/08/2022

It's been two weeks in Tucson, AZ. 🌵

How do I feel? Well, I'm still getting used to time zone. Yesterday I ended my first week at the new job and to be honest, I need to take care of it. Unlearning and learning can be overwhelming many times and there I am.

I have been at peace in everything else. I talk every day with mom and and Amahia. My friends in Puerto Rico have also been very attentive to me and call me every now and then to see how I am. I love you guys so much. 💛

I have already had intentional and interesting conversations as I like them, I have met people, God gave me .me as a church 🖤 (although I miss the ) for this time. My family, , Nivea, and ) have been tacking care of me and have not left me alone.

I have two brothers and housemates, and , who have let me feel at home. We have had good conversations, we have shared and I have cooked them 👨🏻‍🍳. The fact is that you can feel the love in our home.

I can tell you that God has been good and faithful until now and will continue to be. 🖤

17/08/2022

🟫⚫️🔳🤎🚪⏳🥜🤍

17/08/2022

🟫⚫️🔳🤎🚪⏳🥜🤍

11/08/2022

In the midst of the new, of understanding and discovering. I’m living in faith, I’m here just saying my yes to God and watching his goodness for me.

This process is being hard because I miss mom, my nieces and sister, but I’m completely sure that while I am on this mission, the Lord is giving peace to both sides.

If you want to pray for me, help me with this:

• Peace
• My new job that I start on Monday
• For a car to move in this town

God is always faithful and I’m pretty sure that His miracle are on the way. I will let you know how this journey it is going. 😏

08/08/2022

In my happy place. 🍳

04/08/2022

Last day in this beautiful paradise. 🌊

30/07/2022

Mr. Kukis y las Kukis de tío. 🍪

30/07/2022

De últimos días de sol tropical y de ropa mal puesta. 🌞

20/07/2022

Te lo conté
Que yo le vi
Primaverando el jardín
Y entre esas flores la entendí
Porque mi unicornio es así

//

07/07/2022

S-I-P sustainably. No olvides tus vasos reusables cuando vayas a los coffee dates en . 🥤☕️

01/07/2022

Que bonito es querer sin fronteras y sin aduanas. Libres. Es lo que le enseño a estas dos, amar sin medirse y en abundancia, y a todo el mundo por igual. ❤️‍🔥

26/06/2022

Kim K and Pete Davidson who?
Last night at with this bombshell. 😏

22/06/2022

Derritiéndome por las aceras de la Milla de Oro. 🥵

21/06/2022

Derritiéndome por las aceras de la Milla de Oro. 🥵

21/06/2022

Derritiéndome por las aceras de la Milla de Oro. 🥵

15/06/2022

Behind each coffees there is a story, intentions, community, many laughter and tears, there is a desire to take care of and love without judgment, there are also questions and some answers. There’s five coffees and five powerful stories. ☕️

31/05/2022

De domingo y de bonitos 🌾

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25/04/2022

About last night and on the rocks.

18/04/2022

Starting the countdown for a new beginning. ❤️‍🔥

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