Chronicles Of The Fool

31/12/2023

2nd Time
Christmas at Home 2023

Celebrations with another lovely family (lesser)

Journaling....

18/12/2023

"Crooked Mirror"

My first (if I can say so...)
First time using canvas & Acrylics
(it feels great :))
as I only worked sparsely with poster paints and regular paper before.

Also -
My latest Video upload on YouTube -"CROOK-ED MIRROR"



hope to improve the skill with time...

25/11/2023

Growing up, I heard stories about Durga Puja, Pandal-hopping, Kali Puja, the festivities, the grandeurness of it all from fellow Bengalis (B**g - relatives, friends and family).
All those stories made me weave high expectations in my head and left me drooling as I day- dreamed about observing the festivities in person ( not as an outsider - "Probashi Bangali" but) as an insider someday.
Now that I have thoroughly observed it all in person for a little less than a decade, I find myself amazed, in wonderment ah..yes, but at the same time I am left Bewildered.

I am quite perplexed as I compare my understanding from the viewpoint of an outsider and then as an insider.
After all, when it comes to my culture, in a weird fashion I am both an insider and an outsider at the same time. The conflict is real.

06/05/2023

I saw the Beast! yup, come take a look, here....🪞

Here's an all new video upload...

Follow Link (The Rabbit)🐰🐇 - https://youtu.be/FUHG8DIeS1E

If you like what you see, then don't forget to Like, Subscribe and Share...

Stay Blessed Always,
Namaste 🙏 🙂

~The Fool

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Mentioned -Roar By Katy Perry - https://youtu.be/CevxZvSJLk8

02/04/2023

Happy April Fools Day toh chala Gaya... toh kya hua? ( Fools Day is gone, so what?
Happy Fools Month!
(INSERT SONG: Meri Marzi from the Movie- Gambler)😝 OR Not...

Here's how I became a "Murga" 🐓 This April Fools Day...

Follow Link to check out my chronicles...
it is fresh out of the Oven... 🔥🔥

Aiiiiyoo!!!

"I became Murga wala video", plus... "out of the oven" bolu toh... 🤔🙄🥸 🤔🤔🤔

Hailaaaaa!!! 😯
Nyaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!! 🥸

Let's move on to Link
(Follow Link to the Video) -

https://youtube.com/shorts/a1rRL3V0Mz4?feature=share

Stay Blessed Always,
Namaste 🙏

~The Fool

, , or not... , , ,

28/03/2023

NOTE TO SELF & to any body who might need that little push...

Come, let's thaw that heart.... dote on self a little... & .
So, we can hear it good. Take the Leap that we are guided to take, follow our heart with a clear Mind and thought process.
May be it might not lead us where we "WANT" to go or "WANT" to be, but then again it might just take us where we "NEED" to go and "NEED" to be.

Stay Blessed Always,
Namaste 🙏

~The Fool,

TO SELF & to any body who might need that little push... Come, let's thaw that heart.... ...

28/03/2023

Cold Feet? Be it literal or metaphoric, warm them up by thawing your core (starting with that Heart)... Spread some love.

But first, start by giving some much needed love to your self, and then let it spread like wild fire.

Here's something that thawed my heart for sure...yeah 🦆🦆🦆

My version Of " " is out...

Follow Link (The Rabbit) 🐰- https://youtube.com/shorts/UlyLNnyCWrg?feature=share

So, zaahir hai...

I Went back now to check out the original legendary version and it's theme song... made my day...

Here's the link if you wanna check it out - 🐇🐰
https://youtu.be/CenzjSEkDDA

Plus Song of the Day (My Anthem today, will be) - It's Magic, It's Magic from the Movie Koi Mil Gaya...

LINK🐰🐰 - https://youtu.be/RHXSWGmOrhA

Hehe.. 🙂

Combining them all to weave the story... OR Not... hehe😝

Stay Blessed Always,
Namaste!🙏

~ The Fool,

feet or not...

TO SELF & to any body who might need that little push... Come, let's thaw that heart.... ...

22/03/2023

Me uploaded a new short....

Lemme know, no seriously how's the weather? I am curious about all the detailed facts...

Well,
Not so much when I get answers like... yeah.. "it's good.. everything's fine here.. the usual..."

I Would like to hear something different everytime may be. Hehe.. Hai na?? Get creative with the answers.. lol

How about you though, what do you think???

Dunno.. just wondering.... you see....

Just wondering...

Stay Blessed Always
Namaste... 🙂🙏

~ The Fool

19/03/2023

Good Morning,

Just in the mood to jot down some thoughts... as I wonder.🙂

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When one has drowned and touched rock bottom, when one finds oneself in a rut that seems like the dead end, it is probably just the beginning to a new chapter.

There are NO Dead Ends as I can see it now.
There always, yes always are doors down there hidden beneath Sea Weeds and what nots, one just gotta look for them, choose one by listening to the heart and chances are it leads to the sky.

Every seeming Dead End in life is just the end of one phase, one chapter.
It is just that you have grown out of your own skin and it is time to shed it to let a new one grow.

If we don't, then it becomes painful to live like that. It is Painful to live at the Dead Ends, for deaths are painful and
it is up to us, it is our choice...
if we want to continue living like that
or open ourselves to Source, so we can find the new doors,
that are probably right in front of us but only if we can see it.

The Dead Ends of every phase, every chapter makes us feel things like... "may be this is all my life is about". There is no more hope left, and that is when we look for miracles, and "Miracles", they can come to us only when we open ourselves to them as I have been learning. We gotta open ourselves to Miracles by simply "believing" in it without a shadow of a doubt.

This reminds me of a poem, I read as a child in the text books.
As it begins to make sense in an all new way... I see it in an all new light today...

I stumbled upon it here... (almost a nursery rhyme)

Itna sa hi hai Sansaar By Nirankar Dev Sevak
Link - https://youtu.be/nghYYpqIUbA

Simply keeping it chronicled.

Stay Blessed Always,
Namaste

~The Fool

Moral Animated/Cartoon Poems for Kids. Famous Hindi poet Nirankar Dev Sevak Poems in Hindi. Bird poem in Hindi. Bird Song in Hindi. Inspirational poems in Hi...

16/03/2023

Grounding.....

Touch the ground, the soil,
the water and give it some love
to gradually see it
return the favour to you
as it helps you get rooted.

Become a tree,
step into a trees shoe,
allow it to give you stability by
healing your Roots (Chakra),
allow it to heal your wounds
Wounds that are related to stability, wounds of fears and phobia that uproots you.

Give some love to the ground
and see it love you back,
tend to it as it tends to you.
See it give you the comfort &
cozyness of a home,
see it help you find
your home within you.

Give some love to the ground
& only then will you see it...
only then will you see some more clues...
On your journey to find self, to find you.

Or not..🤷‍♀️

~ The Fool.



I stumbled upon Michael Jackson's Earth Song one of my all time favourites... Simply... keeping it chronicled.

Stay Blessed Always,
Namaste

16/01/2023

An Adhuri Louve Gaatha... boley toh Prem isstory.... (first draft)

Love for the Moon is too intoxicating,
too great a feeling that can not be handled with ease.
It can make the wisest of men drool.
It has the power to pull at one's emotions. It tugs at the waters, creating a turmoil of sort within.
Especially, when it seems to be Full.

Ohh ain't it so mesmerisingly handsome?
Look! So full of power, sooo magical.
For, it turns me into this Moth and itself becomes the Mighty Flame,
it makes the wildest parts of me
seem to be so tamed...
everytime I look and take a glance,
I fill up with joy, I seem to sway.. I seem to dance.

Yes, the Moon seems to drive me nuts making my head so hazy...
It makes me do things that seems to me to be so very crazy....

I can't do much about this pull
that I got towards the Moon...
yes, I accept that I am the foolish moth here...
ohh such a fool... for,
I do end up calling to it, and howling at it everytime I see it gloriously full.

Now, can a wolf not howl at that big old shiny dot in the night sky??
No matter how mighty the wolf might be...
it still comes back, all weak in the knee... every damn time...

and so do I...
afterall, no Human that walks this Earth has the strength to stay unbothered by the Charm and Might of the Moon.

For the Moon can turn you inside-out and then all upside-down.
& yet you will find yourself all gleefully charmed, all gleefully swooned.
yup that's the power of the Moon...
..
Love for the Moon is too intoxicating,
too great a feeling that cannot be handled with ease; you see,
It can make the most zen of beings, tic at their impulses...
It can make the maddest of them hatters sad and forget all about their tea.

Sometimes, we feel like we belong nowhere in this world,
we crave to be elsewhere, as we think about our "home" looking lovingly at the Moon.
We wonder, would it be somewhere there? Up on that benevolent dot ?? That smiles at us...
So as I wonder I smile back at it too.

Only to realise that this world is our "home"
Yes, every inch of it.
For the "Home" lies within us, we take our home with us wherever we go.
Our home is within us and it stays so,
every step of the way...
May be a turtle taught me this, now
& that somehow reminds me of
"Master Oogway"...

Thus, no one is homeless, I now realise that we all have a place, right here, right where we stand.
yes, it is our home where ever we place these feet, where-ever we decide to land.

So everytime, I get back to my senses after that intoxicating glimpse..
I realise... may be....
I Gave "More of Me" yet again...
only to receive crumbs from the Mighty Moon...

So.. I sit back, with guilt and then realise it is okay.
Then my ego comes forth to make me feel better saying things like ...
" atleast I "Gave" to the Mightyness without receiving nothing in return except for some madness...
oh... yes, atleast I did not take..."
I know, that's my Ego talking and everytime it makes me feel even worse instead...

I realise there needs to be some balance in this love story and so I sit back trying hard not to look at that beaming and gleaming of a face.
I try this all over again and again but everytime it seems I only fail.
For the moon is my Evangeline it seems and I am just Reymond yes... just Rey...

& even though I get nothing from the moon in return,
I just don't seem to realise that, it is the moon that illuminates my path
Yes, it is the Moon who keeps me safe
by lighting up my path, that seems to me to be the darkest of the dark.
so all I can do is forgive myself for being so hard on me,
forgive the Moon for being so harsh on me
and be grateful for it allows me to see in my darkest of hours.

For it helps me see the shadows within,
the darkest of my parts.
Thus... these shadows within are now getting illuminated you see...
It has at last come to light,
So I am grateful to the moon, for in the darkness it gives me sight.

Thus, helping me break them mental chains to help me move on from them dungeons in which I seem to have kept myself caged. & so I am grateful for the bliss and I am grateful for the pain.

Yes, in the end all I can say is,
love for the Moon is too intoxicating, too great a feeling that can not be handled with ease.
It hurts to the core, yet feels blissful at the same time.
It makes one a tad bit dim in the mind
but when it comes to life, it brings with it an all new lease.

Ohhh,
Love for the Moon is too intoxicating, too great a feeling that can not be handled with ease.

Moral/ My Takeaway- If something cannot be controlled, then it is not meant to be controlled...simply go with the flow of these emotions. Swim in the waters for as long as the effects of that glimpse remains. Let the waves and tides do their part.

Be the Moth and accept that either it will burn and turn you to ashes or you will find the moon one day to be just like you, may be just another glow worm, a mighty one at that, a cheese planet, or may be just a reflection of a sort...

& even if it burns you down and turns you to ash, chances are that you will rise again... you will be stronger than before like the Phoenix, but believe in yourself before that.

Facing the fear and going with the flow seems like the best option in this moment. So... here I am, chronicling and jotting them down.

~The Fool
AKA
Saansaarik Sanyaasin, a Mystic

26/12/2022

Everybody is Gifted I Believe.

Everybody has got Unique (Talents).
This I Realised...

My Gift Seems To Be In Being "The Fool" as I See It Now...

I am conditioned to aim for so called "Perfection" and to be "Prim and Proper" at all times just like everybody else in this world.

Which, a good part of "Me" secretly strives to be... even now... every minute... every second of the day.

A good part of me.... Strives to Stick to My Own Perceived "Image" Of Me & That is exactly something that I Don't Want To Be.

I am NO "Image" and so is Everybody. WE are "the complete Mirror" Itself, reflecting myriads of Images every now and then...

Then, how can I try to have an image or build "One" For the world to see?

& If I do SUCCEED in creating one some day... then Trust Me... That Image is NOT "Me".

No that would not be My True Self & If one looks closely... then you will find that this stands true for everybody else.

My Soul Seems to Crave to be Foolish, to be Free from the Clutches of this very Conditioning.

For...I "TRULY" LEARN & GROW... NO NOT by reading them BOOKS & Theories, but by making my Own Set of Mistakes & Blunders... Doing the Practicals of the Same.

For Books and Theories helps us learn too.... more like "Educates" but it doesn't help one truly "Believe" in what one learns, that is... until one has experienced it, in a physical and practical way.

I believe... "Why believe in "hearsay"....
until I can Truly see, until I can Truly ... ?"

After all,
WHAT is a Fool Who Fears Being FOOLISH?
I ask myself today... as

So... I am Embracing My Gift... of being the Fool!

For "Foolishness" Seems to be My Forte!



Merry Christmas
& an almost
Happy New Year! 🙂

Stay Blessed Always,
Namaste!🙏🙂

~ The Fool
AKA
Saansaarik Sanyaasin, a Mystic

24/12/2022

Life Lesson (sudden realization/revelation)-
"Leave it... & Let Go... Let them be.... Just Breathe...."



On the path of learning this lesson, after getting a little triggered again today (seems like I have always been on the edge, pulling out my sword even when there is nothing to fight, yes... I am working on it now as I realise... it is high time I put down the sword... there is nothing to cause a fight or flight reaction within me anymore.... if there is, then it simply is an illusion, in my head now
Yes... this is what needs to sink in.

So, I now realise....it is high time, I find my zen, find my home.... it takes time it seems but I will get there soon.. on my way, almost there... as nothing is set in stone)...

Truly grateful for getting triggered... as I can now see somewhat clear...
Seeeee the universe truly speaks through them "perceived" Opponents too... they bring out the wounds to the surface for us to see clear....so we can heal some more and wipe them tears.

So yes.... them so called Opps (in our head) they are simply loved ones in disguise... although you sometimes simply gotta let them go.. that is, when you get to know.

So.... these are the thoughts that came to me... that I want to keep.
There is something productive that comes out of every situation you see...thus...

When it comes to me...
anybody speaking to me, yes anybody at all (be it my fellow human beings, animals, birds, sounds of the wind, insects and flowing water, in short all sounds in nature, all sorts of music, anything and everything, plus your words & my own words too, is the Universe "Speaking"... I believe.
As... I now figure that nothing truly belongs to me, the only belonging I can see is that "I" belongs to "thee"....

ONE just gotta open them ears to listen... & open them eyes to see.

Afterall, logically speaking.... everything makes up the Universe, you & I included, and that includes our speech... ain't it??

Thus, I think it would be wise to say that... the Universe/Most High "Speaks"... 🙂

Stay Tooned &
Stay Blessed Always,
Namaste!🙏

~The Fool
AKA
Saansaarik Sanyaasin, a Mystic

Simply making

24/12/2022

Haven't been able to upload a video for sometime now... here's why

Found the solution to the problemo... and this is what I feel now...



Le Me - This is soo cool, I am enjoying these features!!! Wow, seems like an all new world here to be explored... It sure makes things easier.

Le Universe - Haa toh.. Kab se keh rahe hai!!!
Tumko toh desk se hi chipke rehna hai... ab Jao tanik ghoomo firo... mauj karo 😉

Le Me - Sahi hai boss! 🙂😀

Thinking.... What am I talking about??
Check out the video...

"Understanding the language of the Universe"
What to do when a Door on our Path Closes??

~Stay Blessed Always
Namaste
~The Fool
AKA
Saansaarik Sanyaasin, a Mystic

Haven't been able to upload much for sometime now... here's why! Me - This is soo cool, I am enjoying these ...

11/12/2022

While writing the captions/ descriptions for the pics... My thoughts wandered and I as usual wondered...

LHS-
Log kehte hai...

"Aajkal Zamana kharaab hai"

RHS-
Log ye bhi kehte hai...

"Insaan ko zamane ke saath kadam se kadam milakar chalna chahiye..."

Lo kar lo baat....🤦‍♀️

LHS aur RHS ko saath dekho toh...
Apan ka thobra iss confused khargosh ke maafik ban rela hai...

Matlab kharaab maaloom jaankar bhi, unke saath kadam milakar chalne ki Salaaah dete hai kya Miyaan?

Haailaahhh....🤷‍♀️🤓

Toh basically, Mr. Zamaana toot gaya... Mr. Zamaana is broken...

Le Me - Go Home Zamanaaaa... meko ni khelna. You too need resting and healing... 🤦‍♀️😝😅

~The Fool
Aka
Saansaarik Sanyaasin, a Mystic

Me or not

11/12/2022

Hello there,

Kaisan ho? How you doing?? I am just writing a little note.... here

Notice -

Due to some technical problems, I am on a break... 😝 hehe, when things don't work, it is time to rest... and give it time to work itself out. So, I am letting my computer do its healing as I heal myself. So, you will probably see less of me for a while.

We all healing here.... the computer, the sun, the moon, the stars, the walls, the windows, the streets and ofcourse the "Meee".... so we all on a pause... of sort. (& healing is everlasting, there is always something to be healed).

So Kahi Jane ka nahi re.... yahich pe rehne kaa by Staying Tooned...

Apan ayenga back at work... ek chutku sa Door Darshan wale break ke baad (channel ni re baba, bole toh "far wala vision".... bole toh.. diving deep ke baad)... filhaal let's enjoy the sheeth /thanddd/ chills boley toh winter me hibernate karne ka... like a Teddy Bear, Polar or Grizzly?? Who cares??🤷‍♀️ This is "No discrimination zone"!

until then, enjoy the winter blessings one and all!

P.S- I was feelin' myself after attending a wedding ceremony... so showering some love on self... by clicking pics and framing them for the future, all decked up like a Christmas tree... Awww Mee love seeing Christmas trees....🎄🎅🌲🎄🎁🎁 Santa is cominggggg yayyyy 😇😍🙂

On a second thought.... 🤔🤔

I wonder, it would be nice if the tree could be still on the ground alive and kicking... all decked up or in a biggggg pot.... may be in the yard... hai na?? Just wondering here in my wonderland.

Don't know if that's possible or not.... me gonna try it some day. (Let's put it in my Bucket list🤓)... that bit "chopping the tree down" wala part saddens me but I Love everything else about the celebrations.... yes, every bit of it.... I love Christmas even though never celebrated it like that... I wonder why??.... but who cares I love what I love... can't do nothing about it. 😍💗

Happy Winter and Happy Holidays (if you got them holidays) if not that's fine too...! 🙂

Stay Blessed always...
You are loved!
Namaste 🙏🙂

~The Fool
Aka
Saansaarik Sanyaasin _ Just A Mystic

19/11/2022

I am learning that, sometimes even though we think we can see the big picture to a certain extent, it is just that, big picture "to a certain extent". We are unable to see it all, until we truly can.
I am learning that, no matter how much we come to think that we are washing our ego and we are doing a good job of it,
yes... we are doing a good job, no doubt but there will always be some more (of our ego) that comes to the surface calling us out, to tell us that it needs to be washed...
& so, it calls for a pause.

Stay Blessed Always,
Namaste

~ The Fool
AKA
Saansaarik Sanyaasin, a Mystic

05/11/2022

Thus, the Mirage accepts being a Mirage -

~The Fool,
AKA
Saansaarik Sanyaasin, a Mystic

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04/11/2022

The Plight of "Mirage" -

~The Fool

Follow Link (The Rabbit) 🐰https://youtube.com/shorts/QmzCywaiHBw?feature=share

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03/11/2022

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26/10/2022

Stay Tooned ... also find me on Instagram & YouTube

Just Another Arabian Night, in the Fool's Wonderland.
For, here too there is huge seemingly unending Desert..... there is Love, there are Illusions, music, spices, many Abus, Rajahs, Iagos.. the cave of wonders that is looking for the one who is a "Diamond in the Rough"... & so much more....& then there are Jafars too... all this.... in it's own way... unlike the stories of the Arabian Nights.... yet so like it....

Thus, Honoring the creators of "Arabian Nights", I am attempting to weave different storiestogether....connecting Art/Artists/lives/souls & thereby Bridging Gaps to bring in Union of a different kind...

An All New Upload on my Youtube Channel.-

Follow LINK 🐰 -The Rabbit
https://youtu.be/3UjUbhGJIio

A LOVE POEM
Dedicated to…
My Muse (Moonie)

Love can take many forms. Love can burn as a feeling that you carry for a Muse, in your heart without any expectation of receiving anything back. (Unconditional)

After all, this is your muse & sometimes one may not even know, if in this reality, they even exist, or were they just a fiction of imagination/illusion.

But then, no matter what, they still become your "Muse", giving you your inspirations.... & what more can one want? Thus, one got to honor that love....in the heart.

Expressing this love to the world, that one carries along with them can set one free to love and be inspired so much more as an Artist/Creator, that life itself becomes bliss... and every moment feels like a kiss.

In the Mushy Mushy Mood... I guess... 🤷‍♀️ Thus Chronicling... Emotions... 💗

Stay Blessed Always,
Namaste! 🙏🙂

~ The Fool
AKA
Saansaarik Sanyaasin, a Mystic

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