Brave to The Bone

14/12/2024

My bestie!❤️

11/12/2024

A huge loss. My greatest mentor. No other person changed my life and my practice the way he did. I didn’t know last night while I was texting him that he was being taken off life support. I am who I am because your love and your mind was unparallel . The lives you changed Jamie. You are the hero of my life. I just reread the last text he sent me where he said
“I love you lots big hugs”- it’s amazing to have that sentence. His podcasts we recorded in Santa Cruz is in the links below.

Dr. Jaime woods was the first to use Ketamine assisted psychotherapy in the Monterey Bay and Santa Cruz area in California. He studied Behavioral neurology and the Evolution of Behavior. Ketamine is the only psychedelic currently being used as a catalyst in psychotherapy and Jaime uses it to treat depression and PTSD. His own Journey to his current practice was a winding one and now he holds a dynamic compassionate space for people looking to uncover their Original self to gain freedom from the imposed cages of trauma. His spiritual values are rooted in buddhism and his amazing loving spirit really comes through in his conversation and in his work.

31/10/2024

12/08/2024

It’s been so sweet helping my mom post op. She’s doing great. I am so lucky to have her! ❤️

03/05/2024

Macro day at Eleusinia

02/05/2024

And most of all. Keep going ❤️

16/04/2024

When you call your son and he just says “ the night before last I played upstairs at the Catalyst”- and your like Whhhaaattt. 🤯😱😶‍🌫️
And you didn’t think to tell your mom!
Please follow my son on IG
Subversive.live & on Spotify $ubversive
My child is Fire. Oh and he took this pic. Because he is FIRE!!🔥

26/02/2024

Keeping Keys -2-26-24”

I didn’t know life would be about keeping keys.

I thought All doors should remain open,

Until I discovered my own inner garden.

I am becoming the girl that has the only key to this place.

A secret place full of Sunshine and dew drops,

Textures of rich thread counts sewn by all the women I have been.

The one’s who tried so hard, for so long. They did do a good job.

I lay there on textiles of my history and listen to the answers in the resonance of vibration only a

Wind chime from home can sing. Answering questions I used to ask -”where is home, will I always have a home?”

It is here I get to smile at flutes sometimes played out of one nostril from an old friend.

The curly hair from my best friend who still has more sparkles in his eyes then i’ll ever carry.

Still a phenomenon beyond my understanding.

I used to share the keys. People dressed in familiar clothes peaked in, pushed in, played in. I did my best to moderate. But sometimes I fail.

I once returned to my inner garden to find the gate had been bent,

a new garden bed that was barely sprouting clover was stomped flat.

The new bees vibrating with life just left the hive I painted.

There is no more queen here.

I am becoming a woman who changes the locks.

Who redefines the property lines.

My garden is a sacred place. A place I must work hard in.

There is pruning to be done.

Prayers to be said

Ruminating thoughts to be redirected.

New Garden beds to be dug out of rock hard old soil.

Planting mung beans and new mantras.

02/02/2024

Yes we did it! Matching Sister tattoos! ❤️❤️❤️

30/10/2023

In Vermont we need a warmer dog bed. ❤️

28/09/2023

It takes a collective to change the World. We closed September Retreats at Eleusinia Retreat tonight. It is stunningly beautiful what a community can do with the gravity of HOPE, the warmth of LOVE, and Mexico wrapped around you like a familial blanket.
❤️🍄💚🐸
A job well done is not without a long hours of flight time, at least a few daily tears. Many hugs, sore feet, long hours, holding people’s hands, lots of encouragement, teaching empowerment with psilocybin, working through the scary stuff. And listening. Listening forever…Being with long silences, beautiful music and lots of poetry. And a team that can make it through insurmountable challenges. I am so grateful to be of service in this way. I am so Grateful to my family who support me living and teaching an extraordinary life.

07/09/2023

Yep…

21/07/2023

So much Peace here in this absolutely perfect lake. I am so stunned and grateful. “My great hope is to laugh as much as I cry; to get my work done and love. ❤️

18/07/2023

Just posted on Eleusinia’s page 🌿 Meet Tawnya, Our Medical Coordinator! 🏥✨

Introducing the radiant face behind the scenes at Eleusinia! Say hello to Tawnya, our skilled RN CCRN and dedicated Medical Coordinator. 🩺🌟 Her expertise ensures your safety and well-being during your transformative journey.

Tawnya's warm smile is an integral part of the Eleusinia experience, making you feel right at home from the moment you arrive. Her compassionate care and reassuring presence add an extra layer of comfort to your stay. 😊❤️

So, when you visit Eleusinia, know that you're in excellent hands with Tawnya by your side, ensuring your health and happiness throughout your unforgettable stay.

29/06/2023

California days

10/06/2023

May the seed become a tree.
May the egg become a bird.
May the silence become singing.
May life becomes a miracle.
May the strength to overcome any obstacle.
May the difficulty serve us to fly higher.
May every experience become a gift.
Let Art be medicine for every human being.
Let nature be the flag of every wise man.
May every sunrise be what it is, a spectacle.
May they all find their forgotten spirit.
May the earth become the dream.
Arnau De Tera

05/06/2023

Back to work. Medical Coordinator for Eleusinia Retreats- let’s get ready to Macro dose.

29/05/2023

This episode will resonate deeply for christians trying to recreate a meaningful faith while accessing the use psilocybin as a tool for healing. Kim embarked on a transformative journey by attending Eleusinia Retreat. Over the course of two visits, separated by approximately a year, she experienced profound personal growth. During this period, Kim managed to rediscover and in her words, "rebuild" her faith as a devout Christian while navigating the challenges of her depression. Her path ultimately led her to a life with more love and a deeper acceptance for who she is as well as her God . Tune in to hear Kim's inspiring story of triumph and renewal.