11/07/2023
I'm from the HUMSS strand.
While she from ABM.
I'm a grade 12 student.
And she's a grade 11.
I'm the first in our batch.
Of course she is too.
I want to be a lawyer.
She wants to be an accountant.
We're childhood best friends.
We're neighbors.
But ain't a lover.
I had a crush on her since we were kids.
She knew it.
I did confess to her many times.
Even courted her.
But she kept on rejecting me.
Because for her, I'm more than special.
She only thinks of me as her older brother.
Nothing less 一 nothing more.
Not quite bad.
One day she told me that her long time crush courted her.
The boy is from the GAS strand.
She answered YES!
I was dumbfounded.
I didn't know how to react.
But the thing is that 一 I accepted it.
I supported them.
They're couple now.
Every single day they used to spend quality time to each other.
Going to school together, hanging out, having dates etc.
I'm left alone.
And it even upset me whenever I saw them holding their hands and doing hugs and kisses.
I'm envious 一 that should be me.
Time flies so fast.
Then suddenly.
Out of nowhere.
When she found out.
The boy cheated on her.
She was emotional.
She was broken.
She went crazily anxious.
While me 一
To the rescue.
I comforted her.
I gave her advices.
I show my love, care and sincerity.
I saved her.
IMMEDIATELY 一 she recovered.
She let go of her feelings.
She moved on.
Months had passed.
Another guy came to her life.
Now, the boy is from the TVL strand.
At first they were simply friends.
Going out together 一 with me.
Exchanging casual conversations.
Sharing laughter.
Expressing some motifs.
I witnessed them all.
Until they fell for each other.
It broke my heart again.
Seeing my first love with another guy.
This time 一 she's much happier.
But things didn't turned out the way it used to be.
For the second time around.
She was fooled.
Another break up.
Another heartbreak.
Another luxurious moment.
And then, here goes "me" again.
To the
