24/08/2021
I am just a girl, still trying to solve the mysteries of life, still trying to accept pain as it visits us the residents of earth, at every stage of life.
I am just a girl, a confused virgin who is still learning to comprehend love in all its angles. I am most scared, afraid of the world's worst. Cruelty and dishonesty. Not so sure if it is still okay for me to have kept this virginity at this age in this society of us youths. My biggest wish has always been to enter my naptual bedroom with this purity of womanhood as a gift to my husband, but then is it still possible in the 21st century with all this blood-rushing scavengers of s*x? Just like my mom, my role model, i always wish i get married a virgin, but i don't see any light at the end of the tunnel, considering how being a virgin is so disapproved these days.
Again, i am just a girl, who loves her family to the core. I wish i don't get separated from it, but what God had said can't be changed by anybody, I'll leave them for marriage. Growing old together with them would give utmost peace as it always have, but not every wish becomes a reality, I'll find love too, and step out to start a family elsewhere. It's all life for us.
Just wanted to share my heart with you beloved friends ❤️.
I love you❤️
